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Monday, November 12, 2007

I miss this thing.

I wish everyone still used it.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Maybe we'll find better days...

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Just a few things...

*The screen went out on my computer and its going to be way expensive to replace it. I won't be able to replace it until after schools out. Luckly my Karlita helped me out in letting me use hers to write my 3 papers this week. Now my sweet Jen is letting me borrow her computer till I get mine back because she never uses it. I don't know what I would do without her.

*School is kinda sucky. I'm just ready for it to be over. But isn't everyone?

*My daddy is fixing up a 1985 Chevy Truck for me! I'm so happy. I didn't know how I was going to do school and work this summer. Now, hopefully I can find a job.

*Ready for my apartment next year, which we really want a hookah for. I hope we are able to get one :)

A little wait has been taken off my shoulders. God is good all the time, right? :)

Keep praying for VT.

Mucho love to all.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Too Familiar...

I’m tired of waiting for those late night phone calls, oh they never come.
Tired of hoping that you’ll change into the man I want you to become
Looking down at my phone hoping to see that number that I’ve come to memorize

Do you see me from inside and do you see my eyes theyre filled with grief…and
It’s late at night and once again Ive made myself fall back asleep..cause
The longer that I stay awake is the longer that I notice that hey you’re not calling me.

You hurt me so much and yet I don’t think you care
And if you do, or did then you hide it very well.
Maybe I gave too much cause theres not much I received
And some days I’m weak and wish that you’d still be with me …but..

You told me you weren’t ready were too young, no money, you’re far away and.
Now there’s another with you and once again I’m just left wondering
So was it me? I don’t know, you left and took some of me with you and you never really said
You took my love for granted and yet I don’t think you care
And if you do, or did then you hide it very well.
Maybe I gave too much cause theres not much I received
And some days I’m weak and wish that you’d still be with me …but..

Tomorrow is a new day and I’ve got so much to do without you
I’ve got new friends even one who makes me happy like you used to
But some days I wonder if you think of me at all or if I’m just that girl that you once met

I’m not the same one that you knew when I was young yes I was only eighteen
You wouldn’t recognize me even if you spent the whole day with me
I like it that way I grew stronger, a little tougher, wiser and basically I’ve found myself instead.

by ::EZER:: Mayra Loera's band. Look them up on myspace.

This song is so amazing. Not only her voice, but the lyrics. I usually go through and highlight the lines that fit the best, but in this song, I would have highlighted it all.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

I just found out that two girls that I know from my high school (one also happens to go to my church) were in a porn...

way to keep it classy Spring Woods....