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Name: Blake
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Grand Rapids
Birthday: 4/25/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: Sleeping, going off on rants, meeting new people... sometimes, keepin mellow, ect., ect., ect...
Expertise: You don't wanna know. Then again you might want to. That one's hard to gauge
Occupation: Consulting
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
6/20/2004
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| Wicked souls of loving songs bring forth the twilight of crashing heavens.
So let's see what's new here...
After about a month and a half Carly ended the relationship. I prepared myself for it all the same, but at least it wasn't done by my hand.
It's funny, she thought that It would have to have been done by my hand and have something to do with my "flirtatious" nature. I guess she was wrong, very, very wrong.
To the disliking of many others, my wall is coming back up if not already up in full. It really does not take my long to set up shop. I must confess, I have missed the thing. I don't know why I keep taking it down of specific individuals seeing how the end result tends to be the same. Who knows, maybe I'll leave a slight crack in it, but a very slight one. I am happy to know that I do have several persons in my life that are very supportive of me and there when I need them to be or even want them to be.
I start my internship tomorrow, which should be very fun and interesting. I may even be giving blood this week with Angel Love. I haven't done that in a very long while.
On Tuesday I'll be going to a Karl Denson concert. That should be pretty fun for me and whoever else is coming to check it out. That man certainly knows how to put on a good show.
Next Sunday I have to make a trip to East Lansing for the night. That should prove to be a fun sight to see me drive down there. It shouldn't be that bad but I will have to get the final directions to where I'll be staying at. I do hope that I won't be an inconvenience to my host.
Well, that's all I got.
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| Blessed song of the Devil's good deed. This time the clock hand strikes an endless tune.
Well, as of the 22nd of March, Carly and I are officially boyfriend and girlfriend. I'm happy to say that it's been longer than a week. We're getting close to our one month, that should be interesting and fun. All things on that front are pretty good.
I'm trying to figure out my course schedule for next fall/spring. I love doing that, it's just a real gas. It shouldn't be that bad. I pretty much have it all picked out, now I just have to hope it doesn't kill me because the work load will be... difficult. Yay for difficult work!
That's about it for lil' old me. I don't got much else to say about things. It's getting closer to the end of the semester. I have to tuck away a few papers but after that I'll be good and set. I have my fingers crossed on that one. Go me.
I got some more good news to make mention of. I got the internship for the summer. So this cat gets to have money in his pockets. Now all I have to do is do well at it and hope I don't mess anything up.
I wonder why I'm so tired of late?
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| Torrent winds of long vexed souls. Raped dreams in a lover's arms. How silent the tears spill over the brim when there's no one to hear it.
I'm so fuckin' tired of all the bullshit that the fucking world just tosses out there. What the fuck does any fucking thing mean any more? The world claims to want one thing but then goes for another and you can't please the bitch because it doesn't fuckin' want anything that you have to offer no matter now much you try to give.
I'm going to go numb to it all. Maybe I'll get lucky this time and end up a hollow shell of my former self. That should please the masses because nothing else fuckin' does. The world just walks by you as long as you have a smile on your face. Who doesn't like a good smile. I love how no one ever really pays any damn attention anymore.
Oh, don't let this all fool you, life is grand and a constant bliss trip that should never end. Just remember to smile, smile your ass off.
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| Whispered words of forgotten winds. Biding hopes of the moon's elope with the skies of mellow strokes.
My mid terms are over. Happy about that but not fully sure how well I did with those. I look forward to finding out the results of that. For the time being I'll just keep my fingers crossed.
Last Thursday Carly and Jim dropped by State for the night. I was happy to see them but was a bit distant from them, especially Carly. I was under the impression that special flicker she may have had was faded and gone. I even started to get a bit aggressive towards Jim but I had to try and keep myself in check about the situation. She was getting the idea that I was pulling away from her entirely and didn't want to have anything to go with her. Luckily, we were able to discuss the whole thing and it was all sunshine-lolly pops.
Carly and I are now officially boyfriend/girlfriend. It is an interesting feeling. Her and I have an interesting history with one another. If you were to tell her and I that we would end up dating one another, odds are we both would have thought you were fibbing and telling a whole heap lies that just went to far. It still feels kind of unreal. At least her folks like me.
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| Singing sighs of a skylark's cries bring forth the joys of a starry sky.
So yeah, things here have been overly busy for me. Odds are I shouldn't put a 10 page paper on hold until a week before it's due. It will be interesting to see the grade I get for this lil' sugar daddy. I think I'm done with it though. I just need to make some minor corrections on it and keep my fingers crossed. I have yet to do an assignment that is due tomorrow (the same day as my paper) but it's only worth 10 points. Odds are these weekly assignments are going to be what saves my hide.
I got to hang out with Carly this past Friday and Saturday. I forgot how good it was to do anything with her. We hadn't seen or really talked to one another for a good... close to a year without much of any contact. It started out with this silly little Valentine application thing that she posted and I took. She didn't really believe the validity of my remarks. It did make her somewhat intrigued and that opened up a door. For the past week we just sent messages to one another back and forth. I told her I was coming into town but she thought I was just playing with her. For a good three day she still didn't believe I was coming.
Friday:
She came to my house and picked me up for our evening out. I felt bad because a cop pulled her over not 3 houses down from mine. She didn't get a ticket but I would have felt very bad about that. We went to grab a bite to eat. She didn't want me to pay for some reason. She didn't even know I was going to pay until the check came. We fought over the check and tore it. We got a good laugh out of it. In the end I got to pay for the meal. A similar thing happened when we went to the movie to see Ghost Rider (her pick, not mine). Her and I talked and cracked jokes throughout the entire thing. It was fun and relaxing. She was cold for a good part of it so I offered to warm her up. It would seem that my body is like a heater. She was good after that.
For some reason the snow fall that night was just so beautiful to me, I asked her to stand with me and just watch it for a moment When we got out of the theater. We finally made it back to my house close to 1:30. Before she could pull off I rushed back to her car and got her attention. I asked her to dance with me under the falling snow. She asked, "Are you Crazy?", while my only reply was "Yes." So we danced a slow and mellow like. I do wish the moon would have been out but it was a new moon night.
Saturday:
We ended up hanging at my house. The better bulk of the time was spent talking and all that good stuff. We started to watch a movie but only got 8 minutes into it. We just played UNO and talked some more. We spent close to 7 hours just talking. At one point in time she dozed off in my lap. It was cute, but she was a little embarrassed and sorry. I told her it was okay, I knew she didn't get much sleep the night before. She kept saying that she was sorry for being so lackluster but she was anything but. I enjoyed myself. I was sad when she told me she had to take off home. I was having such a lovely time. All the same she did have to go. I do wonder how soon it will be before I get to see her again?
I hope it warms up soon. I would really like to walk around downtown and view all the pieces of art work that are scattered throughout the area. Carly said she'd be interested in doing that with me. Even told me she'd love to go to a jazz concert the next time there was one.
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