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Name: Leann
Country: Germany
Metro: Mannheim
Birthday: 1/20/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: I like doing all of the stuffs that are supposedly my areas of "expertise" and also reading and sleeping... i like working out, too~ sometimes** ^_~* i LOVE chillin w/ ma girls, and being at home w/ mommy, daddy and baby bro.
Expertise: I've learned to fire several weapons... and eat many kinds of foods (i'm really good at the eating thing~) and sit for hours on end listening to great music and have loooong conversations about absolutely nothing in particular. ^_^*
Occupation: Military
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  LYi1342
MSN: LYi1342@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  LYi1342
Member Since:
2/24/2003
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| Drink of the night.... *whew!!*Drink of the night....
*yelling over the music*
"EIN REDBULL VODKA!"
*a few drinks later...*
"RODBULL VEDKA, BITTE!!"
*after another one~*
"I am sooooo not sober.... i need water. COULD I GET A BODVULL REDKA, PLEASE?!?!"
yeeeeaaap. that was me, last night. >_<::
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| Shallow? Normal? Neither??So, I love that my husband is a super good-lookin' fella', popular among his peers, genuinely like by most people, and good at just about everything he does. But I love more that he's kind, sincere, genuine, and patient.  Most days, I wonder how I caught his eye... and what I did to make him fall in love with me. I wonder why he kept trying to be with me after I told him to "Shut up, I don't want to hear that shit" when he told me he loved me for the first time.  After being together for just over 3 and a half years (3 years and 8 months...), I still wonder how we ended up together. All the people who were against it... friends, family... even through all that negativity, we made it... It's been a long distance relationship since month 2. The closest we lived to each other was about 200 miles apart. Now, we're something like 4,500 miles apart. 4,700 miles - I just checked.  And we've decided to tie the knot... even though we won't be able to live together until June/July of 2010 at the earliest.
He has no doubt that we'll be fine through all that time. I, being the pessimist that I am, have my doubts. I'm sure there will be lots of petty arguments (mostly ignited and carried on by me), a few big arguments... and issues with jealousy.  Some say, jealousy means lack of trust. I disagree. To me, Adam is my "too good to be true." And so, I'm constantly worried about losing him to some really nice, sweet, bombshell of a girl. Some random hottie who might come by and sweep him off his feet. He insists that will never happen... but how does he know?  No one can predict the future.... especially their own. Then, the tables turn - what if it happens to me?  I can honestly say, I don't know... but I'm pretty darn sure it won't happen - because, like I said, he's my "too good to be true." There is no one in this world better looking, better in bed, better with handling my mood swings, etc. than him. If I even have an inkling that some guy is hitting on me at the bar or club, I flash my wedding ring and tell them I'm taken. Sometimes, I get a "so?" and sometimes, I get a "whatever, bitch" and sometimes, I even get a "so am i." Most times, I am left alone, every now and then the guy gets persistent. This one time, a big, ugly, fat, black dude decided it was ok to grab my ass as I passed by. The first time, I turned around and said "don't fucking touch me." The second time, I grabbed him by his collar, attempted to shove him a little (failed miserably), and said, "If you ever touch me again, I swear I'll cut off your balls and shove them up your ass." He scoffed, put his hands up, and walked away. Hindsight is always 20/20, right? When I think back on it, I could've handled it a bit nicer... but he wasn't being very nice to begin with, whatever.
Anywho, situations like those make me 99.9% positive that I would never "trade in" Adam for anyone else. And, I don't understand why I can't be positive about what he says about me. I don't get why I'm always trying to damn myself. It's like, everything is going well, but it's bound to end sooner or later... and I'm rushing the process. Why do I do it? Why can't I just let myself bask in the sunlight and let myself be happy with the way everything is? I could be having a wonderful day, and then I think to myself... This has been an awesome day... but it's not always gonna be awesome. There's gotta be something wrong with today. And then I find something wrong, and then I'm bummed about it.  I don't understand why I do that. blah.
So, I just realized that the title to this blog doesn't have anything to do with what I planned on writing about... but I don't feel like changing it.... so, I'm not gonna.  Well, maybe it does... a little bit. Anywho, I think I'll go try to clean up the apartment for a little bit. I planned on dedicating the whole weekend to doing that, but I didn't. Over the course of 4 days, I only accomplished the following: Learned how to change my own oil, took out the trash, did the dishes... twice, reorganized my cds, watched Ocean's Thirteen (good movie  ), changed out the kitty litter, found my used VAT forms (gotta turn them in to buy more), and wrote this blog. I cooked twice, too... and both times, the food came out good - so I'm excited. But, not as excited as I am to know that Adam will be here in less than 6 days.  OOOOoooohHhhhhh~~ I just remembered!! I have an appointment to get a full body massage in 2.5 hours! Oh, definitely excited about that.  Yes, yes, yes. See, I was gonna use that as my reward for cleaning all weekend... ugh. I guess I should definitely go clean now. Otherwise, I'll feel like I wasted money on myself for no good reason. *sigh* Time to go. 
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| Long Overdue UpdateI went home for Thanksgiving and had a lovely time with all my friends and family. I miss them all so much. December was a very eventful month... It all started with a long plane ride to ATL... and then a long ass drive from there to Cortland, NY. And, realizing that I had left my birth certificate on my coffee table in Germany....  Adam realizing he forgot his in Georgia.... But he had one of those wallet-sized ones, so they let him slide. But, I had to call my friends in Germany (who have a spare key to my apartment cuz they take care of my babies if/when I have to go somewhere) and begged them to overnight me my birth certificate. AND, coincidentally, Sandra works at FedEx... AND gets a 50% discount... or was it 75%? I forget. Either way, it only cost me $15 to get it overnighted to me. *whew!* So, thanks to my loverly German buddies, we were able to get a marriage license for the getting married stuffs on Dec 27th. We officially tied the knot on Dec 27th in upstate NY (Catskills Mtns... tiny town called Conesville) at his grandmother's house, but we're having our "big wedding ceremony" in California on Dec. 27, 2008. That's the one where everybody's gonna be invited. ^_^* So, don't get butt hurt for not getting an invite to this one. It started out to be plans for a courthouse-wed-by-the-justice-of-the-peace thing... but his family got involved and made it a lot bigger than we were originally planning for. *shrug* it was nice, though. Dad won't acknowledge this one... whatever. Mom's supportive, but doesn't want everybody to know that we've already married.... (more like, she doesn't want her friends to know about it because it's supposedly "embarrassing" cuz it wasn't in a church, etc.) Again... whatever. I'm happy. Adam's happy. That's all that matters, right? I just had my 24th birthday on Jan 20th.... it was nice. Had me some bulgogi and sushi lunch with some friends. Then we went ice skating... and then bar hopping. Well, the intent was to go bar hopping, but we ended up staying at one bar the rest of the night. It was cool. Nice to be surrounded by loved ones. Adam gave me the most precious thing EVER.  More time together. I won't go into details, but basically, he quit smoking for me/him/us~ because the best thing he could give me/him/us is more time together. Yea, some might think that's corny, cheesy, whatever, but I think it's absolutely the sweetest thing. It started as a "cut down on smoking" new year's resolution to a "quit cold turkey" thing on my birthday. That silly man went out and bought $30 worth of tic tacs!! He figured that since he spends about that much on a carton of cigs, he'll spend it on tic tacs and pop one every time he gets the urge to smoke. .... I'm getting at something, I really am. Just bear with me here.... SO, of course now I feel like I have to quit, too~ right? Well, I do... and he says I don't have to do anything I don't want to do. Do whatever makes me happy. If I don't wanna quit, don't. HE IS TOO DAMN GOOD TO BE TRUE!! But, that only makes me want to quit more. I want more time together. So, I have to quit smoking. I've already started eating healthier, taking the stairs more often, walking from a further parking space, etc. So, yea.... Today is the last day for smoking. I don't know if I'm gonna go out and buy a ton of tic tacs like he did... but I'll figure something out. Maybe gum. I just hope I can do this. I've tried before... and failed miserably. Wish me luck!!  **EDIT**
My friend Esther just brought to my attention.... I'll gain weight when I quit... because nicotine curbs the appetite. UGH. GAINING WEIGHT IS NO GOOD!!! But then again... I eat a lot even while I've been smoking, so *shrug* maybe it won't be so horrible.
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