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Friday, July 23, 2004

hum .... wow its been a while since i updated well here's an update =P , past copuple weeks have been pretty crazy my cousins came then left , then i left 4 chicago , came back already got some pretty mean staries 2 tell ha well here we go while on my trip i almost got arrested 2 times was kinda weird and yet stupid at the same time well in chicago i was almost arrested at the airport , and when i came back i was almosted arrested by hawaii quarintine division by so called smuggling hermit crabs 2 the island .... like i was suppose 2 no that their elligal 2 the island o well here a couple pixs of them i called them .... rasta n elmo =P other than that off roading with the boys a couple days ago was fun u gotta try driftin in soft sand lol k peace out every1

Its rasta n elmo..... guess whoes who ?

 

Elmo on his back

Little Rasta peeking out


Saturday, July 10, 2004

this is the 3rd survey in a row i had 2 fucking do so yeah answer it or else ..... nah nah jus jok do what u want =P , well 2 day is just one of those days were a day goes on as one of those days...... ? did that make sense ?? o well but anyway

_ Shout outs _

Jackie = is ok ur ex is an idiot

Lia = You cool

Renee = Whenz the next time ur gonna work cause i wanna make trouble lol

Tiff = Same question as renee lol

Tyrone = i wanna play pool u fukka lol

_ Whats up _

What m i doing ? = I am xangaing n listening to "linkin park breaking the habit"

What m i wearing ? =Causual going out cloths lol

What was the last thing i 8 n drank ? = a starbucks n mcdonalds .... not a good combination lol

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends? 
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me? 
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 
7. Describe me in one word. 
8. What was your first impression of me?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me? 
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your Xanga and see what I say about you?


Wednesday, July 07, 2004

i guess i'll do another 1 4 the hell of it lol cause i don't no what to put into this entry ha =P ok here we go , lets do this << o and here's a pic i got from home boi ty thanks yo lol ithink u should no what it is lol

___YOUR LIFE____
[x] they call me: Joshua
[x] also: josh , joshi , joshi , joshi boi , calixto , Mr.calixto
[x] sex: yes please lol
[x] my first breath of air: 12-18-1986
[x] age: 17---->18
[x] status: not taken , just gell'n like a fellon
[x] occupation: CDI Telecom
[x] nationality: filipino , chinese , spanish
[x] siStAh[s]: 1

___REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory'Z: finally getting my license , racing my sister , china walls rain out lol , diseal mercedes , banging oranges , staying up late with my most favoritest people in the world , my first hang over lol  
[x] worst?: getting my first ticket 4 running a red light going 65 lol
[x] first word uttered: like im suppose to rememeber that
[x] first best friend ever!?: socito

____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: >>>? UH ?
[x] future resident of: oahu , illocos norte
[x] wedding: later on when i'm ready =P
[x] children: 2 1 gurl 1 boi
[x] looking forward to thanksgiving: not really cause its just another day i have 2 work off the weight lol
[x] NOT looking forward to: the end of my summer

____PLAY____
[x] feeling: naughty n kinky lol nah nha jus jok i'm feeling tired
[x] Listening: to sisqo
[x] Talking: 2 myself while filling this thing out
[x] doing: this survey thingy
[x] craving: a certain gurl
[x] thinking of: jumping into a COLD POOL , and gurlz ha
[x] hating: seeing my friends in pain

____LOVE?____
[x] love is: 4 those who believe in it
[x] first love: not sure if i've been in love had couple feelings b4 thats about it
[x] current love: none
[x] love or lust?: both r good =)
[x] best love song: crazy - oh nana , by lil john , or by my side , by deestylistic
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: yes
[x] when love hurts, you: go 4 a walk
[x] true or false - all you need is love: well it depends
[x] have you ever been in love?: nope
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yes i think , i hope

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: nice body , face , and how they carry theirselves 
[x] turn offs: smokers n skanks
[x] bad breath: losta gum lol
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: no
[x] what kinda hair style?: long straight hair or just long
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: come 2 surprise me where ever i am and or spend the day with me

[x] where do you go to meet new people?: parties
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: i guess if thats the guyz job

____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: ferrets , n baby rihno's
[x] short or long hair: long
[x] innie or outie: innie
[x] sunshine or rain: that all depends
[x] moon or sun: moon
[x] basketball or football: volleyball
[x] righty or lefty: right
[x] hugs or kisses: both r always nice
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: lots

[x] bf/gf or best friend: both
[x] tv or radio: tv
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: jamba
[x] mc donalds or burger king: taco bell lol

[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: text messages
[x] playstation or nintendo: ps2
[x] disney or nickelodeon: cartoon network
[x] car or motorcycle: gold BMW
[x] house party or club: house
[x] sing or dance: dance
[x] freak or slow dance: i do both

[x] yahoo messenger or aim: AIM

____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: yes

[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: falling in public in front of people lol
[x] what are you scared of?: lossing people close and deer 2 me  
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: being independent
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: apartment
[x] do you like tomatoes?: not raw
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 4
[x] how many phones?: 2 or so
[x] how many residents: 3
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: 2

[x] last dentist visit: its been awhile

[x] last doctor visit: ___>> not sure but i gotta get a physical =P
[x] last phone call: Jackie <T.L.>


Friday, July 02, 2004

wow i use to hate being home now i'm never home and im home sick now but hey at least today is my only day i can stay home 4 alittle while but here's a survey i stole of tiff's site .... well actually i didn't steal it i asked permission but didn't get confimation of it lol but anyway here i go =P

my name is: Joshua

nicknames: josh , joshi , joshi boi , calixto , mr.calixto

in the morning i am: waking up to fall back asleep lol

all i need is: my friends n family

love is: 4 those who believe in it as 4 me i have no idea what love is or what its suppose 2 feel lyke

i'm afraid of: lossing my parents

i dream about: >.....??? not sure i don't usually sleep long enough 2 dream lol

what's better....

coke or pepsi: pepsi cause its sweeter

flowers or candy: .....um niether actually cause flowers r 4 gurlz n candy ... i stop eating that 4 some reason ?

tall or short: middle height not 2 short not tall lol

with the opposite sex...

what do you notice first: the way they carry their selves n appearance

dream boy/girlfriend: a dream is a dream so yeah

do you believe in love at first sight: i tought i did but ended up in a heartbreak so i guess yes i did past tense

who...

makes you laugh the most: hum... probably renee cause she's 1 of the ditzest people i no , russ cause he's hillarous , gabe cause he wines alot lol

makes you smile: my CDI advisors , they never let me down =)

gives you a funny feeling when you see them: .....not sure ???

has a crush on you: ......um i don't no ????

is easy to talk to:my advisors n russ

do you ever...

sit on AIM all day waiting for someone to IM you: hell no i'm barely even home to sit at the computer lol

save AIM conversations: ...nope not yet

wish you were a member of the opposite sex: um...no not really

lie:if i have 2 but then i feel guilty

color your hair: in freshman year

ever get off the damn computer: well i can't really get off if im never on lol

habla espanol: only a little sumimasen no abla espanol

who's the last person...

you hugged: don't rememeber ? its been a while

you talked to on the phone: angel frieght dude or was it my sis ?

you IMed: um i think it was kara

you texted: oh that was tiff

you laughed with: my cousin ant , j and my sis

do you/are you...

smoke cigarettes: i hat stogs

drink alcohol: depends haha

trust others way too easily: nope, its in our nature to sin their 4 meaning that lieing comes in play

obsessive: nope have nothing 2 be obsessive over ha

number of...

times i had my heart broken: 0 i don't think i've given my heart 2 any1 yet ... ='(

hearts i've broken: probably like 5 or so not sure ? not being mean i just think its around their <whoops

continents i've lived in: 0 cause hawaii an island not a continent

drugs taken illegally:nope

tight friends: probbaly like 5 or so ?

CD's that i own: only like 2 or so cause everything else is burned lol

scars on my body: damn choke scras

misc...

could you live without the computer: yup i don't even need it so yeah

whats your favorite food: pasta yeah baby

whats your favorite fruit: really cold grapes the green ones =)

what hurts the more-- emotinal cause it scars u from the inside out

I WANT: 2 get promoted

I LIKE: GURLZ =) haha

I KNOW: where 2 go on this island

I HAVE: my cousins comming on saturday =P

I WISH: i had a good gurlfriend 4 once , that would treat me right and ..... well yeah ok

I HATE: seeing my friends in pain

I MISS: my paintball gun , not having a gurlfriend n the sunny weather

I HEAR: im a senior and that i've changed smart wish ha

I WONDER: if i'll ever get married lol

I LOVE: banging oranges haha < inside jok peace out k , hk , s town ha)))}

I ACHE:in my hip , my right knee and my heart .....

I CARE: more about others then i do 4 myself

I ALWAYS: ditz out lol

I AM NOT: an idiot .... well sometime lol

I DANCE: when i theirs a dance and when i have a dancing partner =P

I SING: linkin park songs haha yeah baby =P

I CRY: .........?

I AM NOT ALWAYS: aware of what happens haha

I WRITE: in my note book

I WIN:when i can

I LOSE: when i lose

I CONFUSE: myself at times but its ok ha

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: by just calling my cell cause its never off unless it dies ha 

I AM HAPPY ABOUT: summer

I LISTEN: when i want 2 or when my mom starts bitching lol

I WANT: an Infinity FX35, n Acura NSX 2004 , a gurlfriend , one of those nasa beds lol , n i want 2 play in snow , green tea ice cream , bang an orange , get rained on again at China Walls lol , tag a public table again , throw a hard boiled egg into the air , n fall asleep on the beach , go snorkeling , tackle a cow , go sky diving , buy a sniper rifle , n buy a baby rihno haha that'll never grow hahaa


Tuesday, June 22, 2004

new update =P well saturday was my home gurl renees birthday get together thats was sum hella funny ass shit , beach mat spanking , banging oranges , dogeball , no moon , dark skys , shooting stars , and alot of rain and i mean alot of it , diseal  cars <damn sp? , tray jacking , tagging and foodland lol , well sunday was fathers day as u all no it .... our fathers day dinner was horrable this year with me , my sis , and my dad . all we were doing was fighting about this fighting about that .... horrible absolutely horrible , and on top of that my ...... never mind not woth talking about so anyway . today was pretty cool got to cruz with the guys 4 the day , lifted in the morning to let some stress out , gotta do that tomorrow 2 so yeah , went swimming in the waikele pool with chris and charity , <Charity your van's cool lol , talked choke story stories with chris and charity by the pool that was interesting learned some new shit lathat ha , after we went back to the pool house in pearl harbor was pretty dope we played 4 free 4 about 6 hours in an 18 and over hang out only lol  , me being the eldest in the group i wasn't even suppose to be in their , drama's , kicking back , stopping by ma friends house party 4 like half an hour that was fun megan u gotta call me up about wednesday ! important lol k well thats about it 4 now not sure if i have anything else to say other than i'm sad , i need 2 get bust , i need therapy , gotta let stress , out and can't wait 2 party my ass of on friday =P chryl's grad party baby o hell yeah ha shit k well thats all peace out yo , o and my site is up now so if anyone wants 2 check out the meanest shit on the line right now just look at my site < cell phones , house phones , long distance plans , cell plans , etc . > wow advertising on xanga thats funny lol 4  HAWAII PEOPLE <"CDI TELECOM"> REMEMBER THAT NAME !!!!!!!! my site =P >> http://www.calixto.cdiaccess.com/index.asp



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