And thats when u wanna die....and u believe it only happened because u let it happen...and you can't get it outta ur mind...and no it's not andrew...and almost no1 will ever understand what that has to do with...if u wanna know and ur one of my really good friends then just ask....
some guys are born to be dickheads
just when i thought i knew how to stay away from them,
i proved myself wrong.
This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her when she smiles
How many days in the year she woke up with hope
But she only found tears
Actin' so insincere
Making the promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearing the holes in soles of her shoes
How many days disapear
You look in the mirror so how do you choose
Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls out quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say
This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her when she smiles
How many lovers would stay
Just to put up with this shit day after day
How do we wind up this way
Watchin' the mouths for the words I would say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearing the clothes of the soles I would chose
How do we get there today
If we're walkin' to far from the price of the shoes
Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls out quite the same way
You never run out of things to say
This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her when she smiles
And your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls out quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say
This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
This is the story of a girl
Who's pretty face she hid from the world
And while she looked so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her
This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her when she smiles
"and thats when you realize..everything you thought was real was fake..and everything you thought was fake was real...don't let love pass you by because you held onto something that isn't there."
"When someone breaks up with me I won't be friends with them because they break the relationship...that means that they don't want to have one..." haha I love that guy
Leave me some love!
<3xoxo Barri
  .......
---don't take the easy way out...unless it's what you really want---
...and if it is what you want...
...why didn't you tell me sooner?
you had to have known how you felt....
just think bout it...
everybody tells me to get over you,
but the thing they don't understand is
....i've already tried....
The feelings i have for you scare me...
It makes me sad, knowing that you love her with all your heart, but you don't get that same love in return.
I just wish you would take that chance and just try sumthing new...
i can't say that i actually l.o.v.e you,
at least not in that way,
but i can tell you that i know i could
if you just gave me the chance.
You don't know how many times i have said that i won't like you anymore,
But everytime i talk to you & see that smile,
I realize that i can't hate you, i can't forget you, and i can't get over you....
No matter how hard i try.
I would do anything just have you back...
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love....
.....love someone else. | 
...My fever got up to like 104 sooo yeah...I won't be at school this week doctors orders I do leave Friday at 5am for St.Louis
where hopefully I do well on my horses...Im really excited but nervous cause my uncle is coming into town and then driving to st.louis with me and my mom.
AHH scary haha. Oh and I decided to just skip homecoming and I'm going back to St.Louis next Thursday for the second week of the horse show
.....Hmm I had a blast from the past..Alec is this kid I met on a cruise in 5th grade...he was my first "real" kiss haha...well we just started talking again and it's been awesome cause I've missed him like crazy!! love ya babe!!! 
Umm..not much else is going on... So yeah thats it for now...
