Thin thoughs.................one girl gently sauntering through life
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Original: 11/16/2006 4:53 PM
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
 

sorry i havnt been commenting back

...i feel mean

i actually have some news

I'm going to kill my self

I have written about 8 A5 pages explaining myself and how i want my funeral to go and basically saying goodbye

I have chosen the tree that i will hang myself from

its in the church yard of the village i live in and that way my mother wont have to find me

i havnt set a date and i still want to make a compelation cd for my funeral before i go

i have done some reseach on hanging yourself and i think i am prepared

I just want to make sure i get to say a proper goodbye to all my close friends (the ones near me anyway)

I dont want any comments like "nothing is worth dying for" because ive made up my mind

I just want support, and i carry on as normal untill the night i do it.

I dont know why i am putting it on here probably because noone can get to me who i talk to on here

and because i needed to tell someone...dont comment if your going to be mean please

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love and squishies pippa xoxox

 Posted 11/16/2006 4:53 PM - 6 comments

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omgsh hun, please don't do it!!
i know i don't actually know you, but i love you just like all these other girls on here.

just please rethink this.
i'm here if you wanna talk. <3

Posted 11/16/2006 11:29 PM by The_Art_Of_Losing_44 - reply

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you don't have to do anything... maybe you could talk it out with somene?

i pretty much know how you're feeling....i once decided i was going to hang myself that saturday..[[but i didn't because the next day my aunt died and i didn't want to create any more drama for my family...]]
idk, i can't really say "dont do it, life will get better, you have so much to live for" like everyone else would say because i know in the position you're in it doesn't seem true... i wish i could do more, but all i can think of to say is I really hope you work this out and don't go through with it and I love you.

Posted 11/17/2006 3:52 PM by The_Art_Of_Losing_44 - reply

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i dont really ever go on to my xanga anymore, but i saw yours and i wanted to talk to you.  i would say i understand what youre feeling, but im sure that there is no one who can truly understand.  it must be horrible and im genuanly sorry for what you are dealing with. but be strong. look at yourself god you are beautiful. your xanga is actually one that sometimes made me giggle when i glance by it.  i dont know you, but i know what a life, anyones life, is worth.  only you can know the full worth of your life.  all i am is a girl reading another girl's journal.  were young.  weve gone through similar things.  and it blows so much.  theres nothing i can do.  if someone wants to take their life, theres nothing anyone can do.  every dark corner can be lit up though.  think of your futute, of having kids, of getting married, of letting your children go over to your mums house and seeing how happy they make her.  finding love.  it takes time.  and when youre at the darkest of places..... the light ahead is barley visable.  but if you just keep going.  soon youll realize

it will always be there 

always, roxy

Posted 11/17/2006 11:16 PM by roxyrah - reply

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Oh c'mon.

The world needs more girls like you. You're funny, you're witty, you're unique. I know, lame, but it's true.

I(along w/ an assload of other girls on xanga) would genuinely miss you, and I don't even KNOW you.

You're too fabulous to die.

xoxo
Posted 11/18/2006 12:04 AM by RemixMePretty - reply

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Sersiously darling, I don't know you, never in my life talked to you, but i know you will be missed your beautiful, and dieing with only put shame to that beauty. But why, Might i ask, are you going to do it? I skimmed your other post and they seem pretty good.
Some one as unique as you shouldn't have to become such an over rated satistic of the 'suicide rates of teens' There is hope.
I don't know you, but know I am here for you!
Love and strength, adrienne
Posted 11/18/2006 9:29 AM by adriennethe_ragdoll - reply

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I've felt like this. I was actually going to kill myself. I was running away and got caught and then forced to go to therapy. I mean I know no one can change your mind but life does get better. It goes through cycles idk. I do love you though and I know I will miss you and be heartbroken if you do kill yourself
Posted 11/18/2006 7:19 PM by time2shine18 - reply


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