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| finally.. drama is slowly calming down. It has been hectic the pass few
days. getting down with people. kick people's asses and a lot of shit
talking >.< rawr. there was even drama on my friend's birthday.
she did this and that. he did this and that.. people assume.. and then
didnt hear the WHOLE story :T blahh though im totally neutral about
everything else for the getting down part.. i'm pretty clean. haven't
smoke yet though everyone around are smoking. maybe drank a little when
everyone is downing everything. i still sorta clean. not getting
involve in fights.. though i want to because i got some shit on some
people.. long story.. still a bit upset but whatevers.. everything is
all over the place and a bit unorganize. however.. the days arent ALL
totally horrible. there are times when things did get better and we
have fun :)
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| im not surprised with how things turn out because some people never change. You learn from first impression and how they are around you and from then on.. you might see how that person is.. Its obvious that that is their nature.. the problem is.. some people just dont know how to back off and im just getting sick of all this drama. This drama is on the motherfucking repeat. People never learn from their mistakes and they keep making it no matter how much we tell them to stop. It just frustrates me, however im a hypocrite so yeah.. i guess i sorta know how that feels. I can never get away from drama.. however... at least im not causing it :) im just listening to what people gotta say and yeah.. i dont know. i guess it just bugs me because they're my friends and i hate seeing them going thru tough situation when there are bigger situations out there to take care of. i shouldnt even be tripping over this yet i am. I cant be superwoman and stop all this.. we all vented out our thoughts and feeling toward another and we said that after all this... we will get closer and be a family and there aint gonna be no hating on each other and shit. that aint working out.. we all hating on each other and everyone..well certain few are becoming fucken two face and backstabbing people in the back.. so wtf is that? there is absolutely no trust, honesty..or anything good.. just fakes and lies.. im so sick of it. bitch you better watch what you fucken do.
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| today was an interesting/dorky day xD   | | |
| i've realized that there is only one person that can truly convince me on how much ive changed. though many can tell me that ive change.. its not that i dont believe them but its like i guess i hear it a lot but hearing it from that one person that is really really close to you.. well i dont know but yeah.. i cant really explain but for me it just hits me on how much ive changed. well in the previously blogs, i do realized ive change but i just keep forgetting and there are always someone reminding me about it. blahh
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| today was a workout sorta.. okay i went to my boyfriend's house around 10 and pretty much chilled there. watched tv and tried to study for the sat >.< haha and then talked to byran! xD made my day :) it just sucks because i have NO idea imma see him again :T blahh but it was nice talking to him. around 2, we walked around broadway because veong wanted to get his haircut and after that we headed to alpine and met up with melina and christy and the whole gang and pretty much chilled there too -.-'' until finally melina suggested to kicked it at lil Tokyo but we gotta stop by starbucks xD haha yeah we had to bus it there but it wasnt that bad :) wow my first time playing a full game of pool xD! and i suck ass. i only made 2 shots -.-'' we played until 7? and then off to almansor with kheang, jose ( but i call him carlos because he looks like one xD) and christy. we play for like an hour ish and i ended up running cause my hand started to hurt :T 2 laps nonstop until christy called me cause i thought we were gonna go but yeah.. we didnt.. blahh i probably got dropped from my swimming class cause i missed 4 days already. i hope not >.< well yeah today was pretty much a workout. i feel good.
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