today a friend of mine is going away to join the marines...thinking about it makes me wonder what i'm gonna do for the future, shit's depressing since i don't know, i have great friends but the drama that's going on in my life, having friends isn't everything(this doesn't mean that i'm fed up with everyone so don't try 2 start shit over it), i'm wondering if i should just pick up and leave 2 join as well, it might be a mistake but it might also help me get on the path of actually doing something productive with my life, i dunno ... guess i'll sleep on it and hopefully feel better 2m

out of the whole 3 day weekend...i drank the most... 5 shots of so co, 4 shots of henny...and i sober as fuck...but thankfully...it was for a good reason...i got to kick it with nataly and baby bash...we chilled in the V.I.P. room, sang happy b-day 2 nat...man, she's cute, shorter than i thought tho...anyways... got some autographs n pics so that was pretty sweet.... but...the rest of the whole weekend was one big ass blurr....fucken drank so damn much... shit's fucken depressing...w/e glad i ended off the weekend like this tho... can't wait til next week... my other sis's b-day so we're gonna have some fun!!! VICKY!!! peace

now it's officially 5 days in a FUCKEN row that i've been drinking!!!