Get a Myspace its better.....http://www.myspace.com/bhssoccer2008...Alrighty then i am out lada fools!!!!

Josh

Hey, Girls and boys whats going on? Nm here just getting ready for school. Things have got'n  alot better since the last time i wrote in here. I am over her really!!!! I am so glad i moved on because i am meeting new people and haveing fun!! Well lets c this week has sucked becasue we had exams. Havent really done much because of them lol. Had to study only a lil bit lol. But Wensday was sweet as we all know a 2hr delay and because of it we missed our first exam. And they were already setting up for lunch when we got there at 10:15. Then we went to first period and then went to lunch then to our last exam and left at 1:30. Man was that sweet wish all days were like that. lol Also today i get to leave school at 10:30 because my last exam is office aid so of course there is no exam in there only get my buss. credit glad that is done lol. Then i am going to go to lunch with the guys. Then we are jsut going to hang out. All i have been doing this week is soccer soccer soccer. We have had so many pracctices it crazi like ALOT of them but atleast i am staying in shape lol. Well Nm more has happened since my last entry like i said because of exams. Well im out for now lada. Please Comment!!!!

Josh

Hey, Guys whats going on? Nm here just really depressed about some things going on in my life right now. Idk what it is. Maybe things are just finally catching up with me. But I do know one thing that really makes me feel really depressed.....Meagan braking up with me!!!!! My life has officially hit rock bottom and it sucks ass. Only if people knew what I was going through right now. I think this is the worst my life has ever got’n literally. All I have been up to is thinking about every thing. Mostly about Meagan and what I did to lose her and what I did wrong. Also trying to find that one way I could get her back. I miss not being with Meagan. She was so good to me and so amazing to be with. She was everything I could ask for she was perfect there was nuthing about her that I didn’t like. I couldn’t say that there was one time I was with her and didn’t have a good time or laugh till my abs hurt. I can still remember when I first meet/ saw  her. I was like WOW she is really hawt. Then went around asking people if they knew what her # was because I didn’t know her at all lol. But I ended up getting it after I talked to her. And little did I know what an Amazing girl she was. I also remember when the phone calls last for hours. Till 2 or 3 in the morning. I would be at School thinking to my-self I cant wait till I get home and can call Meagan!!! I would call her every day for about 2 or 3 weeks straight. Then asking her out.....man was I the happiest guy ever when she said YES!!!!!!   Anyways I personally thought everything was going good in our relationship. But then WHAM it slammed me in my face. I also though that we were perfect for each other. I miss her like crazi you guys just don’t understand. I love her to death and just want her back. And for everything to go back to normal. If I had one Wish it would be to have HER BACK!!!!!!! Well im out for now lada. Comment!!!!

WANT HER BACK LIKE NO OTHER!!!

Josh  

Hey, Girls and Boys whats going on? Well i havent been up to much lately just school and everything nuthing new there we all hate it lol. But ya friday i did nuthing just stayed home like a loser. Then Sat. i woke up went to the mall got a bunch of new stuff from hollister and some other things i needed. Then i had to go up to my grandparents becasue i didnt Newyears night. Then i called Meagan and we talked for whille about stuff that has been happening between us. Then she told me that she wanted to to take a brake. I was SO sad really. I dont wana lose Meagan she is such an amazing girl. She is everything i could ask for and more. She is just so perfact for me. I Love Her So Much!!!! It seems like ever since i have been going out with her my life was getting better!! Plus when i am allways with her she makes me feel soo good about my self and i have so much fun with her. I never really realized what i had until i partly lost it ya know? I also never realized what a like guy i was to have her. It sucks i dont like it at all....i just dont know what to do about it....all i know is that i WANT HER BACK and things to be back to normal again!!! Well today i have a soccer game with the guys at 11:40. Then after that i have to rush around and go home and get ready. Then down to Cincianti for the bengals game i got a ticket for my b-day it was an early gift like thing. I will take some pics and then post them on here. Well i better be geting outa here because i have to go meet the guys for brakfast. So im out lada.

Wanting Her Back!!!

Josh

Hey, Girls anf Boys whats going on? Not feeling to well right now i think i have the flew. My temp right now is like 100. Well lets c what have i dont since my last entry. Tues. Night went to my game and we won 7-6 it was a close one. I got 3 goals and 1 asist so that was kool. Wed. Layed around all morning. Went to the mall with my aunt and my mom. Left them and went to hollister got a bunch of new shirts. Then ran into Austin and Jermey at lunch with them at the mall and hung out for a few. Then went to find my mom then we left. Thur. I did nuthing at all just sat around. Friday went to the mall with my dad and he got me some new stuff. Sat.Went to eat with my mom. Then went to kroger (Man there were alot of people there). Then got a call from Meagan asking me if i was going to go with her to her friends house. My dad said no at first because i had go c my g-maw because she is sick she has cancer and chemo and everything. But then my aunt called and was like he is a teenager he dont need to come up her with all us on new years. Then they said i could just go with Meagan.....I was so Happy. Thanks Step.I knew you could talk them out of it lol.Then meagan cam picked me up then we got over there and not many people were there than alot more people came. Jermey....Dude it was fun getting to hang out with you since we havent in a long time. Esp. with that vodca mixed in with that mountain dew lol. Meagan im sry i didnt tell you before you took a drink of it lol. The look on your face was priceless after you took a big swig of it lol. Thats y we were all staring at you when you picked it up lol. Then there was this Steven kid has to be the funniest kid i F'n Met in my whole life man this kid had me rolling all night. Then there was this other kid that came with steven and he drank some of mine and Jermey's drink with vodca in it. Like kinda of a lot and e was trying to act like he was drunk. There is just no way you can get drunk off sumthing that lil lol. But i do have to say it was funny.Then i tryed  shot of vodca and just about through up everywhere it was so nasty...never try it please take my advise!!! Then that was about all that went down New Years night it was a blast. Meagan baby i am glad i got to spend my New Year night with you it was Amazingly fun!!! I Love you so much babe you will never ever ever begin to understand how much i love you. I dont know what i would do w/o u i really really just dont know. W/o you i am not a whole person or a happy person. If i could give you the world then i would. You are so good to me and so sweet to me.You are my everything babe. You are everything i could ask for and more. I know i am such a lucky guy to have you. And so funny i think that is that most i have laughed in a long time and the most fun i have had in a long time. Sun. I woke up went to BOB Evens with my rents it was pretty good. Then went to look at new trucks for him i hope he gets a new one. So i can have his old on lol. Then today i feel like shit as i said earlyer i think i have the flew i was up all night throughing up every where it was so anoying. I have a temp of about 100. Meagan i will call you later babe. If i am not throughing up everywhere. Well thats is for now im outa here lada. COMMENT PLEASE!!!

I Love You Meagan!!!

Josh