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Monday, May 19, 2008

Mon, 19 May 2008 13:08:20 GMT

Last Nights dream was sooo WEIRD!!

I have no idea where I was? But I was in deep water, and I was not afraid! In fact there were 2 whales there too, and I kept trying to take a picture of them. Usually this would be a total frightening dream for me. Deep ocean water....no land....and 2 whales COME ON! But It was a peaceful dream, and I was very happy William was there, and some other people were there too. I was happy. Not scared this time. The Whales seem to be friends of mine. I kept trying to get everyone else to see them, but they never noticed them......that was a little weird, But I saw them.....and I was taking picture after picture.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Mon, 19 May 2008 13:03:20 GMT

Past Dreams

I had 2 other water dreams last week. One was with a HUGE wave comeing and I was trying to run from it. The other one had more stuff in it, there was a new town and a new apartment and I was moving into it. William was in the apartment and I was trying to drive and get to him. As I was driving along the road where the apartment building was I noticed the land disapearing and the road workers were being in golfed into water...I got scared and was driving fast to warn William the water was coming. As I was running up the stairs to the apartment I could see it coming slow and it was riseing higher and higher and I said...."I knew we shouldent have moved so close to the lake"

The feeling as always was FEAR

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 12:17:30 GMT

What is going on in my head!

Last Night, I dreamt that I was in a car driving on an off ramp going towards the freeway. I was driving extremelly slow because it was very icy and snowey. I was talking to a child who was sitting next to me saying, we need to go very slow, its dangerouse, and some cars were honking at me and flying on around me, I was thinking how dumb of them. then I came up on to a huge pile up on the off ramp and I pulled over to the side, because it was all blocked off with several crashed cars. I got the child out of the car and we walked towards the freeway. It was soooo dark we couldent see much, somwhere between our car and the highway there was a dinasaur so we walked around a different rock and back towards the freeway. (hhmm? another dinasaur) anyways....this child and I walked all the way to the freeway and it got to be so dark that we coudlent see anything....but I could hear voices. I called out are we alone or are there other people walking too? everyone ignore us. The child and I could see silluettes of other people walking down the freeway too, and they were talking to each other. The child and I were holding hands and walking down the highway. the voices of the other people had faded away and it was so dark I was so scared to move, I ddient know where we were??? I stopped and felt frightened, then all of a sudden light apeard and I saw we were standing right on the very edge of a cliff soooooo deep you couldnet see the bottom. I SCREAMED!!! as I screamed....I woke my self up, I could even hear my self scream. It was horrifing, then about a minute later My son came in and was calling out to me..Mom mom, and I woke up again and he was standing over me asking of I was ok? He heard me scream and it woke him up and scared him he lied down next to me for about 5 minutes and then he kissed me and said Im going back to my bed now..I Love you mom.

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 11:52:36 GMT

Last Nights dream was evil again,

I was at Lynette and Mikes wedding and we were all getting ready. It was one of those very fusterating dreams that I couldnt move fast enough. then before I could get ready I saw Lynette in a sweatshirt and veil drinking and I asked what was she doing and she said getting ready to go home, the reception was over. They got married with out me...they just did the ceramony and reception without waiting for me....I was so hurt and angry....I was yelling at them telling them how upset and rude this was for me. They dident seem to care. I was so angry and crying and just OH SO ANGRY.....then I was alone and changing my shirt, I went to the dresser and it starting blowing cold air out at me....instantly I knew It was the devil in my dresser. It kept thrwing open drawers and I would push hard right back and shut them as the air kept blowing out. I was praying in tounges and pleeding the Blood Of Jesus over me and trying to rebuke the devil. then I went to get on the phone to call William and find out where he was and get him to come get me. I picked up the phone and there was nothing but static, I kept trying to push buttons. Then I went back over to the dresser and rebuke the devil some more

I woke my self up....it was freaky.....I remember thinking *not another one*

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 11:45:33 GMT

The Night before last night

The part that I remember the most and freaked me out is, I was at church, it felt like a famiuar place like Grace Chaple, but it was a different building. There was a huge dinasaur T-REX walking around the building eating people. Everyone was running around all crazy like. I knew by watching him where he was going to move next, I had figured that out, so when he would move to the elft I knew to dodge to the right. I kept trying to tell people to watch him and they would know where he was going to move next. Noone would listen to me. Then all of a sudden the T-REX was talking in a weird loud very deep damonic voice chanting something creepy. It was so real and laoud in my head it woke me right up, I can still hear the voice and chant....I got up early because it was so scarey that I dident want to go back to sleep. Very evil.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 11:31:45 GMT

OK, Last nights dream was very weird....LOL...I always say that

I was going to a movie with William and Brittnnee and it was a weird theater and they were passing out big boxes with food in them as gifts for everyone. I was likeing that...LOL Brittnnee and William went ahead of me and I was hurt because they went in without me I walked in and it was dark, I had a hard time finding them. Then I sat down and it wasent dark anymore and then Brittnnee and William wernt there and young guys were walking over and messing with me trying to take my food. Laughing and stuff joking with me. Then William and Brittnnee walked up and I was telling them how these poeple are trying to take my food. Then it was dark inside again and everyone was sleeping. Like we were all spending the night there it was weird. and....My Car was in the theater too. Lynette was sleeping in my car and I was too. I woke up and got out of the car and saw the blankets on top of my car and I thought oh great Lynette did something on my blankets...probably cause shed been drinking so she must have peed or pooped on the blankets. weird ha. Then I saw Lynette standing there and she was trying to tell me some long story about hows shes so sorry about the blankets and im walking away annoyed because shes just going on and on about it. Shes following me out side still talking. I see the walls bulging from the storm outside and I go outside and im standing outside in the storm and I see a bright pure solver object flying over me and the sounds were like it was crashing so i followed it and watyched it crash into the lake and I wanted to see it before it sank so I was climbing under dangerouse back wires and it was lightening and I just kept going because I wanted to get to it before it sank and Lynette was standing off behind me still talking and I was like dont you see that!!! and shes telling me not to go near it and Im saying I just wanna see what it is!! Then I see it peeking up out of the water to look at me and I get scared and say...Oh crap Im not ganna be like one of those idiots who stands around to see whats ganna happen and I run away. then I hear a retarted man yell....."Heeeeeeeeey, did anyone else seeeee that?" I was yelling yes yes I saw it, it crashed over here. THEN......I woke up in my dream I was standing in that same hallway and I saw the walls buldgeing again and I said......"Hey I just dreamed this....I know whats going to happen next...and I walked into the theater to see my car with the blankets on top again and I said....."now Lynettes ganna start telling me how she peed on the blankets" and sure enough there she was. So I started yelling real loud to get eveyones attention to warn them about whats about to happen......I was yelling...Heeeeeeeeeeeey and I must have yelled it for real because I woke myself up hearing me yelling heeey!

I felt very creepy when I woke up. I had Brittnnee strongly on my mind. So I called her and shes fine

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:24:49 GMT

Last Nights Dream.... was weird

I was working for a familuar place...Just cant place it right now. But all my past friends from Grace Chapel were in it. almost all anyways. Jenn meilnel and Krystal Otinger were the most prominet in it. I had a baby....but the baby wasent Mine?? But I was treating Him like he was mine. There was a boat I was on and we all worked on boats, William was operating the BIG boat and I was trying to get to Him with the baby in a small tiny boat...and as i was on my way i was running into old friends and stuff would go on. then I finaly got to William and I climbed up on the big boat and handed William the baby and said...."he wanted to come see daddy" and William took the baby and was holding Him and I was telling William all about the things that happened on my way there. THEN......My dream went to dry land in Tucson again...and we were all waiting to see who was going out after church and I had a baby in my arms and noone was showing up? except Jen Meinel...and she jumped into a Fire Truck and took off and we followed her down a re-built road in Tucson.

Very Very weird....LOL

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 13:32:28 GMT

Last nights dream was fusterating.

I was somewhere? I cant remember and I was with poeple I knew...But right now I cant remember who....LOL I know I was Kim on and off. Kim and I had to get to the airport and a bunch of things were going wrong. Adventualy we got to the airport but they wernt allowing anyone on the plane. we were so upset because we knew we had to get home and right now!!! we ended up at a hotel and in the last room they had available. When we were settled in a familly walked in and said they were going to stay there too. Kim and I were really upset about it and told them they ahd to leave, they begged and said they had no where to go....as I was carring there children one by one and putting them in the hall way. then Kim and I were at the airport again and stil we couldent get on the plane...some kind of threat and they shut down the airports for the Night. We were tring to find a phone to call home and everyphone I grabbed was either not working or someone took it from me I was getting so upset. Kim decided to start walking and I told her we would never make it...we needed to call Home. She was walking and I was trying to grab any phone I could to call and the phone card wasent dialing fast enough...aarrrr that was fusterateing. Finally we got an offer from a man to fly in his Jet. he offerd to get us home on time. Then we got home and I went into my new Job and to realise I was a stewardess??? What?? LOL I dident know what to do and Cathy OConner walked up to me all friendly and tells me to hurry and get ready and I was trying to tell her this was my first time and I dident know what to do and she wouldent listen to me.

It was a fusterating dream.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 13:25:01 GMT

This dream was a few nights ago.

I was in Tucson again and with friends, I was pregnate, and working at Jack N the Box on Speedway (very weird..lol) I found out while cruiseing speedway one night I was having twins.....Holy Monkies. But the doctor told me the first one would most likely not make it. It was so sad......but we looked on with excitement about knowing for sure the second would make it and be just fine.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 10:28:14 GMT

My dream last night was amazing!!!

It started out, sad at first, I was in a strange place because of moving and traveling, it was like this new town was all flooded, and the people were so used to walking around in the nasty water they were working and doing every day stuff like normal, but I couldnt stand it, it was smelly and aweful and I had to get out of there. Then my dream went to a run down old house and I was with people who were aweful dirty people. I was very uncomfortable there. The men were so mean and harsh with me. When they announced they were moving I decided I was going on my own somwehere else, that made them mad and they just got meaner and meaner, all of a sudden I looked up in the sky and it was like my memory came back about my past and where I really come from. I lifted my hands in the air and I jumped up in the air and I began to fly, in my past dreams where I flew I had to always flap my arms real hard, but this time I just soared without doing that and I even noticed it in my dream, I knew it was different. I was flying and flying and I could feel a electricity flowing through me and see it in objects flashing on the ground so I knew thats where I was suppossed to go. Everytime I flew in my dream I was yelling praises to Gid as loud as I could, the moew I did that the stronger I got and happier i felt..It was amazing!! Then I got to a camp like place and landed in a scarey place in front of a house, I knew instantly it was that haunted house from my child hood and It felt so evil instantly and I knew I needed to start praying right away and fly away from that, the windows started to glow and a horrible sound was coming from the house, But I jumped up nagain and it was harder this time, I struggled a little, but I was praying outloud very loud and the more I prayed the easier it got to get up in the air. I got away from it and landed somewhere else, under a stairwell outside, I saw myself caught up in a bunch of cobwebs and was struggleing to get out. then a man apeard and was smerking at me and offerd to help me by scooting the HUGE spider towads me...I was yelling and pushing harder to get out, as I did I saw a boy being harassed by some older boys and they were trying to force him to do something he really dident want to do, He was so scared. I walked up to him and told him put your hands up!!! He looked at me all crazy like and I said it again and So He did, as He did that I did too and we both flew up in the air, and he was so suprised and excited so we flew and flew and as we did we got closer and closer to my home where I was from, the closer i got the more I would remember my past and my familly, it was weird, I was realiseing that I came from a very happy and loving home, nothing like the Hell I just left, I couldent figure out how I even got there???? So the boy and I ware flying and he said hey look at those yellow lightnings over there, lets go that way..........and I instantly said Nooooo we are to foloww those white ones and we turned and just in time to see that the yelow was the devil, and the kid was like...oh wow, and I told him to stay close to me, then we flew and flew and we got to my house, and as I walked up to the house my sister was there waiting and so excited to see me and as we walked into the house, my mom was sitting in the kitchen waitying for me and I said...I knew you would be sitting there waiting, I dont know how I knew it but I did. weird thing is at that old place were it was aweful and mean My real mom was there in my dream(real mom in my real life Judy) But when I got back to this good home, in the snow and everything, it was a different mom sitting there, a good safe person?? Weird ha.

Thats it, that was My dream.