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| hey ya'll. Its felisha and im in alabama right now, so I can't update until NEXT monday. at the earliest. But I need some advice if ya'll are willing to help. Well I was re-united with my childhood best friend, Robert/ And he is funny, nice but still not a push over, and gorgeous from the inside out. I only get to see him until Friday night cause he leaves for vacation. Should I make a move? Cause he seems like he likes me. heres several quotes. Aa.How do you know,if your what he wants,or what he's replacing? Bb.Chances are always missed. First chances, second chances, last chances. They fly right past us; like fireflies, shooting stars & like a pretty butterfly. Even though you try to catch the chances, like you try to catch the fireflies, or whether you savor the precious moments, like when you see that shooting star, or even when you think about how that beautiful butterfly was once a vulnerable little caterpillar, it doesn`t make any of the chances seem any easier to catch, any easier to savor, or any closer. In fact, it makes them seem farther away. Harder to catch. Harder to savor. & harder to remember once they have passed. But that`s the thing about chances. They don`t want to be, caught, savored, or remembered, they just want to be chances. Things that happen in an instant. Like the firefly passing by, the shooting star soaring through the night sky, & the butterfly casually gliding by. & those few individuals who are lucky enough to catch a firefly, savor a shooting star or relate to the butterfly, are the few individuals who have deserved a chance.
Cc.
Because he has been a major part of your life, of course you'll miss him; it's perfectly normal. It's like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it out you're relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you does not mean you don't notice it. It leaves a gap, & sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It's going to take awhile, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it's going to hurt.
Dd.
I`m the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows ; Who will listen to a love song & see his face ; Who will look for him wherever she goes. I`m the type of girl who doesn`t get over things easily ; Who will beat herself up when someone doesn`t love her back ; Who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels she`s not good enough. I`m the kind of girl who can talk to a total stranger about anything & everything, but I can`t tell my best friend how much I`m hurting. I hate not being invited to parties only cause I feel so alone, & I can`t understand how I don`t have many friends. I`m the kind of girl who can pick herself up, & I can switch my feelings in a minute.But I`m also the type of girl who`s strong ; Who can cry her eyes out then forbid them to come back the next morning ; Who will blast some old pop song & sing at the top of her lungs cause she feels like it ; Who will be no one but herself
Ee.No matter what happens, I'm
going to take it. If I'm not happy,
I'm going to fake it. I've been
through backstabbers, boys and
lies and I've got a whole list of
bias that I dispise, so if you've
got my trust, don't lose it and if
you've got my love don't abuse it.
Ff.
Being skinny won't bring you attention, wearing makeup won't make you prettier, dying your hair won't make you cooler, having lots of friends won't bring you trust, smoking or drinking won't bring you respect. It's about who you are, what you do; it's about how you act, if you're trustworthy, if you're loyal.
Gg.
Girls focus on improving their looks, not their minds,
Cause we know boys are stupid not blind
Hh.
I'll always be there for you & you'll always be there for me because that's what best friends do. We could have a huge fight & two seconds later you'd turn around to defend me if someone decided to say something mean, because that's what best friends do.
Ii.
i try to smile when i see other girls with you
acting like everything`s okay but you don`t
know how it feels to be so in love with someone
who doesn`t even know. my secret love.
Jj
go ahead, walk on by
you don`t know i`m alive.
maybe one day you`ll find
you should open your eyes.
-ashlee simpson.
Kk.
it's amazing what one person can do. some people build you up just to bend and break you. some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue existed. all throughout life we meet people and every single one of them brings something to us, gives us some sort of purpose. we come across people who hurt us so incredibly much that is seems impossible to go without them in our lives. but the truth is that we can over come anything we want if we believe in it enough. if we have faith in ourselves and who we are. the most important thing in life is to find yourself, know who you are at all times and stand by that for the rest of your life. no one has the right to try to tell you who you are or try to control your life because it's yours. your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. we sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinons on what we believe is true. only you know what's right for yourself. you have the power, you make the choices and you learn. each experience we go through in life is a lesson to be learned. we all make mistakes but what is that so hard for some people to understand? no one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. it's past news. everything happens for a reason and without hard times how would we realize our own true strength? it's only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can acually put up with and deal with before we eventually break | | |
| Hey! its felisha again! One.We say we love flowers, yet we pluck them.
We say we love trees, yet we cut them down.
And people still wonder why some
are afraid when told they are loved  two.Someone remembers, someone cares. your name is whispered on someone prayers!!  three.Him: I love her a lot.
His friend: Just tell her already, I'm tired of hearing this stuff.
Her: I love him so much.
Her friend: Just tell him already! Maybe he feels the same way.
Him: She'd never love me.
Her: He'd never love me.
[ T a k e a c h a n c e ]  four.Look me in the eyes, and tell me you love me.
And don't you dare look away.  five.Boy, when you look my way, I get this feeling 'cause I know there's a chance that you could see me and realize I'm the perfect girl for you.  six.Boy: Tell me a secret that you never told anyone before.
Girl: You wouldn't want to know.
Boy: Yeah, I do. If you tell me yours, I'll tell you mine.
Girl: I would rather not.
Boy: Please?
[ Girl looks at Boy and sighs ]
Girl: I love you.
[ Boy smiles ]
Girl: What?
Boy: That was mine too.  seven.And she promised to herself,
that day I find my tear in this lake,
is the day I'll stop loving him.  eight.A woman knows when a man looks at her and sees someone else.
+ The Notebook.  nine.And even if I broke your heart or you broke mine,
we will never be the same like we used to be when
w e w e r e t o g e t h e r.  ten.He looked at me and said, "Do you ever feel like you're working for something you're never going to get? You shoot & miss kind of deal. Like, no matter what, you can't have it. But that makes you fight for it a little bit more?" I looked at him and stared for a second & replied, "Everyday."  eleven.Sweetie, you're so fake, you make Barbie look real.  There ya go! I'll update this off and on! | | |
| Hey everyone! It's Felisha. I'm updating for Nikki for a while because her comp is havin technical difficulties! oneI`m starting to realize that all my problems can`t be blamed on anything else but myself ; only I can make my life what I want it to be & everyday my self-control & self-disipline fuck it up more & more.  twoI miss the days when I thought there was something wrong with meI wish you could see how much you mean to me,
how much your smile lights up my world,
& how much your touch makes me shiver.  threeSometimes you`ll kiss someone & know
that`s the person you`re supposed to kiss
for the rest of your life.   fourI think about it a lot & I`ve come
to the conclusion that you can never
understand the beautiful way in which
I see you. You`ll never understand
that I love you more than I love myself.  fiveI want every girl in the world to pick up
a guitar & start screaming.
[ Courtney Love ]  sixx& it`s the way you absently play with my rings
While we lay & watch TV
& it`s the way you lightly tilt my chin
While you look right into my eyes before we kiss
& it`s the way you think you are so macho & tough
While you are just as much of a mush as me
& it`s the way I can escape into my head
While I replay moments of us in my mind
& it`s the way you kiss me
While everything else in the world disappears
& it`s the way we can just stare into each others eyes
While not one word is said
& it`s the way we joke about missing each other all day
While we`ve never been more serious
& it`s the way I can`t stop thinking of you
While I go about my day.  sevenHe`s right, I`m afraid. There`s a part of me that wants to let him in but then i feel myself pull up this wall & I don`t understand why. maybe that`s what strikes me most about him, that despite everything he`s suffered, he can still look at life in the most uncomplicated way. I`ve never known that kind of faith. It makes me so sad that people who have lost everything can still be open to love, while I, who`s lost nothing, can not.  eightRory;; Does it have to be all or nothing?Logan;; Yes --- Gilmore Girls   nineFriendships are liek condoms,even the best ones break.   tenIt's just so hard loving someone from a distance. Because no matter how far you reach, no matter how many tears you cry, miles you walk, & tantrums you throw, they won't be physically near you. And it's so hard to grasp that, but it's after the frustrations pass, you realize that you would rather hold their heart from miles away than sit at home wrapped in the arms of one you know you'll never love.  elevenAnd in my heart I know it's worth trying for. Maybe even worth dying for. And I know there's nothing in this world I want more.  twelveLove;; an attemt to change a piece of the dreaminto reality.   thirteenWhen i met you i thought i had found the person i was goanna spend alota time with. I was done so all the boys && the bars were done. you left me. you chose her. im all glued back together now. I make no apoligizies on how i chose to repair what you broke. you don't get to call me a whore. ---- greys anatomy  fourteenSometimes I lie awake at night & I ask,
"Is life a multiple choice test
or is it a True or False test?"
Then a voice comes to me out of the dark
& says, "We hate to tell you this,
but life is a thousand word essay."  fifteenIt seems like it's been so long, but it feels as if things have changed so fast. When it comes down to it, I hate how things are right now. It's like nothing has changed, but it has, a lot has. I miss the days; I miss you girls. The days when I was feeling down, I could always depend on you girls to crack a laughter or two out of me. When you girls made me realize there's so much more to life then just sitting around feeling down about things.  sixteenI've always listened to my friends & quotes saying, "You have to fight for what you want." I've been following those lines & I'm still the one who cries herself to sleep, hoping deep down inside that he'll call, saying he's sorry for being so blind & that I'm the one he's always loved. When all the memories that were supposed to keep me smiling for the rest of my life soon made me cry every time I thought about them. And all I ever did was love him with everything I had, plus more, while he loved me just enough to last for a while, because forever didn't mean a thing to him. I've had my heart on the line multiple times, only getting the same results in more painful ways. So when they kept saying, "You have to fight for what you love," did they also mean you had to fight for what you want, even if it didn't love you anymore?  seventeenThere are some things I'd like to say to you, although, I can't come across to it. So I keep it inside. Inside where my heart is slow dancing with you. Where my mind is holding hands & kissing you softly. Kissing you, the way it rises your soul higher, not touching the ground; where you feel as though you can touch heaven.  eighteen& i'm feeling nervous,
trying to be so perfect,
because i know you're worth it.  nineteenI heard those famous words again;;lets just be friends.  twentythe worst pick up lines are the ones
that steal a girl's heart the easiest. Poll;;Summer or winter?I say Summer! | | |
| just something i thought ofafter all this time
there's still something
in my heart that yearns
for you. i miss you | | |
| my first fade yayyour only as strong as ©a
the alcohol you drink
the tables you dance on
and the friends you keep
when both make you
hit the floor
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You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this
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