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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 20:20:38 GMT

EVERYBODY WAKE UP!

IT'S TIME TO GET DOWN.

and we'll never have to listen to anyone about anything.

cause it's all been done.
and it's all been said. we're the coolest kids.

...and we take what we can get.

Monday, August 22, 2005

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 23:19:54 GMT

VIOLINIST LOOKING FOR JAM BUDDIES!

INQUIRE WITHIN.

super duper school......
actually, there was not a hint of scarcasm there.

WE LOVE LIFE!

Friday, August 19, 2005

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 23:03:02 GMT

you know what?
i'm just not going to compete with you.
it's a battle not worth fighting.
winning will ultimately lead to my own annihilation.
i'd rather just get to know you. as a person, not a compeitor.
of course we'll be treated differently, everyone has their own involuntary prejudices.
i can deal with it.
because i love you. you're an amazing friend.
and although i am constantly compared to you, it's completley worth it.
besides, one day i'll meet someone who won't see people like everyone else does.
and everyone sees people differently, i suppose.
so i'm not going to be you.
lets face it....
i am NEVER going to be like that.
i'm just not that pretty.

but you know what?
that's completley OK.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 23:58:37 GMT

Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.

those lyrics sort-of make my heart ache...cause nobody knows how much they've got.
and then it's over.
and you look back and cry when you think about how much fun you had "back then."

high school is going by so fast. i wanna stay young. i wanna go to "dumb old swayze's." i wanna date people that i'm not gonna marry. i wanna have a job, not a carreer. i wanna goof off. i wanna play music in my basement. i want to talk about high school drama that i dont give a flip about. i wanna dye my hair almost every color of the rainbow, but not to cover up the greys. i wanna be wierd. i wanna be stupid and impulsive, and have no excuse except "im a teenager..."

i wanna live it up.
stay young with me, dumb teenager.

Monday, August 08, 2005

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 11:37:18 GMT

i'm actually ready for school to start.
i feel really prepared.
this is gonna be fun.

if anyone knows of any available part time jobs, please let me know. this job searching stuff is not working well for me.

yesterday colleen and kathryn came over. then chelsea and mama laurie suprised me at my house. i love friends. i love you guys, thanks for hanging out with me!

somebody come over today and help me dye my hair!

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 15:22:36 GMT

back home.

colleen, kathryn, chelsea, all you other kids...you know who you are. i am fully expecting to see your ass at my house ASAP. is that understood, soldier? good.

rachel, i hope your mom marries my uncle.

switzerland was amazing. it's good to be home.

reaaalllll good.

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 04:02:16 GMT

america, america.
where "freedom isn't free."
so we send volunteers
(and some closet queers)
to bomb families overseas.

hot damn, back to canada...

Friday, July 01, 2005

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 16:27:49 GMT

no.

johnny isn't moving.

summer isn't ending.

(it's ending a lot faster for me than for you.)

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 13:42:59 GMT

And the children of privilege begging for my spare change.
Do they need my assistance to purchase their intoxicants,
or would they best be served a swift kick
Slowly sinking in the vast ambivalent sea of California.

--Quasi

i like this lyric. it's from "california" by quasi.
rad.

love, samm!