peanut butter popsickle sticks?

walk the line is great

when a stranger calls is gay

-cyrena

alright so i have come to the conclusion that i am done with boys for now like i am just going to have fun and focus on other things like school family and work and have fun no boys needed they just seem to complicate my life because i suck at picking the right guys i mean im seriously the worst i always seem to go for the wrong type completely wrong... but its ok im just tired of feeling the same way everytime so im done no big deal im fine without a relationship im actually really content right now.

right now my dad is out of town for a couple of weeks so its just my mom me and my sisters and its great dont get me wrong i love my dad but hes the only guy in the house and its just nice to have it just be us girls and do what we do. its like girls night every night.

i really love how i have such amazing friends i mean really i don't know what i would do without all of them its just so awesome how i can talk to them about everything...it is actually pretty funny because me and meg can't go without talking for more than a day or we both flip its like everything just builds up and we end up talking forever cuz we just have to get everything out. i also really love how there are just those amazing guy friends that you have been best friends with forever seriously kyle you are really a blessing no joke i tell you things that i never tell anyone and i love how you know me better than almost anyone else. you know exactly how i am don't know how to describe it but i love you kyle . those talks we have are absolutely amazing its a relief that i can talk about all that stuff with someone and get their thoughts and advise on the situations.!! 

there is always that one girl you think is better than you i mean shes prettier smarter funnier has an amazing boyfriend awesome grades shes taller than you skinnier than you  more athletic than you doesn't need all the make up to look gorgeous because shes naturally pretty everyone likes her and she has everything  and what really sucks the most is that i live with her.

WONDERFUL QUOTES OUT OF MY LOVELY QUOTE BOOK

No matter what a woman looks like, if she's confident, she's
sexy. It doesn't matter what size you are, what color, whatever,
what color hair you have, eyes, like if you have confidence, and
you're a nice person and sweet, and you're funny, I think that's sexy.

Every girl is beautifuL
if they have the ability
to believe in themselves

confidence is the inner voice that says
you're becoming what you're capable of being

i don't know the key to success, but the key to failure
is trying to please everybody.

remember, if someone gets you mad, it
takes 42 muscles in your face to frown,
but it only takes 4 muscles to extend
your arm and slap `em upside the head

While you are wishing to be someone else,
someone, somewhere is wishing to be you

In three words, I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on.
          ^
I LIKE THAT ONE

Eventually all the pieces
will fall into pLace
until then laugh at the confusion
.Live for the moment and know..
[ that everything happens for a reason ]
25th ladies! it will be amazing...guess whos planning it? duh.ha

boys confuse me they always want their cake and eat it too..doesn't work that ways kids it just doesnt work that way...

-cyrena

g love tonight.....  AMAZING! seriously they have a new groupie..and eric hutchinson is amazing i love his voice and def got his cd and its soo good everybody needs to check it out and if they ever hear about him being in concert at cains again tell me and you need to go hes seriously AMAZING ..cant say it enough anyways im really tired and i actually get to sleep in tomorrow .havent done that in a while so im stoked but anyways im off to bed oh and the center of the universe is pretty cool too its this place downtown where you stand on this bridge in this little circle and say something and it echos but you are the only people that can hear it like someone could be standing right next to you and wouldnt be able to hear it unless they were inside the circle it was pretty neat. so anyways school has been pretty good lately i havent really had any homework lately actually i have had absolutely no homework. pretty nice. and outside of school has been work that has actually been kinda fun cuz i love the people i work with i have a lot of fun with them and its nice cuz i can tell them to do something and they do it..haha but we have fun. anyways i really have a lot of things on my mind right now like school, life after school, what im gonna do without my sister next year, trying to find out who i am, boys, or should i say a boy... confusing, friends,  seriously everything. its very frustrating too especially at work becuase i have so much time to just think and all of this stuff just comes to mind and i start thinking way too much and start to freak myself out. has anyone ever done that before or felt like that? i know you have. well anyways i have a question? why is it that boys always go for the girl that just gives it up so easy i mean doesn't it ever get tiring or old...even when they have someone that is good and they really like or something they still feel the need to just go screw the next girl that comes along i just dont get it. and how girls can just be like that and give it up so easily how do you not have any respect for yourself? i mean its not like the guy loves you or anything he is just looking for something to talk to all his buddies about or just some entertainment for the moment and for the girls who know this and just dont care... whatever anyways sorry im getting a little heated over this so im just gonna stop before i go to much into it but im  frustrated about all this well anyways im tired night   Sitting, Waiting, Wishing I was sitting, waiting, wishing You believed in superstitions Then maybe you would see the signs But lord knows that this world is cruel And I ain’t the lord no I’m just a fool Learning loving somebody Don’t make them love you Must I always be waiting, waiting on you? Must I always be playing, playing your fool? I sang your songs I danced your dance I gave your friends all a chance But putting up with them Wasn’t worth never having you Maybe you’ve been through this before But it’s my first time so please ignore The next few lines because they’re directed at you I can’t always be waiting, waiting on you I can’t always be playing, playing your fool I keep playing your part But it’s not my scene Want this plot to twist I’ve had enough mystery You keep building it up But then you’re shooting me down But I’m already down Just wait a minute Just sitting, waiting Just wait a minute Just sitting, waiting Well if I was in your position I’d put down all my ammunition I’d wonder why it had taken me so long But lord knows that I’m not you And if I was I wouldn’t be so cruel Because waiting on love Ain’t so easy to do Must I always be waiting, waiting on you? Must I always be playing, playing your fool?   -cyrena

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i need a date to winter ball...any takers????

oh and story of the year concert last night...pretty cool..there were a lot of weird people there and it was so extremely crowded but me and mak ended up in the front middle..haha and the sweaty boys behind us trying to dance oh gosh but anyways got a kick ass shirt and met the drummer of wreckless process who by the way is pretty darn cute and also saw a really cute boy giving me the eye but i never talked to him too busy anyways sterling im so angry that you fell asleep you missed out you woulda had a lot of fun missed ya bud but def next time...

well im off to get ready for work ugh alright fa shaw ( mikey taught me how to say it in the slang lang.) cant wait for the hip lingo lessons i'll have it down soo fo rizzle haha 

-cyrena

happy new year everyone! so new years was an adventure...thats all there is to say tylor glad you were there and sane it kept me sane. mckayla mckayla mckayla.... anyways i had to work last night and it wasnt too bad considering i got paid time and a half and get holiday pay today so im pretty stoked about that not gonna lie. so last night after work went by vincents cuz all the boys were over there playing games but it was really cool how they all just carry their computers around with them and randomly play games i actually played once...quake 4...it was kinda creapy but it was fun i would play again ..and again..and again haha but anyways im tired. i think im losing my voice AGAIN i just got it back o well alright well i have to take a shower. 

woke up.

clarissa called me so i have to work tonight.

got in the shower and took a real long one. it felt really good.

was hungry so my mom made me a steak?? weird.

went to braums with nikki and ryan.

played frisby at the park and tried to climb a tree...not quite big enough.

played on the swings and took some really good pictures they are real random. but thats just me and nikki.

after that wecame home and played some dance dance revolution haha its so nerdy but it seriously is the funnest thing ever you should try it sometime...its not the same without you tylor hope you are having fun at your lann (spel?) party! comment...

Question of the Day:  why do they call a driveway a driveway and why do they call a parkway a parkway when you park in a driveway and drive on a parkway?