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It's been a while, i hope i still have fans.
I was going to make another site but realized it wasn't worth it and i was gonna stick to this one.<3
and yes i will be updating a lot more.
here you have it, and merry xmas.

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We always inevitably find ourselves
wanting to run back to the ones we used to love,
for some reason, thinking it would work out
differently the second time around.



Just because I finally got over you,
doesn't mean there aren't days when
it all just comes rushing back.
 

i keep telling myself to apoligize. but there's nothing to be sorry for
i'm not sorry that i walked away, because you would have done it anyway.
and i'm not sorry about the things i said to you. because i meant it.
as hard as it is for me to not apoligize. i'm really not sorry. but i love you.

Being with all the girls in the world doesn't make you a man;
but making one girl feel like she is the world.
.....well, that does.







There's a big fucking world out there.
It's messy, and it's chaotic, and it's never, it's never ever the thing you'd expect.
It's ok to be scared but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole,
not when it comes to the people that really love you, the people that need you.
-In The Land of Women<3

Remember, that the best relationship
is one where your love for each other is greater than your need for each other.

Pain is knowing
you are right for each other,
just not right now.

I've been lonely tonight.
I've been fighting the urge to text him and tell him that I miss him.
I don't want him to know anymore.
i wonder if he misses me at all or if he is just glad that I've finally let him go.
It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that, but I just want to be able to see him without it hurting.
I don't want him to be out of my life forever. I don't want him to forget me.
He was my first love and I was his.
That's got to mean something, right? I wish things had been different. I wish he still loved me.