| Our Synopsis about LoveThis year has been rough, but I am also thankful that I was able to
experience this tough year because without it, I wouldn’t have been
able to understand my confusions and sorrows. I haven’t really been
able to get myself to sit and clear things up in my mind, but I finally
had the courage last night, and it helped me a lot. I don’t think I
could have gone through the year without the love and support of
friends, family, and loved ones around me. I really really love them a
lot.
I finally have the courage to write what's on my mind,
and I hope someday someone will be able to relate to it and that it
could help them understand their confusions.
Our Synopsis about Love
We met so randomly when we were so young.
He and I talked to each other for uncountable hours—from day to night time and night to day.
We fell in love.
He and I lived as if the rest of the world did not matter because we only needed each other.
We were practically one.
Reality hit.
Life became busier, complex, full of misunderstandings and hardships—humanity came back into the picture.
Things that would only harm each other were said and done.
Everything was chaotic.
We were lost.
We
tried to work things out, but in the back of our minds we knew that we
were still too young. If only we met a few more years down the road. If
only we were more developed and ready for the future. If only…
We once said that we would slowly let it fade, but it was too hard to let it go that way.
Throughout the year, memories were reminisced together; love was reassured to each other, but words were not enough.
Time passed. We talked again.
I acted on impulse and hurt him to the point that he’d throw swear words at me.
He never used swear words in front of me. He loved me too much.
In the back of my mind, the thing that had annoyed me had continuously annoyed me when it occurred again.
In the back of his mind, the things that annoyed him had continuously annoyed him.
We
saw that it wouldn’t work out if we continued to be in the gray area,
so we stopped everything—put on pause, hid it away so that we would
still have a chance that when we look back we could still smile.
Today.
It’s just me now—not us.
It’s hard.
But I can do it because I have to remember that everyday is a new day. Time only goes forward.
I can and will always cherish the memories, but I must move forward.
The past is still the past, but it is what shaped me to be the person I am today.
And the past, whether it was a few years ago or just a month ago, will continue to shape me to be who I am today.
Our Love.
Love took a long time for us to reach, but we found it and it is impossible to lose now.
I will forever love him, and he will forever love me.
But that doesn’t mean that because of love, we have the right to pause time.
We must continue on.
When I see a genuine smile on his face, it will already make me happy.
When he sees a huge smile on my face, it will already make him happy.
That’s how we know we will forever love each other.
We
continue helping each other grow by indirectly having each other in our
life. But that’s how we’ll grow and mature because in the back of our
hearts, we know that we will forever be each other’s number one fan by
supporting each other without having to say anything to one another. |
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| Breaking the Six Flags Cherryyesterday was my first time going to Six Flags, and probably my last time  . thank you mybaby chauie for taking me. i love you.
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