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Name: Jenna
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Tampa Bay Area
Birthday: 2/28/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Black eyeshadow, big lollipops with mickey mouse on them, movies, chocolate, green eyeshadow, making fun of stupid people, music, the advertisements where you can squish a bug or light a bomb to win an ipod, aim, xanga for some weird twisted reason, theater, cherries, taking stupid pictures of myself like the one i display on my xanga, friends, chicken, family, pens, blank CDs because i always run out, pirates, light bulbs, doilies, late night talks on the pier, dancing, walking late at night by the beach, meaningless debates with people i just feel like arguing with, and theres more but you probably didnt even read this far so im not going to waste time to type them.
Expertise: Being the girl you will never care to really get to know, opening umbrellas inside, painting your world, typing my name really fast five times like so: jennajennajennajennajenna... and thats about it.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  GreekGangMember3
AIM:  ApathyIsBliss1
Member Since:
5/11/2004
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| I have no idea... I guess it could be considered a date.. Tonight. Wow. This is weird. I have this horrible feeling in my stomach like I look absolutely hideous and I cant rid myself of it.
Shit.
Shitshitshit. | | |
| Things are better. I keep thinking about just having a random hook up to take my mind off of "cuntslutwhoreasshole". Then I think "dont be a slut jenna." Then I think "who the fuck cares?"
So im not sure if I do care. Make out with a random hott guy, or stay sad.
At least then I will have my mind clear for ten minutes, which is more happiness than I deserve. | | |
| So I must admit, it took me about ten minutes to figure out how to sign into my xanga account, and another five to figure out my password.
Myspace sucks.
I guess you could say life is alright, my boyfriend and I of nine months just broke up, which sucks, but other than that I think im okay. Its funny. I, for one, didnt even believe in love until this boy comes along and for a year talks to me gets to know me, makes me fall for him. After that year I, Jenna Hall, commit. Which is weird. Who really wants to commit their junior year of high school? But I did, foolishly. Ending with complete silence, unspoken break ups are the worst. My world just stopped.
But its fine. Ill go on and pretend to be happy as everyone around me thinks my sarcastic tone is actual sarcasm.
Whatever.
I think I am going to start using xanga again... I kinda like this being able to type without seven thousand people looking. I doubt even three people will look. But thats not what this is for. Its not to hide anything, its to get all emotion and thought and sadness out. AND until I get a therapist, this is what I will be using.
There goes that "sarcasm." | | |
| Well, its been a really long time since ive been on xanga. Myspace was kind of taking over my life. Im now considering deleting mine. I put up a new picture of me, so everyone can see that im indeed not as horrible as I used to be. Alots happened. My parents are getting divorced and my dad and I are moving into a different house. Its this big dramatic stupid story. Theyre like teenagers.
Life sucks. But im getting a new car, and I looked at a 69 cutlas the other day that made me orgasm...
It was that hot. Hope all is well to anyone who actually still looks at my xanga. | | |
| Got a new job.
waitress.
Ashley is beautiful. | | |
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