i’ve learned a lot over the last few months .. through fake smiles and unseen tears .. friends aren’t always forever .. love doesn’t always last .. happy moments go away fast .. so enjoy the things that go on now .. cause the good shit never lasts ...

i guess what hurts the most isn't that i don't have you.. it's at one point, i did. it's that i can go to sleep missing you, dream i'm with you, then wake up, and realize once more that i don't have you. maybe what hurts the most is not that i'm no longer enough.. but at one point, i was.

you spend 12 years of your life trying to learn how to live, but everytime you try to live you're told that you're wrong. then everyone you've grown to love is taken away and shattered. that's what they should teach us in school. to say good-bye && let go

nobody understands how much I miss you.
I miss how much we used to talk. & I miss
all the things we used to do ... I try not to
admit it to myself that I still feel this way ...
nobody knows that I still wake up thinking
of you each day .. I still think of you and I
really do miss you. I would give everything
I have to be everything that we're not. </33

have you ever thought.. whenever you get proposed to by the one you love, who is the first friend you will call and tell? if you were to move away, who is the friend that will always call you? if you had a wedding to go to and you didn't have a date, who is the first friend you will call and see if they want to go with you? if you get bored one night, who is the first friend that you talk to? when you have a party to go to, who is the first friend to pop into your head, when you die, what friends are going to be at your funeral?

How would you know if he really loves you?
It’s when you scream, he’s calm.
When you slap him, he kisses you.
When you cry, he hugs you.
When you tell him you hate him,
he tells you he loves you

okay. i miss you like hell. i do. i dont want to. really i dont. and after all this time..i still daydream about you. everything seems to remind me of you. is this supposed to mean something? i miss you so much.. everyone says i can do better...but what the hell..maybe i dont want to do better. i loved you. will all my fucking heart. i dont go a day without thinking about you. i just want things to be the way they used to be.

& yet she sits there SMiLiNG
regardless of her fake friends
regardless of the guys she`s loved
&the hearts that were b r o k e n but yet
you will never ever break her ever

In your life you will meet one guy unlike any other...you can talk to him and never get bored...tell him everything and never get judged. Smile...and get butterflies everytime you see his face...hear his name of voice. This person is a best friend...boyfriend...or true love.

Never doubt that I love you...I need you more than you know...I wish I could hold you forever and never let go. You prove it more everyday that we were meant to be, so believe me when I say you are the one for me...

I want a boy who will give me his favorite sweatshirt, and he will always whisper something sweet in my ear...and even if we are a hundred years old...butterflies will still go crazy inside of me..

If you love someone more than anything then distances only matter to the mind...not the heart..

I love being with you..I do not have to work hard to impress anyone...you know all of my faults. I can cry in front of you and you will just hold me until I stop...or I can laugh so hard I cry and you will laugh will me until we are both crying and it is perfect sometimes we do not have to say anything..just being together is enough...even though we know everything about each other we still never run out of things to talk about. You are always there for me whether to hold me or laugh with me...you have been with me through everything and I can not imagine ever not having you in my life. I love having you in my life...forever is what I have always imagined myself sharing with you.

I am falling for the guy with those big brown eyes...
I am falling for the guy for what he has on the inside..
I am falling for the guy who has looks and charm...
I am falling for the guy who has a girl on each arm.

Love [luhv] - Verb - Giving someone the ability to break your heart...but trusting them enough not to

Sometimes I feel a little jealous inside...imagining someone could please you more than me. I guess it is my insecurity, cause I know I am not the most beautiful...most fun...or most exciting person you will ever meet...But, I do know..no matter how long or far you search...you will never find a girl who loves you or cares about you the way I do...

You see her in the hallways...smiling and laughing...but you would never guess that she goes home and cries herself to sleep every night.

This one's for the girls. `
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who've wished apon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are. <3

50 THiNGS Y0U SH0UlD KN0W AB0UT GUYS
1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up
as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never
mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying,  "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.