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| I want this one again.
How come only pretty girls get a lot of comments?
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| I need to organize my life.
My dog and I just had a staring
contest. "you win....you always do"
I think my mom is letting me out of the house this weekend. Im too
lazy to turn in my application. Yesterday I stayed home from school;
pretty much my life story. I miss Kiley. She starting coughing up a
lung when I talked to her earlier on the phone. I laughed and she
laughed and coughed some more. I wrote a really long note to someone.
Actually it was more of a novel. It took all of 6th period to write and
I really got caught up in it. I even started to cry. What do I do
xanga? ANSWER ME, DARNIT.
Its lovely the way the roads reflect the streetlights when it rains.
I look at the light and all I see is the inside of your car.
I tilt my head towards the sky and let the rain fall into my
mouth, but all I taste is your lips. And for a moment, the rain is my
lover. | | |
| So being grounded has pretty much given me a taste of hell. Although I
did not get to go to the show last night, Dustin and I had a pretty fun
time. I keep having crazy dreams...but I enjoy them. I miss everyone,
so I guess im kinda looking forward to school tomorrow. Ive been guitar
crazy lately. Maybe because im bored. I should do some homework.
I supposed I should put in my two weeks notice at mcdonalds. I will
never work at a fast food place again. LATER
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| Well last night I found my indigo notebook. It was under some
clothes. I began to read everything all the way from 2003 until about a
week ago. There were a lot of things that made me laugh. Just
remembering back. A lot of the things that I experienced in the past
are meaningless now. If it wasnt for reading the notebook, I wouldve
forgotten all about them. A lot of things also made me cry. Just
knowing how much time I spent obsessing over silly things and stupid
people made me realize that it wasnt worth it at all. I am in no way a
better person because of it. I decided to burn the notebook. It
has saved my sanity and im glad I had it in my times of need, but I
dont want to hold on to those memories. The entire notebook is
dedicated to one person. I dont need it anymore, and I dont need him
anymore.
Tiffany Lewis and I are now friends and Im happy because I really
dont want enemies in my life. Its silly. Especially when you forget why
you are even fighting with someone in the first place. I only need one
enemy. I dont intend on befriending her anytime soon. I might kick her
ass just because Im sick of looking at her though. Yeah....im all talk.
Mitch and I just cracked ourselves up. Everything was funny. Those
are the times I live for. I found my Honorary Title cd and it brought
joy to my heart. I have a new respect for them now for some reason.
Well Im out. laTer.
EDIT right after I wrote this entry I went to my room and found my
notebook under an opened water bottle and it was completely soaked. All
the pages got ruined. Weirded out!! | | |
| Today was indeed very eventful. After I woke up I got my swimsuit on and basked in the suns rays. It felt so damn good.
"damn it feels good to be a gansta"
After that I had the urge to play catch with my dad so I made him go out back with me and toss the ball around for a while. That was the first time I laughed with my dad in so long, it was great. Then my parents left and Dustin stopped by and I wished him a happy 18th birthday. Hes growing up so fast. I still have to give him his present though. Then I went outside and played with my dog for the first time in what seems like ages. I actually bonded with her. I did so many crunches today and they felt so good. I hate jogging now though because yesterday I passed these mexican guys and they kept whispering sweet nothings in spanish as I passed. It was craaazy. Well today has seriously been one of the best days in a long time. And I realized that me and Kiley are basically the same person. I love everyone! So comment bitches and tell me you love me too! LATER | | |
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