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MUCH LOVE -- ok, well, at leas now i got somethn`ta live for -- i gots my gurlsss`&`guyssss. i nevrr realized until yesterday how important dey are ta my life. i mean, even da ones dat i barely kno...dey really are a big part of my life. buht i guess wuht i`m tryin`ta say is dat nex yearr...well, you kno how its g0n be. evrryones talkin`bout it nd shits`nd its all...depressing, you kno? cuz...all of you are GREATTT friends...more than anyone can ask for in life. without you guys, hrmm...i dun`t kno where i would be.`nd i kno some of us are g0n be separated nex yearr buht we still g0n hang, righht?
i jus want ta let chu kno dat...8th grade...was da best! it was so0o amazing having all dese ppl who actually care for you`nd could easily relate to you, nah mean? da end of da yearr is coming soon`nd i dun`t want it ta end like dis, as probly many of you dunt eithrr. buht we hafta jus move on from it. move on as in dunt worry bout it all da time til you die. jus...dunt forget da great times in life becuz i will always remembrr you guys`nd how great chu all were.
HOLLA -- i love you all. <3*sky. shana. brian. lyna. justin. juju. joy. kyung. davy. karen. kathy. val. david. paul. dru. adrian. max. tanya. lauren. diana. ryan. tina. angie. james. tc. nhat. eric. henry. skeebo. brittany. ariel. mei. rich. grace. young-bin. youngyun. khurram. jina. april. jason. erin. hye-suk. jessica. molly. cantrell. ray. pizot. hong. kristin...*<3 class of `04 babyy~ [let me kno if i missd you] `nd special shouts also ta rachel. danny. evan. julie. tommy. daniel. tony. jenn. matt. jason. mich. esta. bahar. amber. josh. ...add more later.
REMiNiSCiNG_ herre are jux some middle scho0l memories dat make my life worthwhile. *all dem greattt times in orchestra. deres actually wayyy to0 many ta describe`nd go into much detail buht i`ll still put up some of my faves. *sleepovrr at my house. wooooo~it was great. da situps, jogging, playing wit`water...all so0o great. *nine years...four times. i had a great time`nd i learned al0t from it. dis kinda shaped my life`nd showed me stuff i nevrr knew. *nine years...sisterrrhood. much0s of fun at dmills or jux in our hood. it used ta be carnivals, crunch, outside, `bout evrrythang. *lunchhhh...fun listening`cus you kno i dunt really talk dat much [contrary ta dis entry]. had a great time`nd i feel food has broughten us closer. *social. evrrybody derre`nd so much fun...even tho it resulted in crying, it jux showed how close we really are. *talking on da phone`nd crying. *dmills. da drama derre...da shoppingggg.`nd jux walking`&`talkinggg. *hand-in-hand, walking into da lunchroom wit`...a new `special` lil`friend. *all dem times outside, swimming or wuhtevrr. i dun`t kno wherre i`d be without my hood ppls. *8B. or...not really 8B buht DURiNG 8B. had so0o much fun jux hanging around`nd talking. *walking around da scho0l. *playing stip-poker in da dark at random rooms. *huddling in a group, arm-in-arm. singing `graduation` as we was crying... *trying to trick ppls. uhmm...`nd feeling stupid about it? like: `hrrmmm...wuhts dat noi--hmmmmmmmmmmmm.` *realizing dat my ears aren`t pierced. *multi-tasking. *add more laterrrs...
LiSTEN UP -- stay in touch, you hurrd?!! i reallyyyy dun`t want us ta separate cus...i`ve jus had pretty bad experiences when it comes ta dat. like, we`d say da same thang, `we won`t grow apart, we won`t separate`, buht den now, we dun`t talk much.`nd we gots ta get togethrr during summer; so0o hit me up`nd we can meet up somewherre, aighhts?
gawshhhh -- wuht am i g0n do without chu?
g0n edit laterrrs...dis g0n be my `perfect` entry`nd kinda my go0dbye... |