| I still feel the ghost of you
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| I need to know the truth behind
for those who are deaf
for those who are blind
may not hear or see all the real
but in touch in with the things we only can feel
not with the hand, the skin or the tongue
the brain's midsection is where its begun.
The tingle, the wrinkle, itching of space.
The vastness, the vortex, the unending of time.
With these things in mind, and with I's shut
we move from the nothingness into a rut.
After all it's where we start up,
soon to grow wings from shoulder to butt.
Smelling and touching, breathing and seeing,
can you imagine the things that I'm being
A pirate, a viking, a ninja, robot too!
Wait! Robots don't feel the things that we do!
And we never learn
the feelings so all the same
It's a shame we don't...
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| "We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be" ~ Rain by Breaking Benjamin
Today i'm going to see if i can get a job in the Bronx or possibly Manhattan(again) I currently feel that haunting feeling again, the one that creeps upon myself from time to time. It's so defining of my character to feel this way. I've decided to throw the Navy out of my options because they can't keep their appointments with me. I don't think i want to be a part of that. The Coast Guard is now an option instead, but pretty weak at the moment. I'm practically in mercy at this point i just need to handle F.A. and meet with them again. But i still don't know what i want to do... i hate almost everything right now. The idea of going back to school isn't scary, it's uncomfortable.
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| ^_^ i exist! but with fewer teeth, wisdom teeth have taught me to take
care of problems without delay and to be more assertive, but i'm faced
with decisions on what i need to do with myself. Problem: My life needs
direction! Answer: Is this quiz multiple choice?
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| I had a job, only to quit a few days later. I am getting my teeth
fixed, well most of them. So i am now on heavy meds. till then, and I
don't think i could function as a host to a restaurant. I should be
under the knife in two weeks... it will be a tuesday. Which after is
the fun part, i get to eat non-solid foods for a day or two. Like ice
cream and soup... and and... stuff 0_0
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