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Saturday, September 11, 2004

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 05:08:21 GMT

school is starting soon. won't be able to update fanfics ( i don't mean to faze you all) and i still have a queue to acme thanks to.the onli free time i could work on them is weekends, beside most of them is close to the end----don't you want to make it last a ickle longer???

*planing to get my driver's license----but---i could not picture miself being a driver someday--even if i did--everytime i drive i would think "this is the day when mi life ends" i give all the credits tot he following conversation:

me: hmmm--i should go get mi DL--.

james:-------

me:-------

James: ha!--you?!--if you were the drver the car would be a "moving coffin"

me:---you mean its impossible for me to get it?

James:(still laughing)---you--*points at me*--you here is a mad bird thats stuck to a sellotape.

me:--*narrows eyes*--you're just talking rubbish now--are you tryin to provoke me?

james--hahahhahahahhahahhahahahhahahahhahaaaa------end of conver.

Friday, August 27, 2004

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 20:36:34 GMT

another one shotz: a very short one shot: got inspired when hangin out at the 18th ave fair.

It was the summer of in-betweens, a season of worry and uncerainty. Everywhere Adrian went he knew that he was in between. He strolled on a sidewalk that neither the busy street nor the shady courtyard. When he walked, his steps, guilded by the unknown rhythm, seemed to fall into the vracks, no matter how the though about avoiding them. Some part of him determined to be unpredictable and different. He was in between elementary school and junior high school. Not even elementary school, but in what they call in some suburbs "middle school," a place of wedging sixth grader. When he thought about all the in-betweens, he was unsure whether in between was one word or two, Inbetween. In between his mathwe's city apartment, two flights up, and his fater's sprawling house in the Evanston; in between buoyant spring and the fading brown fall, in the hot press of summer monotony; in between childhood and being teenager; in between bodies, differences that multiplied daily.

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 03:28:22 GMT

Warning!! this is a *cough* Slash!

Title"******* *****"

I sat behind him, glancing alternately between my textbook and his hair. Torn between duty and love. As always. What would they say if I got up right now and declared my love for him? What would they do? Would they condemn me? Would they laugh at me? Or worse would he laugh at me? Would he look me straight in the eyes and say ‘Well you’re a nice boy and everything, but I don’t go for that sort of thing.’ Or would he do the opposite. Look me in the eyes and slowly walk toward me, and when he reached me, kiss me? So deeply and passionately that when he let me go I had to hold onto a desk for support . . .

Lost in my fantasy I didn’t here Snape asking me a question until Goyle nudged me and shot a pointed look towards the Potions professor.

"Er . . . what did you say?" I heard the titters of the Gryffindors, and especially Harry. That laugh cut me straight to the bone. It was all I could do to keep from crying. Thank Father for all those lectures on stoicism.

"I asked if you knew what the Telepathos potion was."

"Oh, it, um, lets you read minds?" I made a wild guess from the faux Latin. Obviously the person who invented this potion had very little imagination.

"Very good, I didn’t think you were listening. Once again Draco you have proved yourself to be a dedicated student, and an honor to Slytherin."

Snape heaped praise on Draco in the hopes that maybe it would make Lucius come back to his bed. Of course Draco knew none of this. He just thought that Snape was a nice man.

I smirked, as was expected of me, and then looked down at his desk once more. I definitely didn’t want to see Harry’s reaction to that sort of thing.

"This potion enables you to read other people’s minds. Whatever they’re thinking, whatever they’re seeing, hearing, feeling, all is revealed with one sip of this liquid," Snape continued in his greasy sounding voice, "with an entire glassful, one can sort through whatever he wants, deliberately looking for something, even if the subject isn’t thinking of that something at the time. However more than that is to dangerous. With all those thoughts and feelings crowding one’s mind, one will most definitely go insane, so be careful. Now here are the ingredients . . ."

Half an hour later the entire class was seated at their desks ready to take a sip. Only then did I realize the danger of this potion. What if Harry read what I was thinking? What if anyone read what I was thinking? Dear G-d, what if they told Father! I was starting to have some serious misgivings, but it was to late.

"One . . . two . . . three!" Snape motioned for everybody to drink his or her potions. What could I do? With a heavy heart I took a sip.

Suddenly my mind exploded with other people’s voices.

Whoa this is cool!

I like Hermione’s shirt. I wonder where she got it?

Pretty trippy.

I wonder if I can zero in on Snape?

Oh no! I’ve forgotten the password to the common room!

I hope this isn’t on the exam.

And finally, the most heart – wrenching of all,

I wonder why Draco keeps staring at me. I hope he isn’t plotting something.

I recognized Harry’s thoughts right away, I still don’t know how. But then as quickly as my heart had been destroyed, miraculously it picked itself up and got put back together! For in the next second I heard that voice say something else, something miraculous.

I wish he would stop. I think I’m going to go mad if he doesn’t stop that staring. He’s so beautiful. If he doesn’t watch out I’m going to grab him and kiss him, and oh am I glad that nobody can recognize anybody’s mind-voices yet.

Except for me. I stared at him in disbelief.

Oh G-d there he goes again.

And then, inevitably, almost as one, they both thought,

I love him.

Harry’s POV

I felt his eyes on the back of my head again. Burning in me, through me. I wished he would stop. Of all the things Draco did to torture me, this was the worst. And he didn’t even know he was doing it! I wish I could say something, do something. If only this feeling would go away!

I vaguely heard Snape ask Draco something, and my heart contracted when I heard his name. And then again when he didn’t answer. Was he all right? Finally he answered, and everybody laughed at his lateness. I did too, even thought I am ashamed to say it. It was just a good way to relieve the tension that coursed through me. Snape heaped praise on him, and I winced, knowing that the words barely did him justice. I sighed, and listened to Snape’s lecture.

"This potion enables you to read other people’s minds. Whatever they’re thinking, whatever they’re seeing, hearing, feeling, all is revealed with one sip of this liquid, with an entire glassful, one can sort through whatever he wants, deliberately looking for something, even if the subject isn’t thinking of that something at the time. However more than that is to dangerous. With all those thoughts and feelings crowding one’s mind, one will most definitely go insane, so be careful. Now here are the ingredients . . ."

Snapes voice seemed to fade as what he had said finally sunk in. What if he heard me! What if he found out! And then what if laughed? What if he rejected me, and laughed at me? What would I do?

Finally we had all of our potions ready, and got ready to drink them.

"One . . . two . . . three!" Snape motioned for everybody to drink up.

Suddenly I had a horrible headache as other people’s thoughts intruded on mine.

Dear g-d they think about the stupidest things! I thrust them out of my mind, and noticed Draco watching me.

I wonder why Draco keeps staring at me. I hope he isn’t plotting something. I didn’t even realize that my thoughts were being broadcast to the entire class.

Oh G-d there he goes again.

I love him.

And at the same time I thought those words, for the first time I heard Draco’s thoughts. I didn’t know, and still don’t know how I was able to recognize them as his. Maybe the undertone of black and silver to his words. Maybe the connection we had helped. All I know is I heard him think ‘I love him’ and for some reason, I knew it was me he was thinking about now.

A/N be gentle. There might be a sequal, it depends on the reviews I get. I spent all day reading m/m fics, and it all just culminated into this. I guess I got inspired. Anyway long live Draco Malfoy! I love him so much! Oh by the way, this all belongs to the genius J.K.Rowling.

me luv you guyz!

First of the Gang to Die:Morrissey

You have never been in love,
Until you've seen the stars,
reflect in the resevoirs

And you have never been in love,
Until you've seen the dawn rise,
behind the home for the blind

We are the pretty petty thieves,
And you're standing on our street..

...where Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and the first to do time
the first of the gang to die. Oh my.
Where Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and the first to do time
the first of the gang to die.

You have never been in love,
Until you've seen the sunlight thrown
over smashed human bones

We are the pretty petty thieves,
And you're standing on our street..

...where Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and the first to do time
the first of the gang to die. Such a silly boy.
Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and a bullet in his gullet
the first last lad to go under the sod.

And he stole from the rich and the poor
and the not-very-rich and the very poor
and he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away

Saturday, July 03, 2004

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 01:55:58 GMT

sooo kawaii!

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 19:56:30 GMT

You're Fuji!

(Prince of Tennis) Which Seigaku Regular are you?
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Sunday, March 14, 2004

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 02:00:09 GMT

new song! thanks to NATAKU!! for the very cute Clamp Smilies!! and..more about me?!?

Favorite yaoi pairings: Tezuka x Fuji, Hikaru x Akira, Sendoh x Rukawa, Rukawa x Hanamichi, Muraki x Tsuzuki, Tatsumi x Tsuzuki, Kyou x Yuki, Yuki x Shuichi, Naoe x Takaya, Dee x Ryo, Seishiro x Subaru, Toya x Yukito, Iason x Riki, Heero x Duo, Hiwatari x Daisuke, Aya x Omi, Sanzo x Goku, Ban x Ginji, Sasuke x Naruto, Yuda x Shin, Hijikata x Souji, Roy x Ed... and lots more! :P

FAVORITE BISHIES OF THE WEEK!
Okita Souji (Peace Maker Kurogane) - PRETTY PRETTY OKITA-SAN!!! Me luvies him a lot XD

Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!

Please rate ^^

What kind of dark person are you?
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Sunday, February 29, 2004

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 20:40:14 GMT

ah.. a lazy sunday..hehe new bg.. new song.. new pink!

ABOUT ME

Name: Ah-May

Real name: Mei

Location: New York City

AIM sn: Itz M3i
Email: mcdull88@yahoo.com
Gender: Female
Interests: anime, manga, reading fanfictions, sleep, drooling at anime bishounens... YAOI!!!
Favorite animes: Prince of Tennis, Saint Beast, Gravitation, Fullmetal Alchemist , Spiral, Hikaru no Go, Yami no Matsuei, FAKE, Ai no Kusabi, Rurouni Kenshin, Slayers, Weiss Kreuz, Saiyuki, Hunter x Hunter, X, Flame of Recca, Kare Kano, Tokyo Babylon, Wolf's Rain, Kizuna, Earthian, Getbackers, Naruto, Slam Dunk, DNAngel, Dear Boys, Fujimi no Orchestra, Peacemaker Kurogane, Witch Hunter Robin, Kaikan Phrase,Heroic Legend of Arslan, One Piece, Yu Yu Hakusho, Fushigi Yuugi....etc

To make this facilitate, I will just abridge the summary ¡.I'm just another one of your average rabid yaoi fangirl who feeds on yaoi and will starve to death if you don't feed her with the delicious daily dose of yummy yaoi goodness ^^; I like writing fics... I dunno if I'm good at it @_@ but I write more because I like to express my daydreams (which are usually dirty, mind you... and most likely than not, involves yaoi ) in writing. I'm an introvert... no doubt about that, since I spend most of my time in the internet, watching anime, reading, or writing. Hmm... lessee... I'm a huge procrastinator, and no matter how I work hard on getting over this problem, I'm just hopelessly indolence.

more to come......

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 20:48:15 GMT

New Korean Drama!

Stairway To Heaven

Cast: Kwon Sang Woo, Choi Ji Woo, Shin Hyun Joon, Kim Tae Hee

In the drama, Shin Hyun Joon plays the step-brother of Choi Ji Woo and loves her deeply. Kwon Sang Woo plays a rich person and is engaged to the role played by Choi Ji Woo.

In the beginning of the drama, the role played by Choi Ji Woo was involved in a car accident and loses her memory. Her step-brother hides her away and takes care of her.

Everyone believes that Choi is dead from the car accident. Kwon Sang Woo is now engaged to the step sister. On the day of the engagement party, he sees Choi Ji Woo, and is convinced that it;s her... So this is where the real story begins.

"Stairway to Heaven" is riddled with cliches but it's done so well that you soon forget about it (or forgive it). There are some scenes that you will leave you breathless and some will make your jaws drop.

Monday, February 02, 2004

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 22:49:29 GMT

got mi program todai...hehe 2-9

2. SAT Prep~Maratos

3. History4~Leung

4. Ceramics~Edelmann

5. Racquet Sp.~Schwegel

6. English4~Goss

7. Math D~Osses

8. Lunch

9. Chinese2~Li

i am good with all mi classes but...math...aah! i don't understand him! he speaks funnie! aaah! that means i won't get a 98.......aaah!

lol...IRC its sooo E-Z!

*edited* Alan got me into this realli realli good anime... onli 16 episodes rite now..

"People cannot gain anything without sacrificing something. You must present something of equal value to gain something. That is the principle of equivalent trade in alchemy. We believed that was the truth of the world when we were young."

In this world, there exist people with special abilities to manipulate objects and transform those objects into other objects. These people are known as alchemist. However, this manipulation process does not come without cost, as the basic alchemy rules stated that something with equivalent cost is needed to perform the manipulation.

The main character is a famous alchemist named Edward Elric, who loses his little brother Alphonse in an accident. Edward manages to contain his brother's soul in a large piece of armor suit. However, merging the soul and body of the dearly departed comes with great cost, so the two brothers must embark on a journey to find a mysterious power amplifier which can reduce the cost to manipulate objects greatly.

Thursday, January 22, 2004

Thu, 22 Jan 2004 13:22:25 GMT

Happy Chinese New Year!