| I've been having pain in my right side for about a week. It got really bad yesterday so I went to the doctor. Turns out this really bad cough I'd had caused me to BREAK A RIB. Yes, break a rib.
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| everything will be okay
in the end
if it's not okay
it's not the end
(unknown)
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| I've been having a really hard time lately. I've been pretty depressed for several months...as in, we're talking going on 6 months or so. The severity changes from day to day, but the depression is still there. I'm currently working with my psychiatrist to try to get the right cocktail of medications to help me, plus I go to therapy every few weeks. My therapist (Bob) recommended I be in an IOP (Intensive Outpatient Program) for a while. That's basically therapy from 9am-noon everyday. I need to see if he has any recommendations for something in the OP region that's in the evenings. I think I really need to go. I've been taking my crazy emotions out on myself again and it's not good. If I don't do something drastic I'm going to end up in the hospital again and this time I really can't afford it. Plus, I just want to make it through without having that as a crutch.
In better news, my life is looking up. Maybe this will help the depression. I've landed myself a new job at InterCall as an operator for conference calls. Doesn't sound too glamorous, but the lady who interviewed me said she wants to move me up to either HR or management pretty quickly. I am definitely OK with that! I've also dropped the rest of my classes at JCCC for this semester, but have enrolled for next semester. I'm going to take 2 classes next semester (psychology and interpersonal communications, i.e. speech). I'm going to take them each in the evenings once a week. Monday I'll have speech from 6-8:50 and Wednesday I'll have psych from 6-8:50. That will work with my schedule much, much better.
Anyway, just some updates there. Hope everyone is doing ok.
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| So, a friend of mine has offered (barring no major complications) to go to Europe this summer. For free. I repeat, for FREE. His family has a house in Paris and he wants to take a few weeks to just travel and see Europe. I'm SO stoked.
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| I believe I am doomed to be alone for the rest of my life. I met a guy I didn't have to make excuses for and who is great and with whom I get along splendidly. And yet, and yet, and yet.
It's just never going to happen.
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