| Gravity, Stay The Hell Away From Me
Every time I hear the name "Autumn Ashley"; every time someone talks about my music or the fact that I sing or the fact that I was on tour or anything else artist related....I taste bitterness in my mouth and my face twists up in disgust.
I don't want to have anything to do with my music or anything related to it. I feel this way because I know I can be better. I know I am better. I don't want to be associated with it. With any of it. Only in my closet when it's a part of me, will I identify with it.
I want to lock myself up in a closet for months and someday come out when everyone has forgotten about "Autumn Ashley". Come out and prove to the world that I am able. That I had it in me this whole time. And for once earn someone's respect. Or blow them down on their faces.
I'm not there yet. But I will be. Oh... I will be.
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