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| i jus wanna take the time to thank god.. that kelvins alrite ... after
totaling his car, fliiping it 3 times, landin upside down, braking the
window with his head, being in a neck brace, an on a straight bored hes
ok.. its a god damn miracle.. he had me worried, i sat in the hospital
with him for a few hours until he left.. but tats mah boy.. dont worry
thou kelvin u can get another car but not another life.. an im glad we
didnt lose you.. we gotta good surprise for you.. an imma do wut i can
to help :-\..
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but ne wayz today i jus slept all day , an tomorrow im goin down kevins house most likely..
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| ok lets start with wednesday.. went to school then afterwards at like
4:30 i went to my grandmas an stayed the nite with mandy, we stayed
once again all nite, lol.. but i did get like 2 hours of sleep.. an
then went i woke up for school, the worst thing happened to me, i went
into the bathroom.. itched like the bottom of the nostril in my nose,
an it started gushin out blood, it was bleedin for like 10 minutes by
then i was out of toilet paper, an paper towels.. so i turned on the
shower, meanwhile im gettin undressed as bloods drippin in the sink an
i try to think of a way to take my shirt off without gettin blood on
it, so i stuck a lil piece of paper towel in it i had sittin on the
conter, an hurried up an took it off.. i looked in the mirror had it
all over my face, wen i spit i had it comin out of my mouth, all on my
teeth an felt/tasted it goin down my throat, so i got in the shower
tried usin a wash rag to stop it, then i blew out real hard an a big
ass clot came out about the size of my hand an i did it a few more
times a few mins later but they werent ass big.. finally it stopped.. i
got out, got dressed an went to my house an then went to school..
during the announcements i felt it goin down my throat an my nose was
full of shit but not bleedin so i went to the nurse, an told the nurse
wut was happenin this mornin so i went in the bathroom to blow my nose,
an it started bleedin for a good 10 mins again, after that i went
outside to gym.. an the whole day i had tissues with me, an whippin my
nose a lil bit an a tad of blood wuld keep comin out everytime .. wow
wutta bad day.. so i finished the day blood free but i did keep fallin
asleep lol.. an now its friday again, its like 6:30 an im prolly gonna
chill with mandy... i wanted to do somethin with chelsea but shes
alrede out an she dont wanna come see me im sure!!! well imma get offa
here an make some fone calls.. cya..
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| hmm lets see i woke up this mornin i had a good ass sleep even thou i
woke up a few times in the middle of the nite, but that was jus lookin
at the time an passin back out.. but i woke up an went to school same
shit, different day.. nothin exciting really happen .. until lunch with
tracey lol.. tats always a fun time.. so i talked to her a bit an gave
her this letter i wrote her 5th period after my test.. but im goin to
school like 2 or 3 times next week cuz we got HSA's an i mite not go in
at all cuz its pointless.. ne one wanna chill thats not goin either?
lemme kno im up for it.. i needa make some money by the weekend.. blah
im broke as shit!.. but ne wayz after school i talked with shannon for
a while listened to music, then went over gregs for the rest of the day
talked to tracey while i was over, came home found out that chelsea
called me an my dad did.. so i called my dad back, then chelsea back
talked to her for a few minutes .. now im here
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| hmm lets start with sunday night with mandy.. all i can say is ALL
NIGHTER once again lol.. me mandy an travis chilled all nite at my
grandmas an at like close to 6 my grandma brang me home (no comment on
wut we did all nite, if u wanna kno wut went down jus ask me an sha'll
tell if i think i suld kno, if i dont think u suld kno then i prolly
wont tell you  ) .. but ne wayz ,wen i came home i talked to chelsea
on the computer for a lil while, got in the shower, got dressed etc.
then went outside smoked a cigarette an waited for the bus.. an i was
tired as shit + some  .. so i went to school did ALL my work except
math.. i was consintrated like shit for some reason today.. i was jus
like zonin out like shit doin my work an thinkin bout shit.. it was a
first cuz normally if im zoned out its jus sittin there thinkin or
starin at the teach while she talks.. but i was zoned out doin my work
an thinkin im multitalented!!.. lets skip back to the mornin in the
mornin i was in the cafeteria an me an kaycee went an talked to amy an
tracie, amy called us over cuz she wanted clear eyes lmfao.. lemme tell
you, that girls eye where so chinked out it looked like she culd cook
some bangin pork fried rice hah.. my n tracie thought it was funny wen
i said it lol.. an i walked a round a lil bit.. alrite lets skip back
to 5th period which was math, i didnt do shit, i started to fall asleep
until she started yellin at me with this annoying ass voice, an since i
was up all nite an not normal i guess u culd say i was like 2 seconds
from cussin her out, an i stopped rite before i said bitch an shes like
wut was that, i was like nothin leve me alone an put my head back
down.. then lunch came which is the best part of course lol, but not
cuz of the food cuz the food sucks, its cuz i can talk to brande an
tracie, we always have some good conversations that i always start an
there weird of course.. but my twacie wasnt feelings good today an she
started loosin her voice, it was sad but i still lub her.. an i got her
to walk me half way to my class by givin her the puppy face! lol.. it
worked thou .. an then 6th period comes around once again the most
used words in that class by the teacher was "ANTHONY WAKE UP!!" "DO
SOME WORK, IMPRESS ME!" .. i was jus like i have a headache an shes
like u had a headache all year do somethin, i was like alrite ill do
somethin an went back to sleep lol.. biology comes i started to fall
asleep at the beginnin an then i woke up after the first 15 mins an
finished my ditto went home.. talk to chelsea, mandy on the fone.. fell
asleep for like 2 hours.. called tracie, went outside to smoke an greg
came over i bullshited with him about stupid shit for about 30 mins, me
n greg were makin tracie feel stupid, we were tellin her that she was
flashin ppl at the hotel party a while back but she really wasnt.. an
before we got off greg goes bye big tits, i thought it was funny an
shes like shut up.. but ne wayz i came in, called chelsea an she suld
be gettin on ne minute to get a wonderful xanga entry from me.. she
said she wanted one an here it is.. u better have read it all an then
comment chels lol.. love yas (chels).. im outta here i gotta take my
"medicine" an wait for her to get on she suld be on ne minute
hopefully
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| hmm lets see, i didnt go to school today (ive been missin alot of
school lately) .. last nite i stayed with mandy an we sat around about
all nite, chilled.. an wen i started to get real sick, she sat down
next to me got me a wet rag an padded me down an kept it on my head an
arms.. got me medicine, lit up my cigarettes.. an we jus had deep
conversations like always.. there was somethin i was wantin to talk to
her about but im not a good talker definitly in person.. so i didnt say
nothin but this weekend ill be spendin nites with her, an we'll prolly
do it all over again an imma talk to her an see wut she thinks about
it.. i kno shes always got me an wont ever let me down, so she'll jus
tell me wut she thinks.. so wen i finally fell asleep my grandma was
wakin me up 2 hours later for school i came home, to get dressed told
my mom i was really sick an runnin a fever so i took meds an called
chelsea talk to her for about 15 mins before school started, an then
after i got off the fone with her, i jus passed out till 4.. i woke up
cooked dinner for everyone, an then at like 6ish my mom had to go
to a meetin right by tracies house.. so i went over there an we jus
walked around her neighborhood an talked as we pushed lil davey in his
car :] , i love her baby!! heh.. but on my way home i made my mom stop
at 711 so i culd get a slurpee! hah .. but tomorrow i gotta go to
school.. im suppose to get progress reports I THINK, ekk.. i aint
bringin one home haha.. i wanna chill with chelsea we got things to
catch up on.. but imma end it here.. im jus sittin here listenin to
music an thinkin im goin through soo much stuff an cant stop worrying,
an thats another thing i gotta talk to mandy about.. i love her, i dont
kno wut id do if she never moved down here from the city.. dont 4get
that mandy!
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