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Metro: New York City
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

You Should Play the Guitar
You're very independent - both in spirit and in the way you learn.
You can teach yourself almost anything, even if it makes your fingers bleed.

You're not really the type to sit patiently through a music lesson - or do things by the book.
It's more your style to master the fundamentals and see where they take you.

Highly creative and a bit eclectic, you need a wide range of music to play.
You could emerge as a sensitive songwriter... or a manic rock star.

Your dominant personality characteristic: being rebellious

Your secondary personality characteristic: tenacity
What Musical Instrument Should You Play?


I do play the guitar and it's fun!


Monday, January 29, 2007

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Friday, January 05, 2007

Vey Thankful

I am thankful for those who have always been there for me.
Thank you for your kindness.
Knowing that you'll always there to support me.
I will always remember your kindness.
The trueness that's in your heart.
I hope that own friendship would reach the highest level.
I am very thankful for knowing you.
I am very thankful that we can be friends.
I ask the Lord to bless you throughout the times.

Thank you for the wonderful gift.
Thank you for the kind and support words you have written in the card.
I will always remember this moment.
The moment I opened up your gift and read your card.
Thank You!!!

Eva, you didn't have to get me experience stuff but I love the gift. Thank You!!!
Joann, thanks for the alarm clock, it sure in LOUD, good to walk me up in the morning.
Thanks for the beautiful words you have written in the card.
You really didn't have to get me something.
You could have just wrote me a card and say "Happy Birthday"

Thank you for the surprise party.
I really had a great time.
Today is the most wonderful time in my life.
I am very HAPPY.


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Beginning of 2007

seem like almost the entire world is having a great beginning for the new year. my new year wasn't so great like most people. man, i'm in so much pain right now. i'm stressed out with my projects and family. since like i can't smile anymore. i remember a couple of week ago, one of my classmate ask me "why don't you ever smile?" and i wonder to myself why don't i smile. just that there is too many unhappy moment than the happy moment. i try to forget but its just never work out. my classmate thought me "a smile can always make the day better" but i just turn away and totally ignore him. i too want to be happy everyday and having a smile on my face everyday. it seen so hard for me.

why does my mom always picking an argument with me? even when i didn't do anything to get on her nerve. today she ask me a question like almost ten time. i just have to repeat myself over and over again. until i couldn't stand hearing the same question and repeating myself. i got really annoy or piss off and finally i exposed. "HOW MANY TIME ARE YOU GOING TO ASK ME THAT SAME FREAKING QUESTION. THIS IS LIKE THE TEN TIMES OR MORE." and she said in return "WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?". to tell you the truth "THE PROBLEM IS YOU"

already feeling stress out in the beginning of the new year and yet already not happy with the new beginning. WOW WHAT A WAY TO BEGIN THE NEW YEAR. can anything get any worse? to let you all know my vacation really sucks big time. i didn't do anything but stay home and doing these freaking school projects. christmas eve i got sick and vomited the entire night till morning on christmas day. that day i was home all alone in bed and in pain. i got better the next day and research the entire week. new year eve sucks also did nothing but work. new year day because of the weather making me feeling all moody and crap. since like my life get worse every days, hours, minutes, and seconds.

EVERYTHING SUCKS!!!


Thursday, December 28, 2006

Anger...

being at home with these people called family
being in the same house as them
i feel so trapped...
like there is no freedom for me
not even peace...
im freaking doing my homework in my room
this woman known to be mother...
comes in annoying every couple minutes...
even if i lock the door of my room and put "DO NOT DISTURB" sign on it
nothing work
she comes and ask me of i ever do my freaking homework
right in front of her eyes im doing my work...
she is blind or something...
she complain about everything like she got nothing better to do...
she is wasting my time and i cant even do my work...

i'll be only forusing on school
going to get my fatass out of school
than earn some money and save them
when i have enough
im going to buy or rent a place for myself or with someone
going to get out of this hell hole i am in right now
im not even going to freaking tell them where im going to be afterward
i am going to leave them
they cause me too much pain all these years i have live




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