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There's only one thing bothering me now.  I figured out all the other stuff...  I noe that I can make it through school, and I have loving friends and an everlasting Father above that loves me even greater then I can imagine.

Now here is the problem...  Fellowship is so important...  without others around u... you can't really make it.

I noe many of u guys would say that you have my back... lots of u would say, "FRED CALM DOWN!!! YOU HAVE ME!!!".... I noe... but can any of u down to earth REALLY say that u were there for me?

I dunno... it feels as if I have quantity... not quality... NOT TO MAKE EVERYONE FEEL BAD OR ANYTHING... but seriously...

Sometimes... u need someone next to you that can help u through... and in turn, u help that person out 2.... but the thing is... my partner (s) are not there...

In school... I'm new so I understand... but I'm worried that if I can't even find down to earth TRUE realationships in church... then how am I going to do that in school?

In church... I feel so alone...  We have such a big church... it's so hard to keep relationships with each other.  I can't stand it... I don't feel at home there anymore.  I feel so ALONE....

... but I don't want to be alone...

........ I would be happy with just ONE person that understands ..... just one person that I can have an actualy deep relationship with....

It maybe my fault that I have not opened up... but...  I'm open now... someone... anyone... please....

........ I don't want to be alone......

<------------- That subscription doesn't even matter to me anymore...  I dun even think that I noe any of those people....

IF U WANT TO TALK TO ME ON AIM.... THEN TALK TO ME CAUSE I ERASED EVERYONE'S SN.  THAT WAY... PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY CARE CAN ACTUALLY HAVE CONVOS...

IN FACT NEW XANGA  http://www.xanga.com/Fr3d3rF

How do you like my new look?   I love it.  Thankies to Alexander Koh.  I don't know... what to right.... so bleh.

WRENG?!!??!?  I don't know...

I like this song.  Don't you guys?!  Again... I don't know.

Lately, all I've been doing is just computer, computer, computer, computer, and oh... did I mention, COMPUTER?!?!!?  I've been on the compy a long time... playing GUNBOUND.  LoL  -_-;

I just figured out also... that a lot of my school people have Xangas.  I was like.... WHOA!!!!

Just remember to live in God and love Jesus.  Love one another as Jesus did you.  I will love you all till the end of time.  Come what may, but I will love you guys.... until my dying day.

Peace guys.....

Here's a pic... just because I'm bored....

For instance, the Old Testament indicated Jesus would be betrayed by someone he trusted, "Even my close friend whom I trusted, he who has shared my bread, has lifted up his heel against me" (Psalm 41:9). The New Testament, which records Jesus' life and resurrection, reveals that one of the 12 people Jesus chose to be part of his inner circle betrayed him, "Then Judas Iscariot, one of the Twelve, went to the chief priests to betray Jesus to them" (Mark 14:10).

More than 300 Messianic prophecies like this were made in the Old Testament and then fulfilled through Jesus' life, death and resurrection. The chances of one person fulfilling a mere 8 of these prophecies are 1 in 100,000,000,000,000,000. For one person to fulfill 48 of these prophecies, the number becomes staggering--1 chance in 10 to the 157th power (1 with 157 zeros after it). Add to that the 250 other prophecies and it becomes impossible for any other person except Jesus to ever fit that particular sequence of time and events. (For a more thorough discussion of Messianic prophecies fulfilled by Jesus,  click here.)

WOW... LoL

..........  LIFE SUCKS........  But since God gave it to me, it ROCKS!!!!!!!!

................................................  Life can bite.......

Hope of a life spent with Jesus.......... just have to wait a little bit longer.....

One more random thing:  Love is complicated...