So I just got back from the Dominican Republic last night really late. I miss it already. I read somewhere on the way home something that said, " If there aren't words to describe it, call it home." Well that is all I can say about my trip. It is like home to me. Despite the differences, which were definetely there, I was so comfortable there.

So the past few weeks have been rough. My actual dad is living with us, and well I thought it was a good idea at frist, but now I don't know. He is starting to pick on me for different sorts of things, as well as mess up other things that are supposed to be different. He is supposed to come with me to the Passion play tomorrow, but I could see him changing his mind last minute. My computer broke down a little while ago and we had to pay a lot to fix it. That was a pain, when it came to school.

Prom is in 3 weeks, and I still don't have a dress! I don't like any of the ones I have seen so far this year. I have gone to many places, so I hope I find one really soon.

Graduation is in exactly 2 months. Ah!! I don't know what to think about that one.

hmmm....

Currently Listening Anything Worth Saying By Aaron Shust see related

...One Day...

Currently Listening Stay By Jeremy Camp see related

I'm afraid to waste the rest of my senior year...I fear that the begining has been. Things are going to change. I don't really know how I let myself drift so far, but it will have to change.

Here I am before You now 
Like a child I'm reaching out
Here I am I'm giving all I can
Breaking my pride I feel I'm through
Shattered inside I run to You
And now I give it all to You

Take my life, Take my mind
take my soul take my will 
I am yours now, and I give it all to You

Laying all down before my King
Offering all my everthing
Laying all down before the one I serve
I can understand the reasons why
You came on this earth and died 
And now I give it all to You

I can feel You on my shoulder
So I know that You are there
I can see You paint my picture
The beauty is all there

Currently Listening Illuminate By David Crowder Band see related

Something interesting that I read today was:

"We long to be an irreplaceable part of a shared adventure."

"We desire to possess a beauty worth pursuing, worth fighting for, a beauty that's core to who we truly are. We want beauty that can be seen; beauty that can be felt; beauty that affects others; a beauty all our own to unveil."