Aznsniper21's Xanga

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 06:10:19 GMT

got nothing else to do don't want to study... no more aim getting bored don't want to think.... just talking to my self right now.... y am i on xanga now?? its pretty weird, don't know what to type, but still want to type.... recap on the year i guess since its pretty much a year since i've writen something useful to read here n e ways. its been interesting. what i thought was gone is now back again. not really new experiences. i guess doesn't help you much by reading this. its still a pretty pointless entry but i just feel like typing. got no one else to talk to but my self so im talking on and on. hummmmmm i want new experiences rather than deal with the old in a new environment. pretty stupid. its like im not progressing at all. but after this quarter things will be better. no more worries and more time. good luck humans.

i want to leave a quote.
"Expect The Unexpected"

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 07:39:05 GMT

OMG!!!!! XANGA!!!!! lol im just procrastinating........................ pineapples are the best tho

Friday, May 05, 2006

Fri, 05 May 2006 09:09:53 GMT

update.......... detox diet, clean out body with veg juicing. I think. Well gotta finish my V8 any way.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 02:59:14 GMT

some one take me boarding again...... im itching

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 21:40:06 GMT

just informing. hail isn't snow. Snow is frozen precipitation in the form of white or translucent hexagonal ice crystals that fall in soft, white flakes. Hail is recipitation in the form of spherical or irregular pellets of ice larger than 5 millimeters in diameter. So hail does not = snow.

So last year it hailed hard and the floor turned white too and turns out a small but semi destructive tornado went by in south san francisco and now hail again. maybe the end is coming.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 09:11:17 GMT

im just leaving a nutral entry cuz the last one seems depressing but i wasn't soooo.......

Look at this stuff
Isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has ev'rything?
Look at this trove
Treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Lookin' around here you'd think
(Sure) she's got everything

I've got gadgets and gizmos aplenty
I've got whozits and whatzits galore
(You want thingamabobs?
I got twenty)
But who cares?
No big deal
I want more

I wanna be where the people are
I wanna see
Wanna see 'em dancin'
Walkin' around on those
(Whad'ya call 'em?) oh - feet
Flippin' your fins you don't get too far
Legs are required for jumpin', dancin'
Strollin' along down a
(What's that word again?) street

Up where they walk
Up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free
Wish I could be
Part of that world

What would I give
If I could live
Outta these waters?
What would I pay
To spend a day
Warm on the sand?
Betcha on land
They understand
Bet they don't reprimand their daughters
Bright young women
Sick o' swimmin'
Ready to stand

And ready to know what the people know
Ask 'em my questions
And get some answers
What's a fire and why does it
(What's the word?) burn?

When's it my turn?
Wouldn't I love
Love to explore that shore above?
Out of the sea
Wish I could be
Part of that world

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 11:49:53 GMT

just throwing this out there 5 in the morning: one thing that makes people feel unwelcomed, feel left out, feel distanted, and unwanted is when the people around them think they are oh soo much better than them. EX. if ur in a group and the people in that group think they are higher than u, cooler than u, or in that sense "better" than u. it makes u feel uncomfortable because people have such big egos that they don't give a damn about u cuz they think if they associate with u they won't be "cool". they don't even have to act that way. all they have to do is think that and thats all it takes.

freakin just think about others and there wont be that problem. what made me think about this?? basically home experiences. especially when u've been around those people half ur life and they still don't get it. gahhh the past annoys me.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 11:05:13 GMT

lets see i feel stupid updating xanga cuz i don't even really look at this n e more, but i read others xanga. it made me think about how it was back home. are things the same? mostlikly not, but wat is different? i don't know. why don't i know? i don't try to find out and i can't... im thinking i might not have a place to go back to in five years. not depressed or ne thing, i've just been thinking latly. maybe its just those times again when my mind starts to wander. truthfully my faith still isn't as strong as it use to be. maybe i'm trying to block out too much. once in a while i'd remember things from the past and i try not to think about it because its not worth feeling it again. so maybe i've blocked out just feeling in general.

last night or this morning i had a dream that my dad died. i woke up pretty scarred and questioning wats wrong with me. i was sad but i know its only a dream. it got me to think, am i missing home? possibly, but when i really think of it leaving college after five years having no place to go back to. even if i did have some where i belonged in sf would i want to go back if i had a choice of some where else? i don't think so. why is that? theres too much there but not enough to start new. its flooded with the past and only the past. when people say people change. i don't think its 100% true. they will still remember your past and you will remember theirs. you can't think of them differently, they can't think of you differently. as a result nothing has really changed but appearence.

im writing a freakin essay 4 in the morning geez kelly ur still outside probably playing marval

Monday, January 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 08:15:10 GMT

Wake up call.
-God

Friday, December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 08:43:38 GMT

so i just got back from northstar.... so wat was interesting?? well first i took a jump too fast and flew into the net, then we went off trail and i ended up jumping over little rocks here and there, untill i tried to go head on with a small boulder to c if i could win....... the boulder won, i slid into it and rammed it with my pelvis and i almost wrapped around the boulder.... thats it lets c when i go boarding again