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| school and work takes up so much of my time..I never have time to update...I have a new personal anyways: jonas_cubed so I will update there when the summer comes and I actually have things to talk about. I am busy working on all my other sites too..if you miss me, message @ herewecomeagain I will message back! thanks.
peace. love. &joejonas.
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| (04-08-2008)
STRUTTIN: Red Abercrombie Hoodie & AE Jeans
WATCHIN: We Rock by Camp Rock Cast
MUNCHIN: Green Five Gum
LOCATION: Small Town, Illinois
FEELIN: Bored, Bored, Bored
I'm so bored. I have been doing homework for five hours. UGH! Today there was like a movie marathon thing going on ABC Family so I watched it. I watched Uptown Girls, so cute! & The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, so sad! I bawled throughout the whole thing! But there was some mahjah hot boys in there to cheer me up! & Then I watched Mean Girls, an always feel good movie! lol I'm still doing homework right now. I still have to do like 10 math assignments because I haven't done any the last two weeks. It's my own fault. I have a test Tuesday and I'm probably gonna fail..that sucks. My grades are kinda bad. I have like three D's, Chemistry, Algebra II, and Honors English II. The Honors one isn't my fault though because I do all the homework but she is just a seriously harsh grader, UGH! I don't like her. I really actually like Algebra, but I just procrastinate the homework until I don't get it anymore and then I fail the test. Chemistry, I don't know, sometimes I sleep in that class because I have it second period & I am just always tired. I always think the stuff is easy when the teacher does it until I get home & then I'm like wtf? I don't know, I need to try harder. I really want to get all A's & B's by the end of the semester. I'll let myself get two C's but absolutely no D's, that's ridiculus. I have never had a D in my life until now, and its all my fault, no one elses, with the exception of my english teacher.
I feel kinda guilty today because I told my Dad last weekend I would go to church with him this weekend but I never did. I always act like I am a huge devoted Catholic but then I always try to get out of church & I know that's not right. I really need to change that!
I got two new Clique books but then I realized I got them out of order! Ugh! I was so mad. I got Sealed with a Diss & Bratfest at Tiffany's and forgot to get It's Not Easy Being Mean, I was like SHOOT!
I feel like, stressed all the time. A few years ago, my Dad gave me a credit card, I don't use it very frequently but when I do, he pays the bill and then I have to pay him back but its just a hassle. I want to pay it and my car insurance bill myself, but I have to have like, a checking system or debit card or something, and at the bank I go to, you have to be 18 to have that type of thing. So I'm like screwed. I owe my parents $500 each, $1000 together, but I get about $250-300 per paycheck at my jobs. So I figure, if I put aside $100-150 every paycheck, and put it in the bank, and then I can earn interest and then pay them back, that would be good. But my Mom just told me I have to pay my $500 car insurance bill by the end of April. How does she think that's gonna happen when I have $50 in the bank? Sometimes, I think she's nuts. I don't understand why my parent's could've waited for me to work a few months and earn some money and then give me my car insurance to start paying. They gave it to me before I even had a job, and I'm like, uh, how do you think I'm gonna pay for this?
Work at the ice cream parlor is going good. I like all the people I work with, they are all really nice and friendly. I like my managers, one of them more than the other. I am kinda scared of one of them. There is about five guys total that work at my store. Two of them are really cute, I'll call them Dan & Greg. I really like Dan. He's super hilarious. He always flirts with me too. Like bumps into me on purpose and teases me and stuff. He always calls me 'homie', but I think he calls everyone that. lol He tries to be gangster. He is a year older than me, so it's pretty perfect..too bad he has a fricken girlfriend. She came in to the store once. She's pretty. I was like darn it, can't I ever catch a break? My friend Paul is constantly flirting with me and it's grossing me out. I still cannot tell whether he is gay or straight, but I guess he's being straight right now. I think that he thinks I like him, but I totally do not. The other weekend, Colin, Paul, and Massie came over to my house and we got in the hot tub and when we were changing back into our clothes, Massie and I were waiting for the bathroom so we were chilling in the living room, and Paul walks out with his shirt still off, and he had like, a nasty old t-shirt, and it was like a friggen belly shirt, it was SO short. I wanted to die laughing. And he is kinda fat too, and like not muscular. He always talks about how he goes to the YMCA everyday after school, and I just think, 'Uhm, it's not working'. Seriously.
I bought Alvin and the Chipmunks yesterday. I love that movie. It's hilarious. I seriously need to pre-order the Camp Rock stuff. I can't wait until my Jonas Brother tickets come! They were friggen $160 for two. I'm like, my word! The things I'll do for those boys! I got a new magazine yesterday also, that had like 10 huge posters of them, I was so stoked. I hung them up on my wall.
Have you guys ever watched the Miley & Mandy Show on YouTube? It's friggen hilarious. & Where ever they do the videos, that room is gorgeous! I love how it has like polka dot things on the wall that are like irredecent. Its so pretty. I love that show! Go watch it! & I also discovered a new site, ODETOGREATNESS! Go check her out. She has a neat idea for the site, I wanna see if she will feature one of my sites!! That'd be so tight.
I learned some depressing news. I guess like 3 of the airlines that fly to Hawaii, went bankrupt, so the other airlines that still fly there are jacking up their prices. My Mom said we probably arn't gonna go until October now, which is fine, but I don't want to be stuck in Illinois all summer. My Dad said were probably gonna go to Florida to visit my Grandma & Aunt but, ugh, I have been to Florida, like a bajillion times. Florida is awesome, but I like places that are like culturally different, like Mexico, Hawaii, even California and New York is different. Florida just seems blah to me. Sorry Floridians.
So member that charm I was telling you about. Well they don't friggen make it anymore! I was so mad! I'm gonna look for it on eBay. I really want it. My Dad let me return the other one, but I want one! I thought about getting like a little summer-y charm to represent me going to Hawaii, but wtf? I guess were not going anymore until fall so what's the point? | | |
| (04-08-2008)
STRUTTIN: Grey Gap Peacoat, Blue HCO Knit & HCO Super-Flare Jeans
WATCHIN: Life Of Ryan, Rob & Big
MUNCHIN: Yellow Stride Gum
LOCATION: Small Town, Illinois
FEELIN: Accomplished
   
Howdy! Guess what? I got two new books today, on my list they are numbers 5 & 6! I am super excited to read them! Also, my Daddy suprised me & bought me a charm for my charm bracelet. CLICK! He got it for me in celebration of my new job at the ice cram parlor. They didn't have an ice cream cone, so he went for the next best thing. I wish they would've had the ice cream, because it is cuter & more fitting. CLICK! But I don't think I will return it unless I ask him first.
Today was pretty boring, like most school days. We don't have school on Friday though, so technically today was Wednesday & tomorrow is Thursday. I like to think like that because it seems to make the week go faster. I went to the library with my friend Paul today because we have a HUGE research paper due next month and we wanted to find some books and stuff. My paper is on Robert Frost.
I am super tired for some reason. I just want to go to bed, thank goodness I didn't have homework!
I haven't updated in a while, so you guys didn't get to hear about my busy, busy weekend. I forget what I did Friday, and I didn't really do anything Sunday I don't think.
Saturday: Went to the mall with my friends Massie, Paul, & Massie's Boyfriend Colin. It was fun. We ate sushi and it was pretty delicious. My friend Paul was being extremely annoying though. He just got his license so he wants to drive EVERYWHERE & I am an independant person, so I like to drive myself, but he drove us and talked about stupid Europe the whole time. Ugh, so sick of hearing about Europe. We went into Aeropostale and he has this grudge against Aero, he thinks its the grossest store ever and will not, I repeat, WILL NOT step foot into it, literally. He just stood outside the store texting someone while we shopped inside. It was so stupid. We made sure to take our time, which was funny. He didn't like that. Then, that night I went to a Sweet Sixteen for my "friend" MK. All my 'old friends' were there and it was kinda awkward, they still act like nothing ever happened between us. I will tell you about that some other time. & I didn't really want to go to the party because she told me that Massie, Paul, & Colin were invited and then, basically, took it back, so I was pretty pissed and I felt guilty going when they couldn't. I stayed for like 20 mins. and then I went back to my house because my Mom was having a party and I invited Massie, Colin, and Paul over. We ate a ton of food and then got in the hot tub. All we talked about was God, thanks to Paul. He loves to push my buttons. He doesn't really believe in God or anything & he likes to put me down because I am Catholic. He gets in these long speeches and then is like "What do you think?" and I'm like, Uhm, I think you should shut the eff up! lol I don't really say that, but I wanted to. Like I said before, I'm tired so I am going to bed! Laytah. OH! && if you haven't been to my Jonas Fanfic site yet, please visit it && subscribe, I need THREE more subbers to put up the next chapter! I swear I will sub back! Thanks! HEREWECOMEAGAIN!
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| (04-01-2008)
STRUTTIN: White Aero Tank, Blue VS PINK! Zip-Up & Snowflake Aero PJ's
ROCKIN: With You by Chris Brown
MUNCHIN: Nothing
LOCATION: Small Town, Illinois
FEELIN: Wishing I Felt Tired
   
Hey girls. Just a bit about my day. It was kinda rainy and blah. It was pretty dark in the morning. I like rain, but sometimes it depresses me. I had a bunch of homework but I managed to get it all done somehow. Jonas Brothers are gonna be on Ellen tomorrow, don't miss it! Unfortuately, for me, it comes on right when I get out of school so I asked my Dad to tape it but he doesn't think it's gonna work. All around it was a pretty depressing day. I saw some pictures of my husband, Joe Jonas, with his costar from J.O.N.A.S, check out the pictures. CLICK! It's pretty depressing! I want him to be happy, but I want him to be happy with me! On the lighter side of things though, I did manage to snag some decent tickets for me and my Best Friend Massie to the August 24th concert in Chicago, IL. I hope we get to meet them. That would make my year! I'm setting a goal for myself to try and meet them at least once a year. Think I can do it? If I stalk them enough I'm sure it'll happen! I was in my room doing my Math listening to Barbie Girl by Aqua and I got up and started dancing around and stuff and I don't know why, but for some reason, my brain thinks I'm prettier than I am. You know what I mean? Like, I feel pretty awesomely gorgeous, but I'm not. I mean, I'm average I guess. Hah. But I feel so super pretty when I am by myself..anyone else feel me here? I don't know, I have high self-esteem around myself? lol I don't know, it's weird. I was also just thinking about life while sitting on the computer listening to the Jonas Brothers. Seriously, I always think about how like life can just be so short, and you are here one minute and could be gone the next. I always fall asleep saying, Tomorrow, I'm gonna be a better person, but it never happens. Lately, I have been reminicing to the old Nick Jonas classics including I Will Be The Light, Higher Love, Dear God, and most importantly, Appreciate. Seriously, you need to listen to this song. I don't care if you've heard it before or not, go to YouTube & pull it up and before you play it, pull up the lyrics on Google and read the words as he sings them. I almost always bawl my eyes out when I hear this song. If you really listen and think about what he is saying, you will be moved. This song truely inspires me to be a better person. So! Tomorrow, well actually today, it's about 1am where I am, anyways, I am striving to be a better person. Compliment people, try to pay attention in class ( I'm not making any promises about that one!), help my mom out after school, and just try and be a better person, like Nick Jonas. That kid, I don't even know what to say about him, he is my role model. I just want to meet him and be like, OMJ, you are amazing. Hopefully, I would say something a little more deep than that but..I don't know. Listen to that song, trust me. All I have to say is guys, tomorrow, take the time to appreciate the little things in life. Apologize to that person you've been mad at, no matter how hard, do something nice for your parents even if you don't want to, be nice to your siblings and compliment that nerdy girl at school. Life is too short, use the time you have before it fades, show your love today. You could make someones day. My Health Teacher was telling my class about this kid who was a new kid in school. He had moved around a lot and had no friends. One day, at his new school, he took everything out of his locker and started carrying it home. Well, he dropped everything and this other kid came over and helped him, and he was like, Do you walk this way? And the other kid was like, Yeah. So the other kid was like, I'll help you carry your stuff home. So they walked all the way to the new kids house and talked and became friends. Well that new kid was gonna kill himself, but then that one kid, totally changed his life just by a simple gesture and being friendly. The kid decided not to kill himself. That's a true story. I want to be that kid. I want to change someone's life, I want to do something great. The only thing that is holding myself back, is, myself. So tomorrow (today sorta), I am really gonna try to be a better person, even if it is just a small thing. I hope you will all try to do the same.  | | |
| (03-29-2008)
STRUTTIN: Grey Striped Aero Tank & Grey HCO Zip-Up & Snowflake Aero PJ's
ROCKIN: Move On [LIVE] by Jonas Brothers
MUNCHIN: Green Stride Gum & Glacier Mist Water
LOCATION: Small Town, Illinois
FEELIN: Extremely Bored
   
So I am super bored. I thought about making layouts for my layout sites, but that doesn't sound like fun, it sounds like work. & I tried playing Sims, but even that is too boring. I just want my next Clique book. Too bad my, UGH, Mother, forgot to tell me that the library called saying that the book was in so I could come get it. I could be reading it right now if she would've remembered. I seriously need to do my homework, seriously! I am banning myself from Xanga until I get it done. I ordered a dress from Delia's & I hope it will come tomorrow because I really want to wear it to school on Monday. Can you believe that it's already like April? Just 2 more months and no school. I cannot wait. My family is going to Hawaii. I am so excited for a) the shopping, b) the ocean, c) the tanning, & d) the cute surfer boys. YAY! Anyone else going anywhere cool? I think I am going to go write another chapter for my Jonas fanfic, herewecomeagain. I am feeling Jonas-y. I need more subscribers. I put on there that it takes 5 subbers per chapter & I didn't think that was a lot, but I have 11 subbers & like 5 of them are my own sites! UGH! How frustrating. I also think I'm gonna go make some outfits for my site couture_store. I neglect that site so much. Anyone listen to Radio Disney today? I seriously hate that station because they always play the same songs over and over again and they have tons of advertisements for contests and other stupid stuff. I am a Hits One girl. If you don't have Sirius Radio, you probably have no clue what I am talking about. But anyways, I listened to Radio Disney for 6 straight hours today and it was sheer torture. I wasn't sure what time the Jonas Brothers were gonna get on and I didn't want to miss it. I think they only stayed on for like a hour or so and they only took like 3 calls. I tried to call over and over again but I never got through. Like I have said in previous posts, I am not that lucky. Anyways, the boys did good, they talked about their tour mainly. It was super funny. When Nick was talking, he accidently let out a burp and it was so funny. Then Kevin burped and it was super loud. Major props Kevin. Haha. They talked about how Nick is gonna run for President in 2038. I know I'll be voting for him! & Joe is gonna be the Secretary of Parties. Haha. I'd deff. go to his parties!! Wouldn't that be funny if Nick seriously ran? Haha. Don't forget! Tomorrow tickets go on sale to the public for the Burning Up Tour. I am not letting myself get excited because I doubt that I will get tickets. I'm not even going to try for tickets, my Step-Dad is. I bet all the good tickets are already gone. Did everyone see the Jonas Brothers new YouTube video? It's pretty hilarious. I watched it like 80,000 times. I love it. My phone broke again. I went to Verizon & they ordered me another one, for free! SCORE! & My Dad got pizza for dinner! DOUBLE SCORE! & My Dad, aw, he's so nice. He brought me home a TigerBeat which had 3 super cute Jonas posters in it. So I got inspired and went to my Mom's house where all my Jonas stuff is & I took down all my Jonas posters and now I am redoing it. Here is some pictures of random stuff.
My Dog Maggie
Inside My PurseThe Shoes My Mom Bought MeMEEE!!
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hmm, what can I say about myself? well my name is Paige and I turned sixteen on December 11th, don't forget that date. I pretty much just discovered this whole 'blogging' thing. I have been on Xanga for years, but I never really talked about my life. I really like it when people comment, I will always comment back. & I think its really flattering when people subscribe, I will always sub back! I do love things other than blogging though! I have three pets; one cat, Gracie, and two Shelties, Emma and Maggie. I love them to death. My parents are divorced and I have a Step-Dad. My Dad is super strict and will not let me do anything, ever. He still treats me like I'm five. I'm his little girl, his princess. Me and my Mom are sometimes best friends and sometimes we fight. People say we get along and fight so much because we are so much alike. A lot of people say that when they talk to me, it's just like talking to my mom. I also have a older Half Sister. She is seven years older and is extremely gorgeous and not like me at all. She was super popular in high school and was on homecoming court. She always has a Boyfriend and never stays home alone, she is always out. I have a little Brother too, whom I love to pick on. He can be extremely annoying but he isn't like most teenage boys. He really likes Elvis, and even though he's almost in eighth grade, he spends all his time with my Dad. They are best friends. He really loves playing war and is obsessed with baseball and the Yankees. He also loves video games, especially Halo, which has grown on me. If you get on Xbox Live, look me up at Terry61240 or Chuck571, don't ask about the names. I also have two Step Brothers, one is gay and annoying while the other is married and lives in Montana. I have seen him three times in my life. I am extremely religious. I go to Catholic church even though I was baptized Presbyterian. I have been wearing a purity ring for three years and I wear a cross necklace a lot. I'm pretty much addicted to shopping and designers and expensive things but don't judge me and say that I'm materialistic. I work for everything I buy, everything. I have two jobs and I get almost all A's in school. I'm pretty smart, but I'm not a nerd, not that there is anything wrong with nerds! I like technology, cell phones, iPods, computers. My favorite stores include the usual like Abercrombie, Hollister and I am addicted to Von Maur. I live in a small town so we don't have stores like Nordstroms, Bloomingdales, etc. I really want to make something of myself and get out of the small town I live in. I really want to be a model but no one on earth knows that. I haven't told anyone because I am extremely self concious about the way I look and yes, I care about what people think of me. I can't help it, sorry. I also would like to be a fashion designer, but my Dad doesn't support that idea. I am engaged to Joe Jonas okay? Get used to it. Seriously, I have the worst case of Obsessive Jonas Disorder. Their faces line my walls, and my heart. I really do take it personally when people say mean things about them. I really love them. Really. One thing I seriously hate is those mean, beyotchy girls at my school who think they are so cool. I feel like the Claire Lyons at my school. I hate those girls for how they act, but no matter how hard I try, I want to be friends with them. I want to know what it feels like to have everyone love you and have everyone think you're gorgeous. I am old fashioned. I love old movies and I do like role plays a lot, and make up stories in my head when I'm alone. I love to dance, but that is another thing no one knows about me. I keep a lot of things inside because I am afraid of what people would say. Just because I'm a tall, skinny, white girl doesn't mean I can't dance. I currently don't have a boyfriend and I don't think there will be one coming around anytime soon. I am pretty much a hopeless romantic. I think of super cute things I wish a guy would do for me, and I really hope that when I get married, I will marry a romantic guy. That is one of my biggest things that I look for in a guy. Cute, funny, romantic. & he has to be supportive of the Jonas Brothers. I don't care if he likes them or not but he has to be able to stand them. I listen through their CD at least once a day! My friends always make fun of me and them but I don't care. What can I say, I'm blinded by love. I also really like Miley Cyrus. I think she is extremely gorgeous and funny. She dresses super cute & I want to be her friend man! I have a best friend, she is really cool. I have had friend problems in the past. I was friends with these girls for ten years, that's a long time man. And then all of a sudden, they stopped calling me and inviting me to places, it was really dirty. I still miss them every once and a while but my life is a lot better without them. I used to cry everyday when I friends with them, now I don't. I really like designer handbags and shoes. Designer clothes, yah, their cool, but you can get fat or lose weight and then, guess what? They don't fit. You can't grow out of a handbag and once you get to a certain age, you don't grow out of shoes either! The most I have ever dropped on a pair of shoes was $120 for a pair of Kenneth Cole Pumps, and it was totally worth it, I love them. The most I ever dropped on a handbag was $300 for a Marc by Marc Jacobs Nylon Duffle. I love watching American Idol, Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy, and anything on MTV, E!, Disney Channel, and HGTV, or any kind of modeling or designing show. Since I am into fashion I love my magazines. I have been subscribed to Teen Vogue, Seventeen, and CosmoGirl for years. I love reading the other ones like Elle, Vogue, and Lucky but there is two reasons I don't subscribe to them; One, the stuff in there is super expensive and I can't afford it & Two, the clothes and stuff are mainly for women, not teenagers, so they arn't really fitting for people my age. I am a serious procrastinator and I will do homework and things I need to do at the last second. I don't really know what else to say about myself. I love life and the Jonas Brothers, they keep me living and whenever I'm down, just listening to them makes everything better. If there is something that your passionate about, no matter what it is, don't let people put you down about it because as long as it makes you happy, that's all that matters. Remember that.