| | I never used to understand why some people still stay with their bf/husband if they were mistreated (and i don't mean when they fear for their life if they left)...well i do now and it's kinda freaking me out on the way it took me to understand. Some people think dreams are just dreams, not real, nothing to be learned...muhahahaa do I prove them wrong!
Hmm...it's been a few days since I had this dream/nightmare and the details are kinda hazy but I can still feel parts of it (yes weird). In the dream there was this guy (don't remember who it is or what he looked like) that i liked and hmm..he lied to me and stuff, basically I think he was a gang member. One example i remember is that I found a bottle of (illegal) pills and I tried to hide it from Jane but she saw me with it and physically forced me to give it up (btw u were really mean about it  ! uhh..yea so i remember thinking why the freak am i still with him?!?!?! ah-ha i like him! It was a very big enlightenment. Then skipped some stuff...then I had to go to some place that looked kinda like BxSci to get teachers to write that I was in class and not with that dude that i liked when he committed some horrendous crime. There were alot of my friends with me tho they were no help at ALL!! Oh now this part is hilarious...at the same time i'm looking for my current professors I was hiding from Mr. Lee just like back in high school sigh...ooo i also remember robert having alot of grean eyeshadow on lolz Yea so I woken up by cindy's call
Reading what i just wrote i don't quite understand where I get the understanding of women staying under mistreatment but I actually do understand ...hmm maybe i should shut up now
Strange vibes in my room...the same night Alice also had a weird dream but it was probably induced by me: i had seen a cockroach on the radiator and she told me to spray Lysol at it which i did and it smelled up the room...her dream: someone was spraying Lysol at her in a murderous way...reminder to self, never spray Lysol in the room 2 hrs before bedtime |
| | Posted 4/2/2004 2:28 PM - 22 views - 4 comments
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