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| Omigosh, gomen O__O.
It's been so long D:
So, from my last entry. Little did I know, I would have someone to love in a matter of 9 days. Kyakyakya. (Well actually I think I wrote that after I realized that....).
Anyway. So yeah D:
Today isssss ... 108 days. Kykaykaya <3
Anyway.
Also. O__O. I'm going to UCLA.
Rawr. And so ends my entry because i have a lot of work to catch up on.
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| iwanttolovesomeone.
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-HUAY
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| Holy shizzlenut.
I am going to have a heart attack. Seriously. I hate this. ;__;
The time is two fifty-five AM. I have school in about four hours. I still have five essays to finish for government.
So New Years Resolutions.
--------->Stop sucking at life. In other words: LESS procrastinating (I could never not procrastinate; im trying to keep my resolutions keepable), write more in my journal again, and yeah.
--------->rawr.
Also. Yeah.
Finally finished college app {UChicago's} at like almost 10 PM. And yeah. I was feeling comfortable with my essay (thanks to Bryan, Chris, and Cousin) and I felt that my short answers were... O_O pretty good.
AND AISHOIAHSG AUHASGUHGD. I dont know.
Ive been wasting time, not writing essays because I've been looking at like FB groups for UChicago C/O '12. ;__; srsly what is this. Im going to die.
Everyone's SAT scores are A LOT higher than mine. And. I dont know it just makese me look really bad. +__+ even if UChicago doesnt super look at it. And then I read what people wrote about in their essays.
I dont feel up to par with some of those kids at all. They're writing about some.. I dont even know.. and D: Mines just a cute little romantic short story? And all I talked about in my common app stuff was like how I've tried hard to be more Asian in such a non-Asiany place... and all I talked about in my uncommon app was love D:.
I DONT EVEN KNOW OMGISGOHS BUT IM SCARED '_______' 어떡해애애애애애ㅐㅐ ;ㅇ; Someone kill me now I cant stand this pressure /dies.
x_x. There is no sleep in store for me. ESSAYS UNTIL SCHOOL->SCHOOL (death=I have to bug my guidance counselor because I was stupid ;__;'')->WORK (3-6). Omigsoh. I've been up since 2 PM. XD. 2 -> 2 = 24 + 4 = 28. I'll have been up for 28 hours on... like.. we can say 4.. 4->2. 28 hours on 8 hours of sleep. Ughhhhaosifhaoihfsasofihasg.
IM SO aslJAOPIGSJOAIGS. I should go die. Srsly. What am I?
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| HUAY's College List of Dreams and Hopes (just kidding)
returning later.
YAYY I ordered from GMARKET. And my total was like ~$150. xD now that I make my own money and have a debit card, I spend it a lot more. XDD. But no D: they're necessities, 진짜! XDDD. I ordered my 엠플레이어 of the 블루 칼라 XD. Since the girl I tried preordering it from was betrayed by Gmarket (aka it wouldnt work for her @_@) And also, some emo 안경s. LOL. (옐로, 와인, 핑크).. <3 and then 써클렌즈.. 아리안 링 브라운 그리고 지오 눈물 그레이.. It really was a lot cheaper though, than if i'd ordered everything from other people. So yeah. D: I SHALL TAKE A PICTURE WIth my lovely accessories when they are receivedd <33.
Rawrr. Work soon~
And hten I have a bunch of essays to write @__@''
-HUAY
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| So yeah. This college thing. Is fun =_=. Meaning college searching. To be honest, I haven't been working on any apps either. And Im falling behind on my KAPLAN SAT COURSE. I suck. I have to catch up. Gaoishfoiahsg.
So. I have 7 schools on my list now. Because I just took UCLA off like two seconds ago. Why? I definitely wouldn't mind living in California. I would miss autumn and winter, sort of, but yeah. I'd be surrounded by Asians; I'd be in a more diverse surrounding.. So then why?
I'd have to take a plane every time I was going there (if I went there) and back home. And then yeah. I mean I dont mind planes, and what, they ride's only like 5ish hours?
My problem is that D: I need my stuffffffffff. Stuff meaning my blankets XD and my stuffed animals and my CDs and all that very important stuff O_O. Seriously. And if I took a plane to Cali to move in, I could bring like 2 suitcases + a small carryon thingy at most, right? Theyd be stuffed with clothes, alone. So tthen how would I get all my other stuff? D:'' Mail?.. Talk about crazy shipping prices?
And thus, I have taken UCLA and any California schools I mightve been thinking of off my list.
Rawr.
XD I act like such a baby sometimes, but in reality, it's because I cherish things. Srsly, yo. I'm not someone who just likes something for a few years and then throws it away for something else in 10 minutes. And there you have it, me.
As for the remaining 7 schools on my list.
1 University of Chicago - DREAM SCHOOL (I don't know why, I havent even visited Chicago once.)
2 Johns Hopkins University - I like it.. I don't know XD. I've seen a lot of it and I've already hung out with some people that go there...
3 New York University - It's in NYC D:! And yeah. I know a bunch of people that go there =D (Mr. Davis said I had a "90% chance" of getting accepted. So.. I'm counting it as my safety..? >O< I hope)
4 Yale - LOL. Well, I bet itd be higher on my list if I could get in. I might take this off if my SAT retakes fail life.
5 Cornell - Yeah O_O. I just wish it wasn't in upstate NY. But that's okay.
6 University of Pennsylvania - The same applies for this as Yale.. XD And, this is really dumb but part of the reason it's on my list (still -- I took it off and put it back on several times before XD) is because Mrs. Capponi really wants me to apply (since her daughter went there).. XD I dont know about Philadelphia though. But.. we'll see.
7 Northwestern - Evanston? Where's that? XD. Uhmmmm. I have to visit here to see more ness.
Of course, the reason those schools are on there in the first place are because they all have East Asian Languages and Civilizations and/or East Asian Studies as a major. And so yuh.
/sigh.
There. My list has been revealed. It's nottt finalized yet. I think by like November 4th, I'll have a better idea of life. And then I have to visit colleges.
And yeah. I should sleep or something. Rawrrrrrrrrrr. *_*'
-HUAY
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