I have practice 7:45am-4pm EVERYDAY THIS WEEK with UCA!~ ahhh!~ i gotta wake up between 6-6:30am~ WOW!~ its gonna be a miracle if i wake up!~lol~ if ya know me well you know thatll be hard for me!~lol~ oh well... ill manage... well... my love life is gettin a lil better... i got a couple guys likin me that i have a lil interest in but not the one i was lookin forward to! To tell ya the truth... I just wanna find someone that wont hurt me & that really does care about me... im sick of gettin hurt... ive been used... cheated on... hit... lied to... laughed at... put down... & all this just by a boyfriend... thats why im kinda scared to trust another guy to be someone i might really end up caring about b*c... well... all that above was mainly with one guy & i DID "love" him i thought... not anymore... but i just dunno anymore about "love"... i dont want sympathy like "Oh Kayla, I am so0o sorry itll be okay... i just wanna be left alone about that so0o if you are reading & you are NOT a REALLY close friend... dont say MUCH about today's entry...lol... no offense... but if you are close to me i dont really care!~ anyways... my song today is "Swing Swing" by The All-American Rejects!~ i love that song. See... its not that i dont want to like someone again b*c i still have feelings for my ex... OH NO!~ NOT AT ALL!~ its b*c i really trusted him & cared about him, but one day he just like became a different person & didnt give a shit about me & i just dont EVER want that to happen AGAIN b*c i NEVER wanna be in that MUCH pain! It hurts so0o bad... you guys out there think you know what love is & that you got things all figured out but do you? I thought i did & look where i am! How old are we? Do we even know what love is yet?~ I hope you guys have better luck then I did... just... BE CAREFUL!~ If you REALLY love someone show it.... let them know how you feel... dont hold back!

     Anyways... I cant wait til Sunday... I am goin to the movies with some of my BESTEST friends... Jesse, Griffin, & KEVIN DIXON!~ WOO HOO!~ I LOVE THAT KID LIKE A BRO MAN!~ he is so0o cool~ he has ALWAYS been there for me~lol!~ I CANNOT WAIT!~ THIS IS GONNA BE SO MUCH FUN!~ Also... my friend is gettin his dick pierced but it is confidential... i am not gonna say who... boy hes got some balls~lol~ he might go to the mall too on sunday but i dunno!~ well... ima go but ill get back to ya!~ MuCh LoVe FoR yA gUyS!

~* Babay Kay-Kay *~