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I guess when it comes down to it,
i can't walk through that door
-dawsons creek
I pretend my life is perfect like the
face on tv, yeah, that's the only way
to face another day, try to deny the
misery
I feel like I've tried for so long to
be happy, & the more I try, the
more that goal slips from my reach.
It's almost like quicksand where the
more you struggle, the more
submerged you become. I've given
up on everything. Nothing matters to
me anymore. Especially myself. The
part of my life that matters least to
me is myself. cus I'm no one..& I
always have been
your love`s like summer rain..
washing my doubts awayy
& if it comes from the heart,
the decision is never wrong..
He has a way with words. He has a way
of making her weak in the knees. &
he has a way of picking her up, just to
let her go.
& it's no big deal,
so i wasn't good enough for you,
i've never been good enough.
not for anything, or anybody
my whole entire life </3
he took her to the mirror & held her in his
arms and said what do you see ? all she
could really say was .. perfect
if it's not gonna last forever..
then what's the point?
now i`m standing in the rain
& all i wanna do is be with you
..So I took a walk down memory lane today
I just kept going back and back
looking through old entries
sometimes I would stop reading
smile to myself and remember.
Then that smile would fade away...
sometimes , I would quickly scroll by
cause I couldn`t stand to read the words.
Like , one when i read our convo where
we sent eachother kisses x0x`
But God I [ L0VED ] him so much!
I didn`t know until now..but I hate him
I hate him because .. I can`t hate him ..
I wish I could just go back to the beginning of it
& just relive it over & over again...
i'm tugging at my hair..
i'm pulling at my clothes..
i'm trying to keep my cool
i know it shows..
i'm staring at my feet
my cheeks are turning red..
i'm searching for the words
inside my head
cause i'm feeling nervous
trying to be so perfect
cause i know you're worth it
you're worth it
so roll our film baby.
this is another one of our,
romantic scenes.
so act like you love me.
But we understand each other and
we care about each other. and i believe
that years from now we still will..
i wish i could say that i love him
but i cant say i do. its lust, not love
& its something i've always dreamed of
best friends are supposed
to take the knife out of your
back .. not put one there ..
you don't have to smile, you don't have
to likemy style. i don't care what you
think, just as long as you know i ain't no
game. so don't play with me. just watch
what you say when you're talking to me
`cuz i don't wanna break out that side. you
don't have to use my name in your
conversation. we don't have to agree &
you don't have to like me. it's all right with
me. but as long as i'm around, you better
respect me.
if you get a chance . take it
if it changes your life . let it
[ NO EXCEPTiONS . NO REGETS ]
Choose to love ;; rather than hate.
Choose to laugh ;; rather than cry.
Choose to create ;; rather than destroy.
Choose to persevere ;; rather than quit.
Choose to praise ;; rather than gossip.
Choose to heal ;; rather than wound.
Choose to give ;; rather than steal.
Choose to act ;; rather than procrastinate.
Choose to grow ;; rather than rot.
Choose to pray ;; rather than curse.
Choose to live ;; rather than die.
-- The Greatest Miracle in the World --
Emotion is my middle name. I lie in bed
and listen to the rain, put happy thoughts
inside my head, but I find instead the
hurting words you said
Y0U'RE iN MY HEARt
WitH0Ut AN END. Y0U'RE
MY SiStER, MY LiFE, &
MY BESt FRiEND =)
you broke my heart, tore it apart
you made me cry and made me
wanna die. you made me sad and
i was hurting so bad. well now i'm
letting you know; i found someone
new, i love him more than i loved
you, and he loves me too. so honey
i'm letting you know that i'm through
with you.
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| just got back from D.C.
it was AWESOMEEE!
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| i won`t be able to update today or
wedesday through friday. i`ll be in Washington D.C.
for schoooool <3 Can`t wait.
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