i thought these were really funny.

good luck on the up coming midterms, finals, and the semester everyone...

hey guys, happy late Thanks Giving.  ITs been alittle over a month since i last updated this thing.  Well just alittle update on whats been goin on.  Life sucks, school sucks, and parents suck.  Just this month alone my anger towards my parents has hit an all time high.  I dont even know whats gonna happen when i tell them that i've failed all of my classes.  Yes i am sorry to say, i failed all my classes.  The semester hasnt ended yet, but i know i failed.  I dont know, really to think about it, life just doesnt seem worth living anymore. Is this what college life is?  Probably not, its probably justl me. 

Well went to black friday with dan, chris, suzie, josh, greg, sam, and couple other people.  I was at my grandmother's house and the family decided to go bowling, but the time we got there i get a call from dan saying that they're leaving for best buy already.  The plan was to call at 11 and head towards best buy at arundel mills by 11:30.  But they were told that people were already heading towards there.  So i leave about 30mins after i talked to dan.  But then we find out that we're not allowed to park there cause Best Buy is part of the mall parking property so we werent allowed to park there until 4 am.  So we head over to denny's and had a blast just playing around. 

Then we head back to B.B around 3:30 and then all the cars parked in the gas station, golden corall, bank of america parkin spot and there were caution tape around the B.B parkin spot.  People were lining up behind the double yellow lines on the road and the plan was at 4 people were gonna make a run for the front.  10min before 4, someone deicdes to run and so everyone else followed. 

I FELL AND ALMOST DIED.  people were jumpin on top of me, over me, and around me, seriously, i was scared for my life.  But then a black dude, yes a black dude, saved my life. He grabed me from behind and says "i got you, i got you, try to get up"  So thanks to him, i only ended up with a bleeding knee and all brusied up.  But then it was just gay because they would only let in 20 people at a time because it wasnt a line, it was just a bunch of people squezzed together.  It's a long story.  Bottom line, im never goin to that best buy ever again.

hope everyone else's thanx giving weekend was great too. have a good winter break yall.

         I've been in a shitty mood for the past 3 weeks now.  I'm so stressed with school and parents and church. I thought my life would change once i went to college but nothings changed.  And with each passing week, especially on Sundays, i feel like my spiritual life is slowly being sucked away from body.  I was hoping Match-Strike would bring me back to my zenith of faith, but its not or atleast revive me from this downward path of depression and unfaithfulness.  I see my life just slowly dying away to nothing.  For some reason now, nothing seems to matter anymore.  I dont care if my parents yell at me or kick me out of the house or disown me from the family or whatever.  I dont care about what my grades are for school, I dont care if i go to class or not.  I dont care about church... I dont care about my life... I dont care ...

Depression sucks. Stress sucks.  I wish i could just go some where where it's stressfree.

Suicide - The act or an instane of intentionally killing oneself...

So its almost been a month since school started and alot has happened.  I must say that seeing old faces and catching up on things is fun like Sophia nuna, moses, semi, and others.  I still feel as if i havent yet fully got the whole college exeriance, i guess its because my mind set isn't right.  Like in the morning i get up, go to school, go to work, come home and thas it.  Well hopefully things will get better. 

So today i was coming home from work. Closed at 11:00pm and went to get gas at shell in front of Ha Nah Lum. Oh by the way I'm loving that gas is goin down~~~ Got gas for $2.19 yea!!!!!!!!. Well anyways, so i was goin on 40 and i noticed cops were on the side of the road so i slowed down.  And then i was on 40 pasted the Blockbuster on your left side and my cleanser, and as i was driving i noticed a car on the side of the road and just thought it was a broken down car you see at the side of the road, but just to be safe i slowed down, and then as soon as passed it, lights start flashing. OMG i was freakin out, i've never been pulled over before and plus if my got a ticket my parents will never let me drive again. So..

Cop, "License and reg. please"

Me, "I'm a student and my wallet is in my backpack at the back seat, can i get it?"

Cop, "sure"

Im praying please dont let it be a ticket. As he walkin towards me, i heard a slip of paper, I was like f*** its a ticket.

Cop, "So Mr. Lee I see you just had a birthday a week ago, happy belated birthday. Tell you what im gonna do, since it was your birthday, i'll give you this warning as a late birthday present. I know its not the greatest present but its better than a ticket wouldn't you say so?"

Me, "Oh thank you, thank you so much"

The End