| | Wow, working with my grandmother has def. been a blessing. The work itself seems pointless and mundane, but the talks we have in the car to and from work and at lunch are the best.
I have learned so much from her in the past two weeks.
First of all is I've learned to not live in the moment. Hearing her talk about her past makes me think that what I'm going through will one day be ancient history when I'm her age. So it makes me not worry so much about the here and now.
I talked to my first ex the other night and we were talking about all the funny stuff from our relationship (the cheesy cards and mixed CD's we made for each other) and we were able to laugh at it remember it without taking it too seriously. That gave me some perspective too, what is serious now will be funny in the future. I thought so much of the gifts he gave me, and now they are just a distant funny memory. I am really glad we didn't burn that bridge when we broke up because he is a great friend.
Also something I've learned by myself (not from my grandmother) is patience. I'm dealing with a few delicate situations that are very important to me and I DONT want to screw it up. The only way I can do this is by waiting and seeing what becomes of this.
I'm faced with two choices. I have dreams that I make one choice, and I feel great about it...it just feels right and the I have a dream where I make the second choice and everything seems wrong. The thing is the choice that feels right is going to take a lot of trust in God because as of right now, it seems impossible that that would happen.
Anyway, thats all for now I guess.
Peace
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| | Posted 6/6/2008 8:13 PM - 19 views - 1 comments
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