I hate it when...Your boyfriend has friends that come over everyday and he ignores you while they are over and treats you like shit to "showoff".... You have no one that tells you anything good about yourself and when you hardly hear anything good about yourself and the only thing that you do hear about yourself is something bad... Your mom is stupid and dosn't have self respect for herself and isn't mature enough to say no to drugs and bad people... Your last parent is losing control of your life... You can't go see family because of money problems.... You are so lost in life, you don't even feel good about yourself and don't know what it's like to be happy... All you can do is cry and cry and wish your boyfriend would help you feel better....but he can't...because he dosn't want you and dosn't want anything to do with you... You are completly alone and have no one to run to or no where to run to... You want to die but know suicide is wrong.... Your heart hurts so much that you don't even know what to do with your life anymore... You try so hard to sucedde in life and make people happy and hopefully they like you, but find out that they are really just pretending.... All and all, i just hate life...it's been nutthing good and i have more bad times in life than i do have good... Just trying to get this all off my chest...it's been bugging me for some time now and i've had no one to run and talk to without someone getting angry....=/ Any comments would be greatly appriciated during this hard time....
XoXo Amanda
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