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Name: eLiShA
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 6/23/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: I LiKE 2 gO oUt..LoVe 2 sUrF...sLeEpiN..TaLkIn oN tHe pHoNe...HaNgIn wIth fReNds....WaTcHiN mOvIeS..sInGiN.....DaNcIn....ThE LiSt cOnTiNuEs....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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AIM:  XxSupadupaflyxX2
Yahoo:  redroxypnay
Member Since:
7/3/2003
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| Sometimes love can hurt so much! Love is painful and it is also blind! Love is something that confuses you and ur partner! You don't knoe if they love you or if you love them. When you have fallen in love.....and then you get heartbroken....it HURTS....its PAINFUL!!! It feels like you don't want to live anymore...like you wish that u never fell in love! Sometimes love can last forever and sometimes love cant last forever.....for the person that you love the most.....sometimes you cant explain to them how much u love them because you cant! You don't knoe how to show them the love that u have for them because you scared to get HURT once agen! Where do i find the words to tell you that mahal na mahal kita! Sana alam mo na Mahal na mahal kita baby ko! It hurts so bad......that i don't have you beside me anymore! Its hard to forget about that memories that we share! Its hard because we shared a lot of memories! We went everywhere together...i have introduce you to mah family already!!! What else can i do....im hurting inside but i don't want to tell you...i dont want you to knoe! I want to call u so bad....but how can i.....all u will hear is mah crying voice! I want to hear your voice once agen without fighting....where we laugh together and share memories about our past...about what had happened to us! The first time we met...the first kiss....and how we met!! haha =) I miss you baby........i miss everything about u! How can this happen? WE just saw each other....we were just together....we were just happy......how can this be? Why does it that i have to fall in love so hard?How can i stop this broken heart of mine from falling.....from falling in love! Please help me.....give me ur love once agen! Tell me that you will never leave me.....tell me that u will always be here for me!!!Miss na miss na kita mahal ko! Sana alam mo na mahal kita and miss na kita......i hope ur here holding me......telling me that u will always be here for me...and that u will never give me away to someone else! That no one can have me except for u mahal ko! U knoe that i love u....u knoe that i care....u knoe that i will always be here for you! I still want u i still need u!!! Where are u now?? I cant do anything anymore! What would i do if i saw u with another girl? How would i feel if she was in ur arms? I cant do it....mah heart wont beable to take it...........i don't want another girl kissing those lips......i don't want any girl hugging u....i don't want another girl....telling you that they love you and u telling them that u love them! I cant do that......please........mah heart wont beable to take it!Stay here with and lets start over.......will i beable to find someone like u or better? But the thing is that i don't want another....i want u!!! | | |
| Let me see.....first i wanna say Happy New Years 2 EVERYBODY!!!!I didn't do much....but let me see......mah babes spend new years with me.......we actually stayed at home and watched movies and stuff!! We had fun...we also ate a lot and played board games hahaha how fun!!!!We were planning to go somewhere but then it was rainning hard so we decided to just stay at mah place........with the heater on and blankets and everything!!! It was nice!!!=) Actually it was the first time that i have spent New Years with mah bf!!!=)
I had 3 weeks off....and now i am going back 2 skool......actually i started today!!!=) DAmn it was hard getting up but it was harder getting 2 bed because i got use 2 sleeping late agen!!!! DAMN=) hahaha But anywayz....during mah break me and mah boo went out......and stuff!!! I had a good vacation.........i slept in and everything.....i would sleep late and wake up late.....i cant wait wen i am in college!!! Wow college!! hahaha =) Thats all i gotz to say so far!!Take care everyone!! Loves MUah =) | | |
| WElpz, let me see wat i did today........i woke up like around 12 something and took mah dog a shower!!! =) When i was done taking mah baby the dog a shower, i took a shower also!!!! =) When i was done i waited for Ralph becuase i wanted to get mah nails done!!! We went and i also did mah hair!!! Colored it..........it looks really nice!!! Neways.....after that we went home and i dressed up cause we had to go some place!!! I got ready and we went to a play at mah skool!!! It was a kewl play i liked it....took some pictures and ate a lil!!!! It started at 7pm and ended at 10pm!!!! I took ralph home and then i got home and ate!! I was soo hungry!!!! I saw lots of pple and i had so much fun but it was sooo cold outside.......but inside it was warm they warmed it!!!=) I had a blast............now i gotz to do hw so that 2morrow i can go bowling and i don't have to worrie about anything!!!! Nite nite everyone!!! Muah | | |
| On sunday hmmm i went bowling!! It was fun but we went to the one in Pasadena......it would be better in Covina cause iono!!! I think i got use 2 it!! But neways......i got home around 10pm and i had skool the next day!! GEtting ready for the tournament!!! TIghtness.....but yea!!!=) It got so expensive now....i mean its not even cheap like before...it use to be one dollar or watever and now its like 4 bucks but wen its 9pm its 3 dollars wow wat a difference!!
TOday i went to skool..........we have thursday and friday off tightness!!! We got out early today and not a lot of pple went to skool cause yea they were getting ready for THANKSGIVING!!!! Yup yup =) I got home rested for awhile and went to the football game at mah skool!! It started at 7pm but me and Ralph got there around 6 something!!! We wanted to get a good seat thats why we were early!!! DAmn i had to go to the bathroom so bad that i had to hold it through out the whole freakin game damn!!! hahaah =) its kewl though cause i had fun and everything else!!!! Oh yea ERHS WON we WON the finals!!! Yup yup it was 34 to 18 hahaha losers!!! We were on a roll but yea......it was the first time that ERHS had lights....i mean at nite with lights hehehe =) THey say that if a lot of pple come they will probably make it permanent!!! Tightness...it should be at nite cause its better that way!! I had fun though...........it was hella cold!!! I was freezing mah AZZ off hahaha =) I dropped off ralph and then decided to rent movies!!!! I rented about 4 and got home around 11pm!!! THen i went straight to mah room and wrote on mah blog.....wat i am doing now!! Getting hungry hmmm....wonder wat i should eat rite now!!!!! BUt yea thats all for now!!! Have a HAPPY THANKSGIVING | | |
| Why does love hurt so much?? Pple get hurt in so many ways no matter how long u have been with someone they tend to hurt u so much! Why do they do that wen they tell you that they love u? WHy do they change wen something changes? Are they getting sick of you or what is it? I was hurt so many times and i have gotten right back up agen.........even though i was with someone for so long i took is as he isn't the one for me! Loving someone with all ur heart is not good for your heart.......nor is it good to stay away with love....meaning u do need love but not so much where it can hurt so much.....where u can feel the pain! Don't let guys be ur world be able to show them that u are strong and that even though u love him.....and he leaves u that u can stand up agen and look at him once and never turn around agen...thats all u need!! U need to be able show urself that even though ur very weak in the inside do not show them in the outside....but wat u show them is the strength u have to move on! | | |
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