ok so basically ive decided not to get on here and read peoples posts anymore. its just too sad. i dont like reading about the things and lives i used to be involved in. its not that i dont care about yall because i think yall all know i do. its just that i need to care about myself too. i miss the people. not the environment. if that makes sense. i may still post everyonce in awhile. but just to update everyone..... i work and i go to school. thats about it. focusing on that right now. cause i know if i focus on other things...i dont have the self control or strength to keep my priorities straight. i may not be totally happy right now....but atleast im not pretending im happy. like i used to do. i love who i am and who i have become...... but i wish the new me could still be friends with the new everyone else. maybe i cant make it work now.... but maybe it will happen naturally sometime in the future. well i love yall! and i check my myspace more than this obviously... so if you want, keep leaving comments and stuff on there. oh by the way. i love to dance.... and i have been doing it in public more lately!! like weddings and such. im so proud of myself! well ive got to go study for a humungo government test...that i will do my best on and my best is good enough for me! ( haha that was for kp) laughing, dancing, and shopping...... heaven! whether im alone or with somebody.... lol | 
