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Name: Gitane
Birthday: 2/2/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, running, reading, seeking, foreign languages...insert the gerunds here.
Expertise: Don't think I'm an expert at anything but being myself. And even that's by a long shot.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  scholarlygeisha
Member Since:
6/4/2003
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| My Elizabethtown MorningI've been sitting here thinking, yet again, for the past day and half...trying to break down what the next 5 1/2 months of my life should break down to and why. Romantically, scholastically, professionally...and it makes me want to cry. I am almost certainly going to be on the other side of the country in the beginning of August. There is no more denying it. And now I have to consider how it's going to effect the people I care about most here...one of which, especially at this moment, is going to crack...I'm developing the timeline of my ending high school career and interactions and it makes me want to cry. Redundant, yes. The truth? You betcha red rider. | | |
| My Internal Rhythm... aka The Year End Post
I realized a couple hours ago as I was strategically 'strolling' through Albertson's that my internal rhythm goes a little something like this: "HIT ME! Can you keep up, baby boy? Make me lose my breath..." That's right. Destiny's Child is what keeps my hips swinging when there is no audible music. And for some strange reason, it amuses me.
But yes, this is the year end post. And the needless cliche of amazement regarding how fast it's been is what comes to mind. This has been one of my more productive and profound years to say the least, even if I haven't shared all the details with the internet audience.
I hope everyone can look themselves in the mirror and say the same thing, or at least something close. This was a big year for me and my peers and the next is undoubtedly going to be our most profound and life changing yet. So heads up children! Look into the fading night and unto the brightening day and blink slowly. Acknowledge the importance of time at least once so you can never say that you never did.
Have a prosperous new year. | | |
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"....I let her drive away from me, and as she she left, I heard her sing 'oh, let the sun shine in and face it with a grin'..."
Things have been debatable. I've experienced 'heartbreak',
elation, infatuation, jealousy...everything that makes a typical
teenage girl. I'm changing...quite rapidly really...and
that has been a rather daunting entity in itself. The question
has been arising almost constantly as to whether or not I give in to
that which I do not know. And that has as I said, been a rather
daunting factor in the existence of me.
Finals, two weeks shy of honorary seniorhood, two months to read and
scrutinize myself...graduation, absenteeism of my friends...running,
weight loss, shallow moments of self induced vanity...
All this already...but I'm ready, even as it's happening. Even if I dread its potential.
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| You put the lime in the cocoanut and drink it all up...or so suggests the glowing link that leads to the update on my life...
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| I still have this thing...so I might as well update, no? Just a look back
at things...that's where I was a year ago. Afraid to be a
junior...well, that fear has certainly passed. This year's gone
by exceptionally fast...especially the last two months...this is all
really pointless because of my falsely pretentious and cynical attitude
towards society as of late--but this will pass...or so I hope...
AP tests went alright, track is over, I feel considerably smaller, I
recently discovered how much I like JUST making out and how I can live
without thoroughly elicit action, and...life. It's this big
cyclone and I feel as though I'm in the eye...
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