| WOW.
so pretty sure i haven't updated on this thing since last august.
i guess it's time i should update, huh?
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but i mean, it's not like anybody even gets on here anymore.
it's all about myspace now.
and i guess that's why i haven't updated in like.. a year. lol.
but you should come check my myspace outtt.
www.myspace.com/oO_walkin_on_sunshine_Oo
anyway, i guess i'll update anyway.
well, i've been pretty good.
alottt of things have changed, including me.
i've come to the point in life where i've learned that instead of getting down on myself every time i make a mistake, i should just learn from them and move on.
you're not going to be perfect, and neither is anything you face in life.
i've learned that things change and people change but it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. it simply means that you move on and keep the memories. letting go doesn't mean giving up; it means accepting that some things just weren't meant to be.
i've also learned that life is too short to be anything but happy. you should just forget the past with the exception of what you've learned.
i've found myself holding on to memories that i keep telling myself could happen again;
but the only place it's getting me is nowhere.
i've learned so much from my mistakes, but i find myself still blaming myself for them.
it's been a really hard year for me, but i've made it through and i'm still going.
nobody ever said life was going to be easy; it's going to be really, really hard.
but that's why God gives us those amazing people we like to call;
best friends.
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well, anyway, that was just a thought for the day i guess.
lol well if anybody does read this, leave comments.
they would be nice.
i hope you guys have an amazing Easter weekend!
i love you.
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| Ya know what I've realized?
It's absolutely AMAZING what God can do to you when you're willing to let Him try...
And something else I realized..
If you really think about it.. You can always dwell on everything that's going wrong and let it all get to you and completely ruin your day and your attitude or you can always look at the good things happening.. Even if you think there could not possibly be anything good, trust me, there is and if you think there's not, you're just not looking hard enough. 
Always remember Jesus really does love you.. If you think He's just turned His back on you and completely forgotten about you, the truth is you're the one who's turned your back on Him. So, just remember that. |
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| Hey yall.. Yeah soo I haven't been on here in like forever cause like I'm always on myspace and nobody even uses this anymore soo... Yeah.
Ok soo you can just forget about that whole "this one time at band camp" thing from the last entry thing... Ughh.
Ya know what I hate? I hate this whole having to fake this huge smile and act like I'm just fine and dandy to everyone when I'm really not.. I just wish I could like scream as loud as my lungs would let me at the top of a mountain and like just not care anymore... Not care about what my friends think of me, what guys think of me, what anybody thinks of me and what I think of myself...
Like, absolutely nothing makes sense anymore and I wish I could just like go back in time and everything be how it was like a couple months ago... When I had reasons to smile and things were actually going my way for once... But I guess all you can do is move on from your past, whether it's good or bad, and just accept the fact that people change, plans you had change, and everything that once made sense gets all confusing in the end and all you can really do is at least try and make something good out of the confusion..  |
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| Soo this one time at band camp...  |
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| 5 more days till band camp!! 
¶
Sometimes someone says something really small,
& it just fits right into this empty place in your heart.
++ My So-Called Life ++
sometimes you need to experience the bad things
in life to realize just how good the good things really are..
it's the things he doesn't say that keeps tears in my eyes at night
If I told you this was killing me, would you stop?
++ Juliana Theory ++
There's only so much heart in a girl to be b r o k e n.
I REMEMBER WHEN
YOU CAME WITH ME THAT NIGHT ©
YOU SAID FOREVER THAT YOU WOULD
NEVER LET ME GO, BUT HERE I AM
AGAIN WITH NOTHING LEFT INSIDE.
I DONT WANNA BUT I GOTTA
LET YOU GO </3
There are things you don't want to happen but you just have to accept. There are things you don't wanna know but you gotta learn & there are people that you can't live without but sometimes you just gotta let them go.
It's true that we dont know what we've got
until we lose it, but its also true that we don't
know what we've been missing until it arrives.
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