why must you hang yourself?

really just please don't do it..

If you're sick of hurting your mother then this really isn't the answer.. It's just gonna hurt her more... Even if you two fight a lot or whatever (I don't know what your relationship's like) she's still gonna be really hurt if you do this...

seriously though...if there's ANYTHING I can do to change your mind let me know... I mean it, anything.
I could give you my number but we live in different countries so idk??

i am sorry you are depressed and don't see another way out. but there is.

trust me i know.

i am sure you might feel you have hurt your mother, but honestly she loves you. too much for that to make a difference. but this... this would kill her. it would destroy her life. NO MOTHER WANTS TO BURY THEIR CHILD.

and your friends. what would you be doing to them? for their rest of their lives, they would remember you and think, 'i should have been there for her... maybe if i did [blank] she would still be alive...' and so on.

ever read 'tunnel vision'? it is about a boy who commits and the surviours lives afterwards. read it before you go through with this. it might change your mind.

i know, i don't know anything about you, but fuck that. fuck that because i know NO ONE should want to die. if you hold off, you will find reasons to live. a boy. your best friend. your family. a career... but understand I know this because I was there, it sucks. i understand that, but hold off. there is just so much to live for.

the comment is all over the place...

take care. and stay alive.

emma