welcome back marc!

i know its bad. i should be sleeping right now because i have to wake up in a couple of hours. anyways.. so i just got in from dirty azz pb bar and grill. for a friends birthday....Happy Birthday Olivia. (even though i'd rather be at fred's in old town with 4 dollar giant margaritas) it was fun. seeing some homies i haven't seen in a hot one. anyways. its interesting to see how much xanga has changed and how its so much more than just blogging away now. ehhhh..i'll just stick to blogging. anyways.. i've got a joke to end my night. .. . .. what do you call when you cross an elephant with a rhino? ....dream sweet xangeezers!

well...from the looks of it (my last entry)..things are looking bright. too bad i can't say the same for my parents/family.  i got the gig at bloomies, so come visit me. im in the handbags area. and zac posen is waiting for me in ny so thats next year. ive been keepin in touch with ms. lisa who's going to set me up once i get there...woohoo...now on the other sprectrum is mi familia. well..my rent's...its been a crazy rollercoaster and this next few weeks will truly be a test. so much drama going on. sometimes i just cry myself to sleep thinking and thinking and thinking of all the possible outcomes of what next year may be like for my family and i. ive been worried more for my little brother than anyone else...i know my mom is a strong woman and she knows that i'm there for her, but my little brother is bottling everything up..and i havent gotten around to talking to him about the whole situation. and i know that its hard for him to express what he feels. anyways...i hope all is well with everyone. and i wish everyone a happy holiday....till then. be strong!