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yeah an other update. good job manda
-this weekend is going to be great.
Thursday -breakfast with chris. allie. aubrey -school..... -softball.... -LAWRENCE to stay with chris and hangout and watch movies all night with the best friends
Friday -Drive home from lawrence -meet up with Neal. Kyle. Joe -hangout with them all night (YAY)
Saturday -Dinner and a movie with ninja Steve Pace -Springhill kids. i hope - or lawrence
Sunday -relax -pictures -project with mendalyn
ouch im booked
i like this boy alot its exciting.<3333 |
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| I think i will go back to updating this.
for myself. to say what needs to be said.
you dont have to like it . or read it . or anything.
but if you wish then go ahead. i dont mind.
everything is perfect but i cant see that. all i see is what i dont have and how i could be happier. i have fabulous friends and i have alot of them. but i wish i still had that really tight group of friends i had freshman year it was perfect. but now it seems like its me and my 2 best friends. and then a bunch of other friends that have thier groups. it seem childish yes i know. but its what i think about alot. prom was horrible. im not sure why. everyone i went with is amazing. we saw our springhill friends at the plaza and they make me smile. thier all so full of life. and theres never a dull moment.
i finally found a guy i like that might like me back. we are alot a like. we have alot of fun together.but... i normally get screwed over on these things so im not saying anything for sure.
this whole me being healthy thing is getting to me. i feel so much better yet hate it at the same time. i felt like i was fine the way i was. i was actually happy and didnt worry. then again at the same time my body was shuting down and i hurt everyday. now i feel great. but i have to worry. its all so messed up.
welp im back. 'Manda |
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| wow i havent been to my xanga in forever. myspace. takes up my time.
well i guess comment.
i hate writing in these things go to my myspace
www.myspace.com/drama_made_mixtape
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