| i talked to him,
i told him that i missed him
i told him about my secret crush
i told him that he meant something to me
and that i wish that things were the way they used to be
but will that change the way we are?
will we go back to driving around in his car?
i hope things get better
i hope things get back to normal
and if i were to go back to our days
i would have changed a couple of my ways
i would have told him that i loved him
and that he was so important to me
do i still love him?
yes yes i do...with all of my heart
but that wont change things
i just hope that it goes back to our better days...
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| i let a tear drop fall from my eye...
i remember the day that i lost my pride
the day that i met you
now i just feel so dumb
my mind and heart are completely numb
ive lost all sense of feeling
my emotions are always bouncing off the ceiling
it was so unfair
the way that you treated me all the time
i dont think ill ever forgive and forget
i remember when i always thought of you
and i never had to worry about what you would do
then i heard these things going around
about you being untrue
i remember when i tried to confront you
you gave me a look of disgust
then you threw me up again that wall
hit me so hard that i forgot to fall |
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| I Want To...
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i want to be your screaming cry
i want to be your soul inside
i want to
i want to
be your mother fucking wife
i want to be your punches that you take
i want to be the life that you fake
i want to
i want to
be your social disorder that you hate
i want to be your water when your hot
i want to be your ice when youre not
i want to
i want to
get away from here with you
i want to be your words that you say
i want to be your wings so you can fly away
i want to
i want to
keep you here to stay
i know i cant say this face to face
but maybe if we get away from this fucking place
make sure we dont leave behind a trace
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| to the sky i give my crying eyes
to the earth i give my motherly birth
to you i give everything that i ever knew
i remember when i used to be so lost and confused
i felt so used and abused
i wish you could have seen the way i used to be
and the way things used to mean
to me
i wish you could have seen my past
and seen where ive been coming from
i blame myself for my mistakes
i dont think that this is any known disease
its probably just me
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| i dont care what you think unless it's about me |
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