Angelfl4's Xanga

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 18:01:44 GMT

let me be empty...

Monday, July 17, 2006

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 21:49:49 GMT

i.need.a.break.from.here.i.wish.i.could.be.with.frekaing.mary.at.the.beach.boooooooooooooooooo.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 03:49:18 GMT

donnnt you...forget about me

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 11:04:43 GMT

AUDDYS TONIGHTTTTTTTTTTT :)

Thursday, June 29, 2006

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 15:43:27 GMT

ohh man...cell phone. please. come. on. soon. i need . you. damnit. i . need. you....

HM

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 02:10:54 GMT

things on my agenda:

*today= bad day.... i mean it was good cuz marr came over n stuff, but i ended up eating about 10,000 calories more than i wanted to, and fuck you people, ill complain about hwatever i want. so i didnt go to the gym today, and i ate about a weeks worth of food, i feel completely disgusting, dont really feel like bieng around the human race because of it. oh and yesterday...went to get cheerleading uniforms, ha...that is a tirade in itself, i got all pissed cuz i went up in a skirt size. i WILL not wear the size i have, i will loose 20 pounds and get the size i want, oh wait but how is that possible u fat fuck when you sit everyday and eat? well fuck you okay im gonna do it.

*next. not atht it matters for nething, but everyone has boyfreinds and i dont, it just kind of annoys me, cuz it seems like thats all they ever want to do is call/text/hang out w/ their boyfreinds, it annoys me to no end. like OMG have to have a boyfreind, i say fuck that. the one decent person i had i managed to push away and he doesnt even talk to me nemore...ha oh ferrrris, prepare yourself for a life of solitude.

* next. money. or there lack of. i hate my money situation, i fucking hate it. can anyone please tell me the meaning of the word dirt poor? here ill tell you...ME. then i go to britts and see her fucking mansion w/ all her nice shit, and i kind of want to shoot myself. i think to myself, gee, im a decent person right? now why cant I have nice shit and money to spend on bazooka gum if i want? now the only thing i have decent is my car. well my dads car, my baby my mustang, my cobra...i loveyou. and fuckinnn i want to win best car next year, but someone w/ a run down peice of shit will prolly win cuz erryone thinks i guess that its funny to put people w/ shit cars. i on the other hand think its a waste. being poor sucks, especially when you go from fukcing being rich, to having NOTHING...so much for that parental separtation huh fuckers

*next. family...you suck...my mom and i are in an endless battle. i want to go to her house for the following reasons only: *charge my ipod*play w/ the kittens*make her buy me new glasses* thats it...other than that shes a life ruining bitch and i fucking hate her. my dad...hes okay...but poor.

*cheerleading...to many damn annoying bitches on the squad, i maybe like 7 people.

*job...why the fuck would old navy fire me and not jess...be real...and at teh commissary? those bitches bitch at ME and ONLY me for my shorts...okay fucks, im showing up in damn snowsuit tommorow and you can kiss my fucking ass.

*cell phone...i cannot stand not having a cell phone. i hate it. i need it, i cant talk to fucking anyone. i sucks and i fucking need it.

i think thats all the complaining i ahve left in me for tonight.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Wed, 03 May 2006 22:31:01 GMT

and i come back to you again. haaaaa ohh geeze ...takkkkkkkkeeeeee thiiiiissssssssssss offfffffffffff myyyyyyyyyyy minnnnnnnnnnnnddddddddd ppppppppplllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssseeeeeeeeeeee

Monday, April 24, 2006

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 21:42:15 GMT

dear xanga,

im sorry for deserting you for myspace.

love ferris.

hahhahaha mann...so lets see here...waht is new and exciting in the life of FERRIS...well, first of all, happy birthday to my TWO best freinds JESSICA AND RACHEL! (love you) umm...cheerleading starts in like 2 weeks damn homes ...but YAY football season...i seriously cant believe cheerleading is coming up all ready! man oh man!...umm been working out at the gym pretty much every day...go me go me...feeling skinny...even though "fat is not a feeling"-as they say...im feeling skinny...so i guess thats good. did THE most painful ab workout the other night at the gym...twas good twas good, i realized something...im gonna be a senior next year woahhhh that is insane in the memberane! he haw...um wat else...so0o0o...i need new glasses and contacts. umm and i need a job since old navy decided that they didnt want me anymore...(boycott all gap inc stores please)...ummm waht else...nothing im out...love you all<3

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 20:43:01 GMT

every now and then i know youll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that i am

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 18:50:02 GMT

ahhhhhhhh man...what to do now????