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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 23:44:08 GMT

You've been the only thing in the world thats right

So how can we be so wrong?

I want to wake up with you wrapped around me

In a perfect world

The world would be perfect

But in this world...

There is no pain without joy

No joy without suffer

No suffer without freedom

and there is nothing without you.

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 12:37:20 GMT

oh yea and my birthday is on saturday and hey mshottie youve violated your terms of agreement so i can't reply although id like to cause hey if we are alike maybe you can help me. ... cuz i think im going crazy!!!!

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 12:35:05 GMT

People suck. No! Assholes suck why do i love them so much?????? Maybe i enjoy being treated like shyt??? I am an asshole if i was and acctual anus i would be like 5 inches in diamiter!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 01:07:40 GMT

If I ever see a shooting star again, I will turn away.

Cold, dark, sunday morning in summer.

Me and you on a roof.

What eles is new?

I missed them all

"LOOK!" you'd say but I was to busy looking at you

hoping you'd kiss me

but you never did.

Thats okay I think because i'll have you again someday

As i had you all to myself before

And this time I won't hurt you again

But without words...

you show me that you won't take that chance

So i lay on your shoulder and hold back my true feelings

There is nothing to say

"LOOK!"

and i turn silently and slowly and i saw it

It made me want to cry

My first, my only

There is nothing to say

And time has run out

And if I ever see you again , I will turn away.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 00:42:36 GMT

So I haven't made an entry in sooo long nothing really new has gone on i made a new rfriend her name is maya you'll be hearing alot about her if i find the patients to keep this going. so quick summary of my latest happinings No Denis a Lil val but she was gone by the time i cam back with the army. NUTS! A lil mike also but since i fucked up his girlfriend no much "You aiint never seen a bitch like me ever in your life!" ANd that was fun. I have learned alot about my sel and the people ive surrounded myself with in the past few months. Most of which i don't like but what is ther for me to do i am only 16 can't move away yet!

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 13:43:47 GMT

People who point at their wrist while asking for the time. I know where my watch is buddy, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the bathroom is?

People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.

When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Screw off. What good is a goddamn cake if you can't eat it? What, should I eat someone else's cake instead?

When people say "It's always in the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?

When people say, while watching a movie "Did you see that?" No dicknose, I paid $9.00 to come to the theatre and stare at the frigging ceiling up there. What did you come here for?

When something is "new and improved", which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it.

When a cop pulls you over and then asks if you know how fast you were going? You should know asshole, you frigging pulled me over.

When people say "Life is short." What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What? Are they going to do something that's longer?

When people ask "Can I BORROW a piece of paper?" Sure, but please don't return the favor! It's one god damn piece of paper!

When you are waiting for the bus and someone ask you "Did the bus come yet?" If the bus came I would not be standing here asshole!

People who ask "Can I ask you a question?" Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya buddy?

bc_32_new_miami

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 02:30:07 GMT

So me krystyna and mike went to the barch again today and it was fun im at krystynas house and mike is here so im gonna go befor he gets up here and reads my shyt!

oh yea and we didn't hykack anything this time!

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 20:13:54 GMT

so me and Mike got back together and he starts job corps on monday which is cool fo him i am very proud of him. ive been able to steer clear of freddy who got arrested for the 3rd tyme in one month someone is gonna kill that kid and i will not be there!

the other night me and mike and space went to the village and took some kick ass pics than space went home and me and mike went to coney island whitch was like a ghost town i splashed around in the water in a bra and thong *that mached thank god* and some people came and splashed with me michael hates cold water so he really wasn't feeling it i wanted to get out of the water but couldn't becaue of my bare ass so michael let me wear his shirt which i thought was very very cute!oh so we got beer split up with the 3 people and got drunk lol met up with them got more drunk and hyjacked the cyclone *YES REALLY WE HYJACKED THE CYCLONE!!! WE TURNED IT ON AND GOT IT MOVING not completley but still HOW FUCKING COOL IS THAT I BET YOUVE NEVER DONE IT!* Had a great day monday! I miss jane! OH and last night i chilled with claires brother paul hehehehe we're supposed to go to the beach this week. i am about to get my papers from my boss and it feels good to be on my way i feellikemary tyler moore "Im gonna make it after all."well im gonna go now

~ttyl~

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 21:49:14 GMT

SO me and mike are talking again and i think we might get back together because i got really drunk last night with him and asked him out and he said he'll get back to me. I got paid and bought lots of clothes and a pair of sneakers that are so comfy heheme! i put a tent on my roof which is good shelter for the rain thats been terrible latley nothing new is really going on oh today is penny and ckos b-day penny is 18 and cko is 17 i can't wait tili get paid next week im gonna get my tattoo!!!!! a butterfly with a bee prolly i dunno but ima go now ill check in later

Monday, May 24, 2004

Mon, 24 May 2004 04:21:32 GMT

Michael broke up with me last night for no apparent reason besides to make freddy happy i don't understand how he could be so cold to me he said he wanted to stop hanging out late blah blah blah one of the reasons i wanted to be with himis because we are both in the same point of our lives that we could still just have eachohther after ged and jobs and bullshyt came our way i can't belive this bullshyt i know hes an asshole but i still miss him terribly i don't know whats wrong with me. what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger and i'm like arnold da gobernor 20 years ago now.

"Sometimes i can eat all the candy in the world, but feel tired."

-Jenn