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Name: Audrey
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Wichita
Gender: Female


Interests: I love music, I guess I can't really tell you my favorite though, and I like photography and I'm hoping my carreer is involved with photography. And I like relaxing and just being myself with the people who know me best...
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Other


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MSN: audrey89_08@hotmail.com
Yahoo: T_Army_chick76


Member Since: 1/7/2005

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

Well I cried on the forth of july

cause the man I loved wasn't there

fought back from the arms over me

as I looked to see the fire spraying over your state

two years have gone by like that

would've thought you'd miss me by now

who knows, but you could fall in love

would you tell me if it happened yet or it's not working

Tuck you into bed every night, with a kiss from my end of the phone

ask you if your day went alright, waited up so you would see I'm home

Baby it's a one person show, watch me leave, but don't let me go, Independence heartache is all we know

wisconsin the place of grace

are you happy with your choices

can't drive the 2000 miles

just so you can run the test on me, not that way

your job the whole meaning of life

baby can't you hear are you listening

confused what you want in your future

well look up i'm standing here where I don't belong

ego isn't all that counts, just forget about the image alone

handsome man in the mind, but the heart is sometimes shallow

And if you still can't see my intentions are good, then I give up, no more to do with you, and if you can't admitt that you love me back the way that I do, then I give up, no more to do, more to do with you

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Gosh...It's been too long. Nothing much has changed though, summer is rolling in very well, job is going great, and no Jackie, no relationship. Anyways, I hope everything is going just as smooth for the viewers! I've got a few miracles going on here so best of luck to all of you.

Audrey


Friday, April 01, 2005

Usually I come and write a paragraph about how I feel and just sum things up, but tonight the only thing I could leave with is nothing, which is what i feel like....


Saturday, March 26, 2005

I've never really been attached to someone in a personal relationship for more than 3 months. And when you've known a friend for alomost 2 years, and have had feelings, then yeah, the words and time you have with them is important. To add to this, the person could live 2 states away, and hasn't been home in a long time, and when he was, the chances to see him were always screwed with. Out of all this time that I have had so far to know him, I have yet to learn about men and their foolish pride. I've learned that I can't always be a certain way just to please myself, but to forget what my ego is and fix things before I don't get another chance. I've also learned to respect and consider others feelings more so than I used to. Despite what he may think, I do know more than what is noticed on the outside, and my time and words are all I have as of now until things are different, so I ask this simple question: Why waste time fighting over childish issues, when you could really be growing with the person rather than cutting eachother down to size....


Monday, March 21, 2005

Crazy

 

I, I’ve been sitting here, drowning in these tears

And I swear I mean it, I swear that it’s all I’ve got

You, you just watch me cry, watch me fall and die

And you still don’t see me; you still refuse to help me up

When, when did this fall apart, when did I learn to stop?

Cause you don’t want me, and you can’t stand that I care

Now, now it’s you and I, I think it’s time we tried

To be more open, to let the bad in with the good

 

Why did I fall in love with you, how could you let me follow through, why did I just not even try to help me out, who should I blame for all this mess, I know it’s wrong but I’m selfish, you gave a little, I gave a lot, and still I’m here with you in love

 

We, we don’t like to fight, still it’s every night

And I swear I meant it, I swear that it’s all I’ve got

Two, two is just enough, there’s no more lives involved

And you still don’t see me; you still refuse to help me up

How, how do I fix it all, make me lovable?

Cause you don’t want me, and you can’t stand that I care

Do, do you think it’s here, the time to disappear

Or be more open, to let the bad in with the good

 

Why did I fall in love with you, sometimes I hate the things you do, why did I just not even try to help me out, who should I blame for all this mess, I know it’s wrong but I’m selfish, you gave a little, I gave a lot, and still I’m here with you in love

 

What else now? Am I done? I did what you’ve said, I’ve learned what you taught, Is it fine? Do you know? What has happened to me, I was blind now I see, that I can’t get everything

 

I’m glad I fell in love with you, who cares about the things you do, why did I not think of this before, who should I thank for all this mess, I know it’s wrong to thank myself, you gave a little, that means a lot, so still I’m here with you in love



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