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Been a while, right? Yea, well this summer has been full of adventures! Let's see where to begin... Work - I LOVE MY JOB! Working at Windy City is SO much fun - I see SO many people that I haven't seen in FOREVER that come home for the summertime and need a bar to get drunk at on the weekends... HILARIOUS! Love life - Keith (: We're having a lot of fun together this summer - ALL NIGHTERS; BACKROADS; DEPRESSING MUSIC; LOOOOSSSERRRR; 12 YR OLD BAMBULANCE MAN... like I said - A LOT of fun! He's great and we're using each other! haha - I have a feeling things are about to be shaken up though.. Walt moves back TOMORROW! Yea - TOMORROW! (Which by the way is also his b*day) :) No telling what's going to happen now - I mean, it's me & Walt... reunited! TOGETHER EVERYDAY UNTIL NEXT MAY! I'm scared and excited all at the same time. I don't want to hurt anyone && especially don't want to get hurt. WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS! Take the good with the bad and smile with the sad, right?? RIGHT! :) Brighter note - US GIRLS went to the Ashlee Simpson concert Friday night and had SOOO MUCH FUN! I'm talking TOTALLY rocking out! I loved every second of it. It's just like being in the dark, with my closest friends, loud music, and not having a care in the world... what could've been better than that?! We've made SO many memories already this summer and it's only halfway begun! OH GOSH - my birthday... WOW - totally got tooooo drunk! (THANKS KEITH!) Had a semi crazy night... did the whole drunk ex texting and that completely didn't cause anything positive... DOES IT EVER?? lol - oh well! What else?? HMMM - I'm kind of ready for school to start back but then again I'm not - mixed emotions about that. I've SERIOUSLY got to buckle down and make good grades this time around though because if MS State saw my GPA on an app right now, they'd LAUGH IN MY FACE! Gotta work hard this semester so I can get out of this town and away from some of these people! I'm SOOO ready for FOOTBALL season! The Grove - GOING TO VISIT MY LOVERS AT STATE - Watching WALT & BILLY at NW! AHH so much fun! Ok dudes - I'm out of stuff to ramble about! I hope everyone is having a great summer & staying out of trouble! LOVE LOVE LOVE

HELLO BOYS & GIRLS THAT ACTUALLY CHECK XANGA

Things are going really well for me at the moment! Work is great, SUMMERTIME is fabulous, love life is going just wonderfully - everything is just PEACHY!

I hope you all are having a wonderful summer so far and continue to do that very thing!

i dunno....

....lost, incomplete, sad, confused, bitter, lonely

& at the same time

.... SO complete, happy, fulfilled, OVER IT ALL, excited about what the future holds

*MIXED EMOTIONS*

It's summer time and I hope it goes SO much better than anticipated... maybe things will end better than they have in the past... all grudges behind us - all the anger and hurt DELETED from our lives... I just want everyone to leave with a smile... a GENUINE smile

It's a prayer and a simple wish upon a star moment....

-am i even making sense tonight??

Life is GREAT!

- Ok sooo I'm very sad about tomorrow being the last day of my freshman year... last night me, Walt, Mi'chel, and Billy all went to the penis bridge for a final time and it was just really sad. I can't believe Mi'chel is leaving me next year. I'm going to be lost.... This summer is going to be one of the greatest ever though.... and I'm excited for what is coming!

Things are good - Things are  hectic...

I love my new job! Speaking of... I have to go get ready for work tonight!

Love you all dearly and wish you all the best of times :)

To all of this years graduating seniors:

*My wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to. Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, you never need to carry  more than you can hold. And while you're out there getting where you gettin to... I hope you know somebody loves you... and wants the same things too... YEA this... IS MY WISH*                 -Love you guys & gals

So... Things have been pretty weird to say the least. Thought the drama was over... posted a comment on MYSPACE about someone that's on MINI*ME's bad list, and someone else thought it was to them... "HERE WE GO... HERE WE GO AGAIN...."  Craziness. I think it's all taken care of... Then again, I thought everything from last week was over too until last night. Guess I just need to... "grow some balls???" LOL - no thanks! Oh Well.... no feelings hurt there - I mean yea last night I had another crying rage and stayed with Julianna and we did our usual MIDNIGHT thing but ya know...I'm better now. I talked to *HIM* for a little while... Guess that helped some... I don't really know.. but we'll see.... 

I'm just so tired of all of the stupid stuff. I can't remember the last time I went through stuff like THIS... I don't believe I EVER HAVE!!!!!  First semester I had an ordeal with Chelsea but that wasn't even an ordeal... we got over it. That was prob the last spat I've had... then I couldn't even tell you anything before that... I'm very easy to get along with... I'm not near as vindictive as people have made me out to be... But then that's life, people always trying to put others down to make themselves feel good... Oh well! Anyways... over that!

Last night I started talking to one of the guys I graduated with. We were always friends... and hung out... but last night it was different.... and VERY weird I might add.... But it definately helped my situation out - made me feel a lot better! THANKS MAN!

I'm off work today and that's FABULOUS news! After I get out of classes I'm taking a LOOOONG nap!!! I still haven't recovered from the weekend...  Then I'm in diar need of a shopping spree!!! I love you alll verryyy much!!! Hope everyone is having a fantastic week!