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B14d3 read my profile sign my guestbook Name: RC Ackerman! Yay! Birthday: 2/13/1988 Interests: I love to write poetry,swim,dive,do nothing, watch tv and listen to music. Expertise: Dreaming in Halloweentown. Message: message me AIM: j e 1 1 0itsaliv MSN: bladerunners2006@hotmail.com ICQ: 261800913 Yahoo: bladerunners2006 Member Since: 12/5/2002 SubscriptionsSites I Read Subscribe to B14d3 Get trial subscription VBCheer07 jessrose8507 frenchypasmt c4rt3l LAUZER9109 doraycidkyrene Gaias_requiem pookie_rocks1 antny692003 KeViNsHeld Straka000 Amey_07 feaz SuperCrabLucy06 lovelessdeception Pippin_Took words_dont_seem2come_so_easy ShadowsFall002 otheronesbetter idunno08 gank_it wonkabari_7 lovexhimx Aqeuous_Transmission rika_11 AngelInYourEyes_0216 NEON__distraction himynameskristen stepharoni007 haptified1987 CHoKiNG_oN_NoTHiNG28 kingsboroughbabe promisemeullneverletmego UserNameHere Cole2007 fifthgrader DramaCutie_13 white_lighter_dude another_perfect_day trunks4338 Matt_Mills_8705 sux2bme DyingInsideWaitinHere4U The_Lucky_Girlie iLuvBaMmaRgeRa JournalsofaHalfElf MeLRosE1023 gummie_bear333 Hockeyloser0013 dritt07burbin B14d3 WeezyBean brookycharms butterdtoasted rrt gsusfrek cloudstrife_22 Kellbo dqsandy03 kort627 WidgetE MaSiChIsT66687 Bandiewench05 jello_bandie cowgirl8821 Rockbandit119 Lynz1738 InternetBuddy wickedragonflames I3laZeR hatmollis5002 oro_duo Linkapprentice Pronglet PsychedelicMoose jessiejo8806 SunTzuk Megawass518 tRueBlueMe TamusFirae Anime_mistress_Brigadine fantasychild PhatFox06 losergrrl Bruised_Broken BurnBabyBuurrnn Brit_07 spacedout I_KnO_iM_sHoRt6 Elm0L0st_It Jordan_Mathews kayti_did pridebrookemore Blogrings *RENT* previous - random - next *~Music rules my life~* previous - random - next *Cheer Up EMO Kid* previous - random - next .i'm gonna rape chris carrabba. previous - random - next im so fucking emo you just dont know it previous - random - next Fremont Seussical Cast previous - random - next My Secret is fatally gorgeous.. previous - random - next FCTT Footloose Cast! previous - random - next Posting Calendar Jan Feb Mar Apr May June July Aug Sept Oct Nov Dec 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 2008 2007 2006 2005 2004 2003 2002 2001 2000 1999 |<< oldest | newest >>| view all weblog archives Get Involved! Suggest a link Recommend to friend Create a site

Friday, August 24, 2007 Got my phone. Comment here if I don't give the number to ya in a couple of days. 11:05 PM - 4 eprops - 3 comments - email it Saturday, August 11, 2007 Quick update In about 2 weeks I get a cell phone. I will send out a mass txt of my number. If you don't get it, drop me a comment and I'll get it to you. Also, I have found these new books. Wraeththu. Very very good, and I've only read one chapter. It's weird. But amazing. 8:29 AM - 8 eprops - 4 comments - email it Friday, July 20, 2007 .... Hey. I realized recently just how much help I need. And I'm not talking financially or anything like that. Just, in general. For some reason, I've noticed lately just how much like a small child I am. In most situations, there are things that I cannot stand. Things that I can't mentally/emotionally cope with. No. I don't understand it. Yes. I want it to be resolved. No. I can't do it alone. And, no. I don't know what to do. So I bid a request to everyone who still reads this outdated blog website. Give me a comment with anything you can tell me.... 5:11 AM - 13 eprops - 7 comments - email it Tuesday, May 29, 2007 Everything, I'm trying to be I know that I don't say this enough. I know most of this that is going to, most of you don't hear this enough. From me, at least. I know that there is no real way for me to express this. There is no real way for you to know exactly what I'm saying, exactly what I mean, or exactly how I'm trying to say it. But maybe I can describe what I'm feeling right now. After a trip to Fremont, hanging out with Thomas, Kiri, Anthony, Ethan, Lyndsey, Nicole, and a ton of other people, I have had this feeling. Still have this feeling. I don't really know how to explain it. Imagine an anvil (shrank in size obviously) just above your diaphragm. That's similair to what it feels like. Not bad. But there. It's a very good feeling. A feeling of love that no one can truly understand whatout having felt it themselves. A feeling of love that knows no distance, only friends. Knows no drama, only memories. I guess basically what I'm trying to say to everyone is... I'm sorry. I'm sorry to so many people about how I have not kept in close contact. I'm so sorry to people about how they don't know how I feel about people. I'm so sorry that I don't know how to make you really know. I'm sure everyone can guess who I'm thinking about when I write this. I don't care. If you are or were a good friend of mine at one point or another, and we just lost contact, know that I still love you. Know I still think of you. I'm sure that there are going to be people who read this that I'm very much not talking about. I'm sure that there are going to be peopel who read this that I am talking about, and don't entirely understand it. Either way is fine. If you are reading this, then you probably know who you are. There are going to people that I am going to single out here. For different reasons. I'll probably update later with the specific reasons. Anthony Kiri Thomas And those are going to be the main three. Russ is not in there because right now, I'm just talking about friends. But I still feel the same thing for him. 6:36 PM - 8 eprops - 4 comments - email it Monday, April 23, 2007 Da-damn Hi B14d3! It's been 1600 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga... won't you support us by going Premium? 12:04 AM - 8 eprops - 11 comments - email it Next 5 >>

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