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| This time going back to Hawaii, I have realized that I really like Hawaii. I think i wouldn't mind living there later on in life? It's a nice place to live, good weather, good food, stuff to do, laid back people, and all of life's convenience's. Living there most of your life can sometimes get boring, but it is always a good place to go back to. I think leaving this time is the first time that I feel homesick. I miss my family.. they are pretty silly and strange. Kind of weird... never felt homesick or anything going to Boston, but I think I might start feeling it now. Going back to Japan this time around seems pretty lonely... I kind of don't want to go. 1 more month and I will be finished with my semester. A month and a couple weeks more, I will be back home to Hawaii and in about 2 months, I will be back in Boston. I dunno what I'm going to do for this uncertain summer... maybe I could bum around and learn to love Boston more. In any case, I'm 20 years old but my parents worry WAY too much about me. Two hours left in this flight back to Japan. I really wish that my parents could have had a real vacation... ;_; | | |
| It's been a couple of weeks already and it appears that I am recovering well. So in the time that I've spent recovering, I've done practically nothing, aside from play Golden Sun and Golden Sun: The Lost Age. Bot are RPG games that I beat a long time ago, but I picked them up again because I had so much free time on my hands. I think I am rather addicted again, so much so that I need to almost ban myself from playing by draining the battery of the GBA and leaving somewhere unreachable. dammit... why do I have to be so addicted. A similar situation happened in the 10th grade when I was horribly addicted to Diablo 2. I didn't even have the online player function, which meant I played the game in the most boring way possible: single player. Yet, I spent hours a day playing that game. It was probably the reason I got a 3/20 on a computer science test and did so badly in chem during those days... in short, RPGS are bad for me. But still, I won't give up playing them, that's because I'm a true gamer at heart. I have no reason for spending countless hours trying to get the best gear in the game so that my characters are happy kicking around every monster in the game like a soft toy... no reason other than... i love RPGs.
In any case... what do I do after I return to Japan, I wonder... I'm pretty worried about having to make up for the three weeks that I've missed. I really hope the teachers are nice about it since I haven't studied one bit since I came back. I hope "I had to go home for surgery and my body hurt a lot so I couldn't do any work" is a good enough excuse, and I hope that it nets a lot of sympathy as well... because I think I need all I can get. It appears that it will be my 3rd year as a bum this coming summer as I have found nothing to do, nor have been motivated enough to attempt to find something to do. People are starting to ask me what I want to do after I graduate, and I still haven't figured that out even. I am just hoping that when I start applying, things will go smoothly. I am only 20 years old... soon to be 21, but still rather young compared to a lot of people. My cousin who is going to get married soon just told me that "You have the rest of your life to work..." and those words couldn't be more comforting to me at that very moment, when I believed that if I didn't find work or a career goal soon, i would be classified as a loser.
After the rain stopped, the weather in Hawaii was pretty nice. I didn't really have much of a chance to leave the house though, which would explain my pasty whiteness... I'm leaving on Monday... hopefully I will make a successful trip across the Pacific.
Happy Easter~ | | |
| Have surgery scheduled for tomorrow... hope that everything goes well. other than that, i've been home for the past week having the internet (and jeremy) to keep me company. after that, i hope to go back to japan and finish my semester at kansai gaidai. that's all for now. *crosses fingers* | | |
| hmm don't really have many people to talk to so will write in this blog for now. -_-... i think i get a fever everyday. back in hawaii... is anyone back home? it feels weird being back and having no one to see, just sitting at home like a slug. i think i need to get a playstation or something or more manga to pass the time. i guess i could always study. people should be going back to school tomorrow already, since it's the end of spring break. hmm what was i doing around this time last year? ahh.. i went to puerto rico. there are a lot of nice pictures from that trip, maybe i'll look at them... it was more fun than staying at home sick :|
sigh! i guess this gives me a lot of time to watch a lot of useless shows, yay | | |
| I'm going back to hawaii in the middle of my semester here in japan... right after midterms and during spring break.. it's the first time i've ever had an medical problems in my whole life where the pain would render me useless, speechless, and in the hospital. i have to say that my experience in this one crappy japanese hospital was rather interesting.. it still stands as a crappy hospital and i hope never to visit it again. i had to go there three times, each time waiting for about an hr or two, and only on the third time did they actually find out what's wrong with me... and by then, i had already figured out what was wrong with me. (cyst) so i need to go back to hawaii and get it look at, hopefully cured within a couple weeks so that i can return to japan and finish up my semester (get surgery) sigh... i feel pretty sad about going back so abruptly. everyone has been super nice to me, i'm honestly really touched. i hope that when i get back, there is still time for me to finish the semester and do things that i want to do. ayumi hamasaki concert, jtest, traveling during golden week, traveling after school ends... life is weird, i wonder if this is still a bad dream, and if so when will it end. my room's all packed and i'm leaving on saturday... *sigh*
and my poor parents who originally came for vacation have to go back early, and with me. so far they've been nowhere except to my school/ the hospital and the doctor. when i make money, i would like to treat them to a vacation in japan. yays. | | |
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